>>40900209
Is OP by chance Peruvian and writing fanfiction about himself.

>never even seen him furrow his eyebrows, it’s like the concept of being aggressive doesn’t exist in his mind
>he only comes into my room if I’ve made him go fetch smth
>a few days pass, it’s Friday night
>tell him at night to go pick up smth for me, some shitty sushi from a 7/11
>he takes a long ass time
>way too long, like 2 hours when it should be 20 mins
>text him and call him several times
>no response
>he finally shows up, door is unlocked
>dude is HAMMERED, completely drunk
>start telling him why tf he took so long, im giving him shit
>he doesn’t respond just keeps walking towards my bed
>ask him if his brain is working cuz im gonna rock his shit
>his face is FLUSHED red and he’s drooling a bit, this fag is completely buzzed
>he climbs the side of the bed and flops onto my chest
>just lets out a deep sigh and passes out right there after mumbling sorry over and over
>im shocked
>dunno what to do so I just lay there a bit
>after 10 mins of this fag snoozing while laying on me, decide to take a picture
>he looks comfortable sleeping on me
>still hungry so I push him off and go to buy some food
>think about the boy
>starting to have mixed feelings, definitely not affection
>more so like, why is he the way he is? Why did he fall asleep on my chest? He’s most likely a faggot, isn’t he?
>go back to dorm, he’s still there in my bed
>fucker looks cozy sleeping in my bed
>get a good look at his face for the first time
>obvs he’s got a bit of acne or whatever, but he has surprisingly plump lips
>his face is really hairless unlike mine
>pull up his shirt a bit
>his stomach and chest are hairless unlike mine
>check his legs
>same thing
>realize how slim he really is

>>40900241
No. I can post myself later, I’m a fit guy.

>put em back on
>push him over to the side of the bed and fall asleep
>morning comes and he’s gone, back in his own dorm
>I call him over and he comes like always, tho he’s visibly hungover and not looking solid
>im about to give him shit and ask where my 20 bucks went that I gave him for the sushi
>hesitate for a bit, don’t really know why
>get angry and give him shit anyways
>as I’m telling him to get me my 20 bucks, realize he’s staring at me
>what’s up with this faggot? Before he’d never even meet my sight and now he’s looking right at me
>get more aggravated
>tell him to go get me my 20 and fuck off
>mumbles apologies on the way out as usual and leaves
>he comes back later that day with some sushi and my 20
>says he’s sorry for not getting my food last night, so this one is on him
>lol, idgaf but okay
>take it and start eating it
>realize he’s still standing there looking at me
>”why’re you still here”
>he doenst say anything for a moment, just staring blankly at me before suddenly jolting
>before he leaves I tell him to sit down and have some sushi
>find out he only likes imitation crab meat, doesn’t touch anything else
>the sushi is shit quality, I’ve had so much better with my family in downtown
>I ask if he’s allergic to fish and he laughs a small nerdy nasally laugh and says no
>he leaves and takes the trash with him
>why did I just eat with this boy?
>I bully him. I make fun of him. Why did he even buy this for me?
>try to rationalize it.

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>maybe he’s just a loner, to ppl like those any attention is good attention
>that explanation doesn’t feel right. But don’t have any other ideas
>still, something about the fact that he was happy in that moment eating with me annoys me
>sunday comes, stoner friend leaves around 3pm after wakin up
>call Peruvian boy over
>he enters the room and says “I was wondering when you’d call me”
>im taken aback for a moment and I say “wondering?”
>fag stammers out “no I mean waiting”
>I ask again “Waiting? Are you actually a faggot?”
>he starts stammering again and tripping over his own words, saying that’s not what he really meant
>tell him to come closer
>he shuts up and walks to me
>grab his face and neck
>he reacts a bit and grabs my arms, but he’s way weaker than me
>start really looking at him
>even his eyes look girly
>my thumbs pry apart his lips and as im doing that, i can’t help but think “why are his lips so soft compared to mind”
>his hands are still holding my arms
>I think to myself “why are his hands so soft compared”
>he stops trying to fight against me and just stands there staring at me
>I pull back a bit, and sigh. The fuck am I doing.
>I catch a glimpse of me holding his face in a desk mirror
>his silhouette is so different from mine. Are we both really guys?
>”you really don’t ever say no huh. I’ve known u for months and you never say no.”
>he just mumbles something, can’t really speak with my thumbs in his mouth
>I could tell you to kiss me and you wouldn’t say no
>he just looks at me
>I bet I could make u suck me off and u wouldn’t say no
>he starts struggling agaisnt me again
>alright u fag no sucking. How about jerking me off
>again, he just stops and says nothing
>let go of him and strongly push him away
>ur a faggot. Im busy now so gtfo

>the end

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>we don’t meet again for a few days, weekdays are busier
>Seem him in class but it’s a huge one, more like a lecture hall so we don’t really talk or make eye contact
>Friday night comes around again
>stoner friend has a habit of leaving at sunset and stay out till 3, 4 in the morning esp on weekends
>usually jerk off around that time
>feeling more pent up than usual
>watching porn and start imagining the boys face there instead of the girls
>get pissed off again
>call him over
>he comes, he always comes when I call for him
>tell it to him directly: “I’m horny. Ur gonna jerk me off while I watch porn
>really expect him to say no this time
>he doesn’t. He just stand there in his stupid ass shorts and stupid ass socks and stupid ass tshirt
>I can see his hesitancy though. Why doesn’t he just say no? Then I could bully him and tell him to fuck off. The charade could continue
>for a moment I catch myself and wonder why I used the word charade
>ignore all of that for now
>tell him to get on his knees at the edge of the bed
>hold my laptop in my hand, setup is awkward as fuck
>tell him to pull my pants off
>he does so. My boner is visible
>tell him to pull my underwear off
>he does so


>>40900455
Looking back on it now, I sort of wish that’s how it should’ve ended

>>40900466
Keep going ,this shit is interesting

>realize I’ve got a huge stiff boner and the first person to touch it besides me in a looong time is not a woman, but a dude
>tell him to grab some lotion I have near the bed,
>he does it, but with a lot of delay.
>i think to myself “If ur hesitating just say no, tf u keep continuing with this for”
>he puts some onto his hands and then grabs my cock
>I can feel how his hands are so much smaller than mine
>his hands are so much softer than mine
>tell him to start stroking it
>the new direction of being jerked off combined with the smaller double hands
>man this actually feels really good lol
>im barely watching the porn at this point, just enjoying the feeling
>start to feel close
>I tell him I’m about to cum
>the lil fag jerks me off more vigorously
>finally cum, a decent load too
>put the laptop to my side and I look at him
>realize I busted on his face and shirt
>he looks flushed and shocked, deer in the headlights type shit
>i wasn’t exactly staring at him, but when i look closer I realize there’s tears in his eyes
>not full on crying but he’s definitely misty eyed and he looks like that he’s about to
>realize I just forced him to jerk me off essentially
>feel like shit
>we’re silent for a bit, he’s legit just sitting there with my nut on him
>give him some napkins and tell him to go back to his own room
>clean up and go to sleep
>next morning I wake up and wonder if what happened was really what happened
>feel weird about it
>stoner dude is asleep in his own bed
>few hours pass, stoner dude wakes up, takes a shit, and just leaves
>right as he leaves Peruvian boy knocks on the door
>he shows up so soon that I assumed it was the stoner so I’m wondering why tf he’s knocking
>when the boy pops in instead of the stoner, I’m surprised

>>40900565
It’s a sad one unfortunately

>>40900625
dude… you fucking raped this guy…

>>40900698
>ask him why tf he showed up, I didn’t call him
>he’s standing there all awkward and kinda hunches over apologizing before starting to leave
>tell him to come back
>he gingerly walks over
>tell him to come closer and sit down
>he sits on the floor
>ask him what happened last night
>”you want me to describe IT?”
>I ask him the fuck does he mean “IT”
>”okay, you know, the thing, the thing that u told me to do”
>he stammers a lot more than what I write out, but you get the idea
>I just sigh and ask him straight up
>”u just jerked off another dude. And I came on ur face. Why do you never say no?”
>he goes quiet and kinda just sit there, playing with his socks
>”hey. Fag. Answer me.”
>”uhm, eh. So, I don’t know. I just do it so u don’t hurt me or something”
>I push him on that
>”so. I remember saying a few things that day. Not just jerking me off. Kissing. Do you know how to kiss?”
>he kind of shakes his head, saying not really.
>to this day I don’t know why I told him to do this. Maybe it was horniness, maybe it was just a whirlwind of confused emotions.
>alright, get on my lap then
>he stares at me blankly for a moment.
>but like always, as if it’s his duty, he obliges. He gets up and walks towards me
>he kind of gestures for some space and I scoot. And he plops himself down on my lap.
>the fag even wraps his legs around me somewhat
>”I didn’t tell you to do that idiot. And why are u facing me”
>he apologizes again and begins to scoot off but I stop him. And when I stop him, I lock eyes with him. And it hits me
>man. The hell is this situation. This fuckin boy is face to face with me. And he doesn’t look nervous at all.
>im not even into dudes
>even tho we’re not doing anything, it feels way more intimate
>at least i had a laptop with porn to look at, he was prolly just staring at my fucking cock while jerking it off last night
>remember his tears from last night

>I ask him why he was crying
>he says he wasn’t crying, he was just really shocked
>I ask why
>”its just that, so it’s that you like, you uhm, your thing was right there. And I’ve thought about it before. About your thing before, I mean. Not like, uh. Not many times. Just a few. Once. Just once. As a thought. Uh, but basically, It was way way different than i expected, and so I guess I teared up, oh but not in a bad way. Well, I dunno, it’s just that it looked so different, and…”
>with how long this fuck took to say every sentence, I genuinely thought he might have a stammer
>as he’s sitting there on my lap, ass right above my dick yapping away and im lookin at him, I’m just realizing something
>this fuckin bitch, the absolute balls on this fucker
>he’s sitting on my lap pitching a tent in his own pants
>I interrupt him, grabbing his arms and neck
>”why the fuck are you hard”
>he doenst say anything, just shuts up. So.i continue “you’re a faggot aren’t you”
>he’s still silent. I go on “I didn’t make you do anything yesterday, did I? You wanted to do that. You were just waiting for it.”
>”youre secretly a gay pervert. I bet u didn’t even clean the cum off ur face, u probably ate it you fucking weirdo”
>he’s no longer looking at me, he’s staring down at my shirt
>his face is a lot more flushed now
>”hey. Why aren’t you looking at me anymore. Why are you blushing? Am I right?”
>I guess I must’ve pushed him too far, because he goes from a blank face, to a blushing face, to a face that looks like it’s about to cry
>”yo yo. What? Why are you crying chill”
>I panic a bit. Wtf, maybe I pushed too far. But damn. Stop crying, the hell
>he’s just lookin straight down now, and I can see tears dripping down onto my shirt
>he’s quietly crying and doing that weird hiccup breathing thing some people do
>I don’t know what to do

>>40900764
omg pls hurry up posting these!!!!

>>40900849
lmao fr i’m on the edge of my seat

>i hold his face and I pick it up so i can look at him
>hes as red as a tomato
>”why the fuck u keep crying man, ur making me feel bad. the hell”
>his crying is slowing down a bit
>he keeps saying sorry, he’s just always had a habit of crying whenever he feels strongly about anything
>he puts his head onto my chest and wraps his arms around my back
>cheeky fucker but alright, it’s his moment I’ll let him have it
>he begins to talk about how he was afraid of me at first
>he tells me how he’s always been pretty timid and is unable to really speak up for himself. He’s always ignored and no one pays attention to him
>so when I started picking on him, he was petrified at first
>but over time he realized I started to become less aggressive with him
>I stopped pushing him so hard
>I stopped calling him as many names
>and then there was the day I shared some sushi with him
>he admits that he doesn’t really like sushi at all, he just wanted to relate to me so he could spend more time with me
>and then he tells me how he remembers everything from the night he was drunk
>”and then there was,uh ,yesterday… so..”
>and then he goes quiet again.
>”so uhm, so basically. Uh why did u call me?”
>I laughed
>”I didn’t call you, idiot. You literally came over yourself”
>”oh, yeah, sorry. I usually wait till you call, well I don’t wait. I just chill. I kind of wait. Sometimes.”
>again, there’s silence.
>he’s still hard on my lap
>I think to myself “man, fuck it.”
>I ask him if he’s ever kissed before?
>”no no, never.”
>”alright well, I haven’t made out with anyone in a long time. And I want a gf but I don’t have one. So until then I’m gonna practice with u. Any problem?”

>>40900849
I’m typing on phone. It’s pre late

>>40900864
Don’t get ur hopes up. Good things for me never end well

>>40900883

now I'm kind of scared to see how this ends now... but as of rn i sort of ship yall >.<

>he timidly mumbles that practice is practice and there’s nothing wrong with practice
>outwardly I’m saying this shit but inwardly I’m still conflicted. Am I really about to make out with this dude
>I try to justify it by thinking about his body. His lips, his soft hands. His smooth body that I saw that night
>fuck.
>i can feel my boner forming and he’s sitting right on it
>as it starts to perk up, I can tell he’s noticed it. He’s squirming a bit and adjusting, but it’s just resulting in him grinding against it.
>I don’t know what to say so I just tell him “I’m gonna kiss you now”
>”uhm. Yah, uh. Sure okay. Im ready. Well, if you are ready. So. Yeah.”
>as he keeps saying his stupid shit, I just hold his face and pull him in.
>to be honest, I’ve only kissed once before. It was a half assed kiss with a random chick.
>kissing like this was very weird.
>it’s just skin touching skin. But it felt so weird
>we both sucked ass at it. But we just kept making out.
>Since we didn’t know how to do much else it was a lot of kissing each others lips, no fancy French kiss or tongue kiss or anything
>but it felt really nice. We did that for a while
>he began to, whether subconsciously or consciously, grind his hips against my fully hard boner
>at a certain point I was leaning back on the bed, holding our weight up
>he had his soft hands around my head, pulling me in for more kisses
>we stopped when the door suddenly rattled, stoner roomie was back
>peruvian boy pulled back for a second, a small string of saliva stretching from his lips to mine
>there was a moment where he looked at me. At my lips, at my eyes. And then he got off my lap quickly and sat next to me

It’s getting really late. I feel like shit thinkin about all of this again, don’t know if I should continue it. I’m gonna sleep, if thread is still alive when I’m up then I’ll continue tomorrow. Goodnight to the 2 people who are reasing the thread
Also, for the one anon who said I was the boy writing fanfic about myself, go fuck yourself
https://unsee cc/album#tzsyr4ni2JLR

>>40900985
Pleeeeaaaseee keep writing this I beg

>>40900985
>>40900998
me too pls pls pls pls

>>40900998
Agreed ,need to know what happens next

it seems as if the crowd is growing op

>>40901034
I’ll be up around 10.. maybe 12. So if thread lives for that long then I’ll continue. Gn for real this time

>>40901034
real
op pls keep posting

>>40901048
k sounds good. night dude

Please more

please keep writing !!!!!!!

holy yap

why would u be so mean to him :(

>>40901405
I mean he obviously liked being bullied

Bumping to keep alive till OP wakes up

If op is reading this, if thread dies pls repost it

>>40902117
real i need to know what happens

Bump. I’m not sure whether the story is real or not but I still want more

Jarvis, bump the fagslop thread with the utmost priority. I need my fagslop !!!!

Bumping for fagslop

Bumping again for goon

>>40900985
The unsee expired so I'm still just gonna assume you are the Peruvian in question

Hey all. I’m awake now, gonna eat some breakfast, workout and then I’ll hop on to finish the story.

>>40902319
You’ll know it’s real because there isn’t a nice happy ending

>>40903156
https://unsee cc/album#409CqQlz4AMN
I don’t know any other site that lets me send like this for longer than 6 hours

>>40903507
My boner is outrageous please finish

>>40903507
That can't possibly be you

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>the door kept rattling till eventually stoner guy comes in, says he forgot smth and pulls out a small ziploc baggie from his drawer.
>then he goes back out, didn’t even acknowledge either of us
>for a moment, we both kinda sit there.
>”its only 3pm. I’m not doing anything for the day. Are you?”
>he shakes his head with a small nerdy smile
>I laugh and call him a fag
>I lock the door and put the bolt on so even with a key, no one’s getting in
>as I’m walking back to the bed, I take off my shirt and pants
>im standing over the boy, almost naked with a boner.
>why am I the only one naked? U take it off too”
>I make him take his clothes off.
>kinda funny to see the contrast; his skin is really pale and hairless and smooth. and he’s wearing black boxers.
>my skin is a lot more tanned and darker. I’m muscular and I have a decent bit of body hair. And I’m wearing white undies
>for a second we kiss a bit just standing there, holding our bodies against each other.
>then I pick him up and we continue kissing while he’s got his body wrapped around mine
>the evening went on like that for another hour or two
>eventually we started kissing more deeply
>still shittily kissing, but using tongue and trying to be more passionate I suppose
>there were moments when we’d be kissing and he’d run his small hands on my chest and abs
>that feeling, knowing he liked to do that, made me even more aroused
>eventually things slowed down and he was just sitting at the edge of my bed on his phone
>I sat there wondering about what just happened
>I spent 2+ hours having another dude make out with me and grind on my cock
>but now I didn’t feel aggravated, but I felt something else
>it wasn’t affection, and it wasn’t just lust
>I guess the closest word would be carnal desire of some kind

>>40903589
It is. You were expecting a white guy or smth?

>I moved a bit closer to him and he looked up at me with a slight smile
>he giggled a gay ass small laugh and said “uhm do u want to keep going? Like continue, uh. What we were doing before? Only if you’d like to continue.”
>what is it with this boy
>I was bullying this guy
>I pushed him around, I called him slurs, i made fun of him
>I was emasculating him and yet he’d still never say no
>why? Why did he go along with everything.
>for some reason, part of me wanted to know just how far I could push that. How far could I go before he’d say no? Would he ever even say no or pushback on anything I did to him?
>I get even closer to him, not saying a single word
>he starts to look a bit worried and quietly laughs nervously
>at this point he’s completely against the wall and can’t back up any further
>I slowly bring my hands to his neck and I tighten my grip
>he has fear in his eyes, just like the days when I started bullying him
>he’s stammering and stuttering, mumbling half apologies and half questions as to what im doing
>i don’t know why i said what I said, maybe because I had some morbid curiosity
>maybe because I was bored, or because I was secretly interested but didn’t know it
>”yo.” I say to him with my hands around his neck.
>”uhm, haha, uh hi. Uh so what uh. What’s up? Ha..”
>I lean in really close to him, and I whisper into his ear some shit I didn’t think I’d ever say to a guy, let alone even to a girl
>”I own you. You’re my bitch. Understand?”
>just say no. That’s what I’m thinking the whole time. Just push back, say ur uncomfortable. Say something.
>”uhh. Uhh. Uhm, I uh. Okay.”
>come on. Just reject the idea. Just say no a single time. Even quietly. Even if you mumble it. At least then I can pretend like this was all a joke, call you a pussy and send you out of the room. Just say no.
>but he doenst, he just keeps stammering so I push him further.
>”nah, I want you to say it.”

>what? Uh, I mean, you want me to say uhm what? I don’t know it, the thing. What do you want me to say.”
>”don’t play fucking stupid.” I say that as I tighten my grip on his neck. Man, why can I wrap my hands around his neck so easily. This guy is so fucking thin
>”you know what I want you to say. Fucking say it. Or will you not? You a coward? A faggot?”
>his eyes keep darting around. At me, at my shirt, at the ceiling, at the room
>what is going on in that head? Is he just that much of a pussy? That he’ll do whatever is told to him even if he really dislikes it?
>the idea of someone else telling him to do stuff flashes in my mind.
>it pisses me off for some reason. Why the fuck is anyone else telling him to do stuff. That’s wrong
>why is it wrong?
>because he’s mine?
>im so surprised at my own thoughts
>im having so much damn internal conflict in this one moment, what do i even mean by “he’s mine.”
>he’s a guy. I can’t make him into my girlfriend, he’s a dude
>his hands are soft and pale, but he’s a dude
>his lips are soft. He smells like lavender, the faggot has no BO. he has no body hair.
>but hes a dude.
>I sigh. What am I even doing here. I’m half choking a random skinny boy. Who cares if he’s pretty. I’m just coercing him, aren’t I.”
>I loosen my grip a little bit
>”Just say no. You’re a pussy, I’ve been forcing you to do all this. Just say no and fuck off out of my room.”
>he’s quiet for a bit. Then he speaks quietly.
>”n..no.”

okay

>man. Finally. I have a reason to kick this guy out, I can sort my feelings later.
>im about to let go of his neck when I realize I can’t. Well, my grip is almost fully loose but
>but this fucker. Is holding my arms. He’s holding me in. With his small ass tiny girly hands, he’s got them wrapped around my wrists. And he’s holding my wrists at his neck
>what the hell is going on in his mind
>he begins to speak again
>”no, n-no. Not like…. Not like, no. I mean. No. I uh. I want…”
>fuck is he saying? I tighten my grip again and I hear his breath escape him.
>this fucker is messing with me. Just because I haven’t hurt him before, he thinks I won’t hurt him now? Ill choke this fucker till he’s about to die, I don’t give a fuck
>he still tries to talk
>”I want,.. I want… ah. I uh…”
>what does this faggot want. Speak up. Spit it out. You want to leave? You want me to stop choking you? Say it. Just say something you dumb fag.
>”I want you… You own me. I’m your… I’m your bitch. Please.”
>for the first time ever, in such a situation, he spoke almost perfectly with no stammers or stutters
>what. The fuck.
>whats wrong with me
>”say it again.”
>with a very strained voice, he squeaks out “I can’t”
>”why can’t you? Huh? You say it once and u can’t say it again you little fucker?”
>he doesn’t respond, he just starts to choke a bit and forces out the word “neck”
>I realize I was choking him a bit too hard. Didn’t realize my grip got so tight
>I quickly pull my hands off. Jesus. My hands are imprinted in red on his pale neck.
>he’s gasping for air and coughing a bit. Holy shit. Did I just assault him
>im not panicking but im worried
>im thinking about how i can cover up his neck, maybe i can use his shirt. Or my shirts, since they’re bigger
>but as i look around my eyes drift down for a moment
>this fucking pervert.
>he has a boner

damn is that really it? how long ago was your last meeting?

>>40904667
nervmind lol

>>40904483
>dont know what to do next
>i just made this boy say he's my bitch and i choked him to the point of leaving marks
>fuck man
>tell him to get out
>he looks shocked, as if that was somehow the worst thing ive done all day
>he mumbles some words that i dont understand and he gets his stuff and leaves
>we dont meet again for a few days.
>i go about my daily life.
>several times i instinctively open up our DMs to say smth to him, but i stop myself
>when did i start doing that?
>the week passes and i keep thinking about that boy
>its a thursday and i go to the 7/11 for a slushy like usual
>its sunset, kind of dark. place isnt ghetto, but being so close to dorms the place is always a mess
>walking back to the dorm when i spot him near the front of the store
>its peruvian boy. i want to go up to him and talk, but i see that there's a woman talking to him.
>realize that ive never seen him interact with anyone aside from the professors. Who the hell is this lady
>she looks about my age, and she is definitely not related to him. doesnt look like some co worker since i know he doesnt work.
>the way they're talking looks odd, but that's mostly cuz peruvian boy is awkward as fuck.
>i remember when I met him, he was just like this; awkward, quiet, shy.
>realize im spying on a dude just going about his life
>im about to continue walking back to my dorm when i see her reach and touch his shoulder, like a pat
>the fuck?
>who the fuck are you to do that. you dont know him. you havent spent time with him.
>he's mine. that bitch shouldnt be touching him.
>i catch my own thoughts
>huh? hes mine? wasnt i joking about earlier? wasnt that just to push him and tease him? what do i mean hes mine.
>again, im finding myself doing and thinking things that are so uncharacteristic of me.
>what do i really want?
>thursday midnight arrives and im horny as fuck. since my mind was occupied with other stuff, didnt jerk off at all for a few days and im pent up

im on the edge of my seat

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>stoner roomie is gone like usual so i start jerking off
>look at various types of porn. anal, blowjob, even some tranny shit just for the hell of it
>nothing is really doing it for me
>im a guy with a high libido and my shit stands up at the slightest stimulus, and now im struggling to maintain a boner
>im still fucking horny. i check my phone, its 12 on a thurdsay night. pretty late.
>i open my dms with peruvian boy. my thoughts go back to when we were making out and he was grinding on my dick
>that felt so much better than any porn ive jerked off to
>send him a message saying "hey"
>he responds almost instantly with a cat sticker
>i tell him to come to my room
>he knocks and comes in, but doenst say anything
>he's just standing there awkwardly
>"sit down retard"
>he goes to sit on my bed, and i stop him
>"not there."
>he's taken aback for a moment, but then reluctantly sits onto my lap. this time he faces away from me tho.
>start playing with his face a bit while i ask him questions
>"Who was that girl you were talking to?"
>"uhh, she was.. uhm. i dont know"
>before he can give a solid answer i ask another
>"why was she touching ur shoulder? why did u let her do that?"
>"erm, i didnt... want her to... she just, you know, reached out"
>i keep playing with his face but i cant figure out why that bothers me
>do i like him? in some weird fucked up way, maybe i do. but i dont know how he views me, and i dont want to ask him.
>"im hard right now. i want you to jerk me off."
>he stops squirming and yapping and just nods and mumbles a quiet yes

i’ve been stalking this shit since last night lmao you’ve got me invested dude

>>40905293
we needa publish this shit its like a greek tragedy

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Apologies y'all, I was doing smth. reliving these memories is pretty intense for me. makes me wish i did things differently

>i lay back and lean against the wall, he cozies up on his stomach between my legs
>for the first time, im seeing him actually take off my pants.
>way diff from last time when the laptop was there
>as if on queue, he asks me if im gonna use my laptop
>i tell him to shut up and focus on my dick instead of saying stupid shit
>it was funny seeing his eyes widen after he pulled down my boxers and have my fully erect penis bounce out at him.
>"why are u so shocked, youve already seen it before"
>even though i asked that, i could tell it was different.
>that time it was just an ordinary jerk off session i had on a daily basis,
>this time i was pent up, super erect and oozing precum
>and he could tell the difference
>he goes to grab the lotion and i tell him not to.
>"Use your mouth."
>"what? my mouth? on your thing? uh.. do you really want... if u really want me to, uh. i can erm. yeah, i can try that"
>after staring at my cock and holding it for a while, he finally works up the courage to approach it
>I see as he gets real close to it, examining it like its some alien thing
>finally, he starts kissing the tip
>i know the lips are just skin, but i the situation combined with the texture and softness of his lips felt fucking nice on my cock
>he kissed it up and down, from the tip and around it all the way to the base of the shaft
>eventually i tell him to stop kissing and to start sucking
>the retard tries to immediately deepthroat my cock, which results in his teeth digging into my cock and him choking on it and gagging
>"yo fucking retard. dont deepthroat it all of a sudden u bit my shit."
>Im about to keep giving him shit but i see how flushed his face is. usually when i'd talk to him he'd look at me, but right now he was starting intently at my thick cock
>so i tell him "just.. suck the tip for now"

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>>40906227
>he starts to just suck on the tip
>I can feel his tongue swirling around it, feeling him explore every part of my tip
>it feels especially nice when he swirls it around just under the tip
>fuck, im gonna cum way too quickly
>im holding his head, im trying to push it away a bit but he's getting really into it
>its like he's trying to suck the living shit out of my cock
>finally pull his head away
>im sweating a bit because im straining every muscle in my body trying not to cum while this shithead is sitting there starting at me with his big ol eyes
>I tell him i shouldnt be the only one naked.
>he seems really shocked by that and doesnt say no, but doesnt take his clothes off either
>"idgaf, take ur clothes off"
>so im staring at him while he undresses in front of me, in between my legs
>when he takes his shirt off, i see his body properly for the first time. His body is so smooth and soft. despite being peruvian his skin is surprisingly pale, and his nipples are a soft pink color
>"keep going," i tell him while i start stroking my cock. "In fact, turn around when u take ur pants off"
>Im lowkey enjoying this power I have over him, if he aint ever gonna say no im gonna use that to my full satisfaction
>hesitantly he turns around and bends over a bit, even though I didnt tell him to do that.
>he slowly drops his pants down revealing those same small black boxers.
>I tell him to turn back around and to take off his undies
>he is really shy about this, and really hesitates and starts yammering about if thats what i really want.
>I can see that he's being really hesitant to follow my orders. so i tell him something that i think will snap his head back into place
>"Are you forgetting something?"
>"h-huh? what? I mean, i dont think so... uhh, we spoke on alot of things so uh.."
>"Say it."
>his face is flushed yet again. its so easy to read him. and i think to myself about how cute that is.
>"I. uhm. i am uh.. You own me."
>"And? Theres something else."

apologize to this best of boys right fucking now you monster he deserves better than you

i aint reading allat

>>40906706
i did and im reading it again.
please post more op.

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>>40906706
you're missing out

highly important post

>>40900209
good read anon ur hot

>he takes a really deep breath
>"its so embarassing to say.... okay, okay. uhm"
>he's literally twirling his hair and holding himself, he looks so fucking cute when hes embarassed
>"im youre... well... oh my god this is so hard. Okay"
>"Go on silly boy. Say it for me."
>He literally cups his face in his hands and is hiding himself while going "oh my god.."
>Im having way too much fun teasing this guy. what the hell
>He finally musters up the courage to say it
>"Okay, so uhm.. you.. you own me and. and.. I cant believe this."
>Im sitting there, one hand behind my head, the other hand slowly stroking my cock while smiling. Im grinning ear to ear with anticipation
>"Im your bitch. okay? happy? I said it.."
>"good boy. now take off that underwear."
>Ill be honest, ive looked at femboy porn online, but almost entirely 2d stuff.
>as he slowly takes his undies down, he reveals his penis.
>its so small compared to mine. its hairless and smooth. even tho he is clearly hard, his foreskin is still hiding the tip of his tiny dick, which is a bright pink as well.
>im just staring in amazement. how can a dude's penis look so cute.
>i realize im just staring at him while stroking, so i tell him to start stroking as well
>the way he jerks off is so different from me.
>I have a much larger, longer cock. so i do a lot of slow steady strokes.
>he jerks off more quickly with faster strokes, like a horny rabbit
>im starting to get really, really fucking horny.
>i pull him close and sit him on my lap, i start stroking his tiny cock alongside my bigger cock.
>I start kissing him as well and fuck man. it just felt so good. the kissing and rubbing our dicks together.
>it was so fucking gay but i did not care. he is so much lighter and softer and girlier than me. idgaf
>we just kept rubbing our dicks together while kissing, and this fag's girly moans were turning me on even more
>he started making noises way more, idk why. squirming a lot more too.

>>40907071
this is peak thank you op please keep posting

>im starting to get real close, and i whisper that to him in between kisses
>finally after a lot of frotting i cum
>I shoot rope after rope all over his stomach, his tiny cock and his balls.it even reached as far as his chest
>we're both just sitting there, he's panting. I look down and realize the reason he was squirming so much is because he already came, tho it was a much smaller amount.
>"youre so fucking cute dude."
>I can't even hide it anymore. this dude is just so cute. his personality is so cute to mess with, his body is so adorable. and his face is so pretty. how is he even a guy?
>he's too innocent. i want him. i want him to become mine. I want him to obey me like a good little boy. I want to see and explore every side of him. I want to cherish him.
>I know hes such a pushover. anyone else will just abuse him. Hell, i kind of did that in the beginning.
>but im realizing im starting to like it
>while im thinking to myself, i see that he's starting to pick my cum with his fingers and eating it
>he catches me staring at him and he stops
>i raise my hand and he flinches a bit
>i scoop a bit of semen onto my finger and bring it to his lips
>"go on," i tell him softly.
>and he eats it off my hand.
>we spend some more time just sitting there with each other, until eventually i get up to clean myself up.
>he didnt cum much so barely had any cum on me, but his cock and stomach was covered with my load.
>watching him wipe away all the semen with tissues was kind of hot to see
>when he was done and starting to put away the tissues i interrupt him:
>"what about me?" i tell him with a chuckle
>Im starting to enjoy teasing him a bit too much
>he shyly wipes away the little semen off my cock
>as hes doing that, a really funny idea comes to mind.
>as he's finished wiping it away, i just say the idea
>"youre not done yet. Kiss it."


>>40906706
fair enough, this is getting a lot longer than i wanted it to, but ill still try to finish it.

>>40906650
i wish i could

>>40907362
>i wish i could
oh... sry anon...

>i dont know why i thought he'd say no or not do it. but he did it anyways
>he got on his knees and gingerly gave my tip a soft kiss
>the fag smiled as he stood up and was standing in front of me
>"youre such a faggot you know that?"
>I say that to him as i pull him to me to kiss me some more
>the night ended sometime after that. i sent him off to his own room and went to sleep happy
>When morning came, i couldnt keep him out of my mind as i went about my classes.
>friday evening comes, and stoner guy leaves.
>like clockwork, he ends up in my room.
>we ended doing a lot of things together. we never had sex, but he would give me handjobs and suck me off fairly often.
>every other day if not every day
>we spent time more doing other stuff, too.
>outside of classes he liked making small figurines. in his room he had some gundam stuff and other smaller figurines that he would assemble
>it was kind of endearing to see him crouched down over some tiny plastic parts, silently putting them together
>I guess i started to like him more as a person. he was really sweet and kind, just a very shy and timid person.
>We spoke about a lot of things, about our ideals and views of the world.
>he said that he didnt really know if he was into guys or not, but after those experiences with me he definitely preferred guys
>I didnt really have an answer as clear. i only liked him, i didnt like any other femboy or twink.
>i could tell he wasnt satisfied by that answer, but i didnt really know what to say.
>All of my other friends and even family were pretty anti-gay.
>I liked the boy, but did i like him so much that id be willing to suffer ostracization by everyone else?
>there was one moment where we were sitting together on my bed and he was making out with me and he asked me a question
>"i wish u were my boyfriend."
>I didnt know what to say. if i just said yes, it would be disingenuous. but if i said no, i'd hurt his feelings. Ultimately, in that moment, i said "its complicated"

>>40907725
>we never had sex, but he would give me handjobs and suck me off fairly often.

so… you had sex. lol

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>we kissed a bit more but it was clear he was really dejected. we slowly stopped and without saying anything, he just got up and walked out
>i thought abou twhat i said. whether it was right. surely it was, i dont want to lead him on and say hes my bf. but we aren't doing stuff that ordinary friends do, either
>it really fucked with my head, didnt know what to do
>we did still spend time together but there was def an air of something between us
>some time passes and the semester is almost over, and he tells me something:
>his family is planning to move back to Peru after his studies are over.
>I say whats the problem with that, he's still got a few more years
>However, he's gonna take a semester break right now to go live in Peru with them and will come back after.
>he kept asking me if he wanted us to be something more, and i just coudlnt give him an answer.
>when the semester was over, he came over to my room one last time with some trash sushi from 7/11
>the sushi tasted shit like always, but this time it tasted especially bad or maybe it was just the atmosphere.
>we had one final hug and he got his stuff and left.

His number stopped working, prolly cuz he switched his sim or something. That was last semester. its been a few weeks. I don't know what to do, im not the type to half ass relationships, if i do go thru with it im gonna go all the way. but im risking a lot with my own personal relationships if i do that. but i cant just let him go. It really pisses me off to think that he might be with someone else other than me and i dont know why. i guess it does make me gay, we did a lot of gay shit. to be honest, i dont care what label is put on me, i just care about what those around me will think.

I dont know why i wrote all of this out

>>40908276
hit enter by accident. i dont know why i wrote all of this out, i know the situation im in. either i value my personal status and relationships with friends and family more, or i value that boy more. i have subtly brought up the idea to those close to me, and theyve all made it abundantly clear that they hate faggots.

so im just stuck

>>40908313
if this isn't a larp then PLEASE go for him, anon. You will regret it all the more if you don't try.

gut wrenching. thanks for the read, id definitely say you're gay and y'all should be gay together if you get the chance again.

>>40908313
oh buddy… okay, if this isn’t a larp, you NEED to apologize first and foremost. he seems like the sweetest guy ever and you’ve been treating him like shit. if you don’t want to pursue anything more, then stay the hell away from him, don’t lead the poor guy on, but if you do want to, you have to make things right. apologize and tell him how you actually feel, and if he accepts it, then treat him well. this is a really difficult situation but if you actually care about him you’ll do what’s right.

also… yes, you’re gay or at the very least bi, nothing wrong with that. Godspeed bro. also if anything new happens you should update us.

>>40908313
anon he clearly means a lot to you. and you mean a lot to him. gay straight bi all those labels are fucking retarded. what matters is that even now youre thinking of him, you care for his feelings, and you want to make things right. when you see each other again, or get the chance to dm him or whatever, tell him about your regrets and appologize. then tell him about why you hesitated, how the people in your life wont support you two, but how much you want him in your life anyways. you will regret this so much otherwise.

>>40908276
Anon, for the love of God, if you aren't lapping for one, you have to apologize, and two, you have to go for it, Anon. For the love of God, if you don't, you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

im seeing y'all same the similar stuff.

first off, i cant contact him. his number changed so my messages dont go thru.

And even if they did, what am i supposed to say? sure, i can apologize. sure i can treat him well and cherish him and love him. but that doesnt change the fact that all of my friends and family are strongly anti gay. i tried subtly bringing the topic up to most of em and i got vehement responses.

but i just cant let him go man. i know what y'all are saying. i dont give a shit what people think about me, but i cant ruin my relationships with close people. its such a tough choice. he crosses my mind often nowadays. i think of his nerdy nasally laugh, his big blocky glasses. his soft hands and lips. idk. i cant choose between friends and family and a relationship

>>40908276
Fukk
!FUKK
You got his name ,?right
Maybe the university has a database or site where you kan look him up and find what hes taking or somthing

>>40908836
>"And even if they did, what am i supposed to say? sure, i can apologize. sure i can treat him well and cherish him and love him. but that doesnt change the fact that all of my friends and family are strongly anti gay. i tried subtly bringing the topic up to most of em and i got vehement responses."
Just dont tell them until youre sure hes your person
And honestly ,maybe you need some better friends if you think theyd be willing to throw you away the sekond they find out you like something different than what they thought

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Holy mother of fagtext thank you OP

greatest fagslop thread of all time. please op if you ever get the chance go get him. he deserves the world and love is worth everything

>>40908836
well he’s gonna be back next semester anyways, right? that’s not too long even if it feels like it. for now you could try finding any social media he may have if you don’t know already. otherwise you might just have to wait it out, sorry anon.

also i get the family thing, i’m in a similar situation with my family but i’m not gonna let them stop me from being in a loving relationship. even if it hurts, it’s your life, not theirs. at the end of the day it’s your decision what you do here. good luck anon

>>40908836
Do you care more for your shitty family, or do you care more for him? If your family isn't willing to accept you when you are happy are they good enough to keep around anyway?

>>40909350
He will be, but its not time thats the issue. the situation is.

Im financially dependent on my parents, and ive always stuck with the rule of "dont bite the hand that feeds you". they're religious nuts and have made it clear that they'll disown / kick out any kid who commits that kind of major sin. so im cooked.

>>40909357
they're not shitty. they're good people, but religion blinds them at times. there's a lot more nuance to it than that, anon.


If i had an okay stable job, id have no qualms about packing up and moving out to live on my own, irregardless of if this whole situation happened. im just fucked

>>40909451
>"Im financially dependent on my parents, and ive always stuck with the rule of "dont bite the hand that feeds you". they're religious nuts and have made it clear that they'll disown / kick out any kid who commits that kind of major sin. so im cooked."
Then dont broadkast it
Be an adult and talk to him ,and explain what kinda situation youre in and why you hafta keep it a sekret

>>40909451
Nuance is for the weak. Nah, I'm sorry. I'm just being a prick. Maybe try and become financially dependent while he's away. I believe in you anon you can do this. You have the opportunity to live the dream and do what you have to. You must keep it. If your family is religious, as you say they are, then I doubt they will change it. It might hurt to lose your relationship with them, but love is worth it imo.

he'll be back. maybe he blocked you. who knows. if you care about him, or even just yourself, you need to figure out yourself. talk to chatGPT or browse other queer male forums and see if you can find similar stories.
thank you for sharing this.

Holy greentext Batman!
Can us anons get a TLDR?

>>40909530
>be me
>meet feminine guy
>bully him a lot because he doesnt say no
>start to develop an attachment
>get close to him romantically and sexually
>family and friends are very anti gay
>stuck in the dilemma between choosing him and choosing friends and family
>picking one option means i cannot pick the other:
>if i go with family, then ill be hurting him
>if i go with him, then most of my personal relationships including friends will be ruined if they find out
>cant even talk to the boy because hes living in another country for now

>>40909515
nah, he changed his number. im certain of it.

>>40909491
its not about broadcasting it. am i gonna keep him secret forever? am i going to keep my relationships a secret from my friends and family forever? i cant do that. i can only go down one road and i dont know which.

>>40909559
>"am i gonna keep him secret forever?"
Just for as long as your konditions and situation demand

>"am i going to keep my relationships a secret from my friends and family forever?"
"And honestly ,maybe you need some better friends if you think theyd be willing to throw you away the sekond they find out you like something different than what they thought"
Dunno about your family ,but like dude ,you arent straight ,youve done some pretty gay stuff
Onse youre no longer dependant on them ,you should probably re-evaluate your relationships

>>40900209
You need to go for this guy op. I read the whole thing. You called him a faggot so many times, but I guess you were just projecting lol. But seriously, I read what you said about only being attached to him, not like you feel gay in general. I won't lie, you treated him kinda fucked up but it sounds like he likes you. Go for him man. And as far as your family goes, just keep him a secret for now

>>40909618
we'll see. i dont think things will end well.

>maybe u need some better friends
There are people i know who are absolutely kind and wonderful people, theyre just misguided. thats what it is. they arent bad people, they just dont understand.

>>40909619
>you treated him kinda fucked up
I didnt, maybe in the beginning but not that much

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>>40909559
Please anon.
At least stop bullying him (except for when you both like it) and apologize to him and explain the situation. Care for him. He obviously has a very pure kind gentle heart and his feelings do matter. Your feelings matter too. Tell him you care for him and make a decision. But absolutely do not keep stringing him along if you don’t think you can keep it on the DL until you both leave that shithole and can be together in peace.


Just be transparent and by no means keep fucking him unless he KNOWS on no uncertain terms that you cannot be his boyfriend. Even then I worry he will keep hanging on you, hoping things will change and it will absolutely shatter him to a million pieces when you leave. You might very well be his first love/real crush and it’s not something to mess with even if he is a bit of a little slut. Little sluts have hearts too.

I remember being that age and being cheated on absolutely broke me.

No offense intended, but you sound a little estranged from emotions and maybe your own emotions. This doesn’t make you a bad person but it means you might underestimate the pain you’re putting someone through.

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>>40909699
And honestly he sounds like a very fragile little soul and that is rare to come by in this world. That sensitivity can be like a dousing rod for light in a dark, dry, lonely harsh world like ours. He can help bring a light and love into your life that it sounds like you really want.

>>40909693
>"they arent bad people"
I didnt pass a moral judgement
From what youve said ,it really sounds like your friends dont aksept who you aktually are (someone who is klearly bi)

>>40909699
i stopped bullying him long ago. explaining the situation doesnt change shit. being nice to him doesnt change shit. his family is accepting of him being gay, my family will not accept anything of the sort.

>>40909724
thats why i want him. i dont like the idea of anyone else being with that guy. the thought of him sitting in someone else's laps is disgusting to me. he can only be mine.

>>40909767
they accept me for whatever they view me as. and thats fine.

>>40909865
it seems pretty visually obvious you're the top so it may legitimately help your family tolerate the gay. like you'll still get ribbed for it, but if you two are seriously an item for a few years, it'll just become normal.

>>40909865
This destroys anon. Please be gentle with him and care for him. You both need it somewhere deep down and that’s okay.

>>40909887
they're strict religious. my grandfather from my dad's side was a big shot religious figure, and my pops is a chip off the old block. it aint happening. they're starting to get older as well, and old people are infamous for not changing their mind.

>>40909905
i dont care what he needs or what i need. i cannot stand the idea of him being with anyone but me. thats the only thing i care about.

I cant believe i read most of this shit
Youre just another closeted fag who thinks hes too good to not be het because of internalized homophobia
Youve had your awakening, any continuation of the idea you arent at least bi is denial and no longer cute. If you stay in the closet both lgbt and straights will hate you for good reason. Its not that complicated, sometimes people are bigots. You have to deal with that now. I bet peruvian boy will transition into a cute girl and you couldve had lots of amazing say gex but instead youre the pussy who cant accept what they want and may never get that chance again
Who am i kidding this is all larp kys faggot

>>40910018
>i dont care what he needs or what i need. i cannot stand the idea of him being with anyone but me. thats the only thing i care about.

… hey anon, do you actually love this guy or do you just like controlling him? he’s his own person with feelings yk, don’t treat him like he’s some prop

>>40910184
You’re stupid. I don’t give a shit what label applies to me. I know I like that boy. My worries are about the external stuff: other people. I’m not in denial for shit you idiot.


>>40910697
I don’t view him like that. I like him. I like him a lot. But the idea that he ends up with anyone but me, I can’t stand that idea. He should be mine. I want to take care of him. Like a little puppy

>>40910715
>I don’t view him like that. I like him. I like him a lot. But the idea that he ends up with anyone but me, I can’t stand that idea. He should be mine. I want to take care of him. Like a little puppy

i understand that dude but don’t forget this is also a grown ass man who is his own person. you should treat him as such.

>>40910759
Yeah lowkey seeing a lot of this as more abusive, op seems kind of estranged from himself and his own wants and needs and doesn’t seem to care about Peruvian Boy’s needs either, which is unsustainable. I kind of hope PB finds better because he’s sounding really controlling and mean the longer the thread goes on. Not like he’s evil, just very repressed emotionally/empathetically and that’s dangerous

>>40910759
You all misunderstand me.
I know who I am, and I know that I like this boy. I’ve seen up close time and time again just how gentle and soft and kind he can be. I did bully him and I was mean to him, but that changed. He’s a really sweet boy. And I adore him a lot. The idea that someone else would show him that affection, that someone else would see his smile instead of me. Ngl it hurts me a bit. I glossed over how much time we spent together doing normal stuff, but we became buddies in that aspect. Buddies that made out from time to time.

>>40910899
I believe in you op and I want you to succeed. I hope you see him again, and I hope you two can at least be together in secret. I'm confident this tale can end happily!!

>>40910899
Good luck, Anon. I hope you get your man. Please make a post in the future if all goes well

>>40910899

but is this actually about genuine care and affection towards him or just you wanting to control him? if he found somebody else would you be heartbroken and upset or just angry and vengeful? i’m not saying you’re some evil guy but i think you have a lot of genuine issues you need to work out before you do anything serious about this. this guy seems very kindhearted and sweet, not a lot of folks out there like him. but acting like he’s some little sopping wet puppy you need to restrict for his own good is a little crazy. this is a human being who genuinely cares about you and wanted something more but it seems like you were just too emotionally stunted to actually take action either way. i know you don’t wanna hurt him, but if you don’t try to work out these issues and and start actually seeing him as your equal this is going to end badly for both of you, ESPECIALLY him. you don’t wanna hurt him, do you?

It’s really late. I don’t wanna keep thinking about this as I sleep. If thread is up, I’ll reply to some people. This fuckin sucks.

>>40911457
Meant to add goodnight

bump to save the thread

>>40908276
Anon PLEASE go for him you clearly love and cherish him and you're gonna regret it for the rest of your life if you don't profess your true emotions. Also apologize to him you've been really mean to him when he's been nothing but sweet and kind.

>>40910956
Good things never last

>>40910977
If he found someone else I’d be sad. Tf am I gonna be vengeful for. Yall keep talking about him and how much of a good person he is. I’m not all horrible either.

And I’m not emotionally stunted. It’s just that I can’t openly have him as my bf. And how is he gonna feel if I have to keep him secret? If we can’t hold hands in public or do other stuff together.

>>40913516
it isn’t that simple.