I really really really want to be someone's pet. I want to be loved unconditionally like you would be a small dog. I want someone to take the reigns and be my everything. I don't want to be their equal for i would only be a letdown, i want to be less than. Nothing more than a dog. I want someone to tell me what to do what to be how to be. I want them to hold me and pet me call me thier pet. I want them to hurt me, too. Biting, hitting, cutting everything, I want them to leave their marks all of my body as a reminder that I am thiers forever. I want to give them my everything. I want to give them my unwavering devotion. I want to cook for them. I want to love them and help them through all of their problems. I want to be able to watch the sunset with them and eat home cooked meals while we watch TV. I don't know what's wrong with me, but this can't be normal. Please help. How do i fix this
Please, I need help. What do I do to stop this want. It's a knawing feeling at my soul, and it hurts
>>40906869>>40906938learn to love yourself
>>40906938>>40906869ur just lonely and also a petpilled faggot with a kink borne of self-worth issuesthere’s nothing you can really do except the things people normally do when they’re lonelywould you feel okay in a normal relationship for a bit? speaking from experience the best way to get what it is you describe is just to get into a normal relationship and then talk to them about it. also speaking from experience it’s very important you learn boundaries and some modicum of self-respectthere’s no way to “fix this”. suppressing kinks rarely really works. it sounds like it originates from self worth issues though, so if you wanna “fix it”, fix your self worth issues
>>40906992>>40907027There is nothing to love. I'm a disgusting hairy tranny. I look like a fucking man. I can't speak in full God damn sentences because my brain is so fucked up. Anytime someone says something to me, my mind just goes blank it's like I can't ficking think. I'm pathetic. I'm so tired of being by myself. I've never been anything else than a letdown and a burden to those around me regardless of how much I've tried to be better. I don't think I could be in a normal relationship out of the fact that I would only be a hindrance. I try, and I try, and I try I give my all, and I still fail 90% of the time. I've had to be independent since I was 5, and I'm just so tired of having to do everything on my own. I just want to not have to deal with all of my bullshit for 5 seconds. I done even know where I'm going with this. I'm rambling, sorry.
>>40907027I do have the tiniest bit of self-respect, but not very much. Thanks, anon. I'll keep this in mind
>>40906869why would anyone not want to be a pet? i just don't want to work
>>40906869What happens to autistic kids
>>40908180THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING. Although I don't mind working desu
>>40908308Hm I figured it was a trauma thing, but that makes sense, too
