it took getting ffs and going from looking like a man to looking sorta andro to realize iwnbaw. im tall, broad, and have most of my proportions in the 80-90th percentile for my height, which is 99th percentile.it was quite the folly to be convinced it would work out for me.i went to a large event recently and saw what actual women look like in comparison and its not even close. i saw only one woman in a crowd of like 50000 people that was within 2 inches of my height (6'1). not to mention getting misgendered by basically every vendor i went to.where do i even go from here? im kinda tired of it all.
>>40906940manmode i guess
It's okay brother, embrace masculinity
>>40906940that’s just kinda how it is if you care about looking normal transition is a mistake for most people
>>40906947i'm like 6 years into my namechange and am "female" everywhere on my documents.
>>40906952what masculinity? every bit of masculinity i had was a farce. i was always an effeminate faggot loser bottom. >>40906954honestly a failed transition is worse than repping. we should go back to the old ways of medical gatekeeping and no one that is even remotely male looking is allowed to transition.
>>40906972idk I’m happy with the changes even tho I still live as male tho I had a lot of bdd separate from dysphoria
>>40906940>>40907003At least you got something out of HRT then.If you want FFS I think you should get it.
>>40906955i wouldnt have done that if i were you
>>40906955lol legal change is the last thing I’d ever do I think I’d only do it if I were stealth passing
>>40907025you struggle with english. i have gotten ffs.>>40907039>>40907054so youre supposed to live legally as a male for years?? i do not understand this logic. if you want desperately to be female, why would you remain legally male and have all your documents say such????
>>40907084>you struggle with english. i have gotten ffs.Then get it again until people stop misgendering you.
>>40907092insurance doesnt cover it a 2nd time, fucking retard. i dont have 50k to pull out my ass
>>40907084if you live as a man (this includes looking like one) it makes literally zero sense to change your documents because you just out yourself and nothing actually changes
>>40907084if I can still pass as male it seems more useful to be legally male, makes me less scared going through border crossings and such
>>40907102>>40907104you musn't have gender dysphoria.
>>40907139LMAO ok dude you dont get to insult us because you changed your documents and look like a guy still
>>40907139true I’m just agp but I’m also just being very pragmatic
>>40907154why do you take insult to being told youre non dysphoric?
>>40907210you arent feminine enough to be coy like that
>>40907238im being genuine.
