So I've identified as ftm ever since I was like 12 right, but lately I've been getting obsessed with this character here, normally my "transition goals" are like just very ordinary guys, but i had a long goon sesh to this character, and some other doujins and I'd self insert as the girl and get jealous of their looks and even though as a guy I don't mind being short that much when im jerking off to anime girls I begin wishing I were taller so I'd have sexy long legs, and start considering stopping testosterone, I started thinking I was genderfluid or something but now I stopped gooning for a couple days and my gender identity has stabilized and i totally feel like a guy again, what the hell is wrong with me? is this like these amab guys that only feel dysphoria when they're horny but like ftm, or am I just cis? I know I hate looking like a woman but not when I'm horny, should i just quit gooning.
it's the ideal of androgyny seeping through the cracksconsider it
Since you are biologically a woman that means you're prone to tomfoolery
I wish I was a hot anime girl but imagining myself actually looking like that in reality actually makes me want to die
So just find a super hot irl anime girl and metagoon over her
>>40909993I can't I'd get jealous and kill her
>>40910002Have you considered checking yourself into a mental hospital? It sounds like you need a sticky socks vacation. Permanently.
no one will ever look like an irl anime girl. i feel/felt dysphoria based on being a social reject who was molested and sort of detrans, but now i want to retrans. i have discovered i would be sexually into being the other sex, even if none of the shit i believed the first time i transitioned was true. i want to look like a person.
>>40909819what stage of ftm are you out of curiosity? Do you have a pussy, one of those pump cope dick things or what
>>40911828I've considered this may be a mental health issue yeah it's pretty recent for me so I never did anything about it
>>40911864pussy but I don't like having one, I still don't feel like getting a fake dick though
you're a transvestite.you don't indentify as a man.no srs, no transition.shooting up t doesn't matter. body builders do the same shit.
>>40913233>trans since 12>have to be over 18 to post here>6 years of transition and still no srs>don't feel like getting a fake dick thoughyou don't identify as male. you call it a fake dick because you're transphobic. you keep your pussy becsuse you're cis.
>>40911843I've tried to comfort myself by paying attention to irl people in public and realizing all the different body types and stuff and that no one will look like an anime girl, it's not working so far because it's not like the anime girls I like are that unrealistic anyway, I'm thinking of just letting time pass and hope it'll go away
liking to wear men's clothes or having a masculine haircut as an afab makes you a transvestite. no srs, no transition. if you're not willing to give up your arm to own a dick, then you don't have gender dysphoria. you're just a liar. a bar faith actor.
>>40913282everyone has different experiences and brains stuff I just don't feel like explaining how I literally don't see how having a dick would make a difference when I don't interact with people and have no interest in having sex from being alone for a long time
>>40913308let me guess:you came out after 2014
>>40913263>she thinks her rotdog makes her more of a man than him
>>40913341like 2018 or something nigga you ever consider some of us don't like in first world countries and shit like that and don't have the privilege or parents to be trans for fun?
>>40913363>transphobes invalidate srs because they don't think a sex change is possibleif you don't want srs, then you're cis. it's that simple. cry me a river.
>>40913392>trender tearsare you not posting on the internet? sweety. that means you're more priveleged than you want to admit. oh you have clean water? electricity? please stfu
>>40913392we have a tiktok trender
>>40913431ACTUALLY anon even some of the poorest people are capable of posting on the internet these days in india or nigeria while living in otherwise unsafe or unsanitary conditions More relevant is that they're posting on the internet in English. That's a sign of likely clean water and stable electricity being present in their life
