how do i know if i have real dysphoria or if i'm just fucking ugly
for me its that im ugly weird gross and inceli realise i should detroon but im too deep and i dont want to live my life as an ugly man so i may as well just be a weird freak. as time goes on i empathize with the severely autistic more and more
>>40924407When you see an objectively attractive man does the idea of looking like him feel like a good thing or a big thing?
>>40924407i have real dysphoria because i'm really fucking ugly. i lowk look like picrel
>>40924628same. all hrt did was make me look like even more of a ghoul
>>40924407Goon your clitty to find out
>>40924659the worst thing is i didn't look like this when i started estrogen. it happened to me in a window where i got taken off it in a psychward. thinking about it makes me lowkey suicidal
>>40924407Why not both? A fucking ugly girl with real dysphoria
>>40924407I'm asking myself the same question daily. People tell me I'm good looking for a guy, but I feel grotesque
>>40924558i don't know what a big thing is. but definitely a bad thing imagining seeing myself as him because im further away from how i want to look like. i do admire a hot guy like an beautiful redwood tree that has been there for a thousand years, just like oh, he's hot, and that's it. i wouldn't want to look like him in a million years
