why did i start hormones. why did i think this was even remotely worth considering.
>>40934573Porn addiction
You will never be a man noe, there is no going back.
>>40934736nta but it really sucks being stuck in-between. being treated like a weird flamer sucks.
>>40934573>hormonesBecuase you're a "hor" who likes to "mone"
>>40934789This is why you should be forcibly sissified.
>>40934573Congratulations, you were groomed.
>>40934817kys I'm not a sissy
All you can do is be happy with your current situation and accept yourself. That's literally all you can do. Once you figure it out, life is bliss. You have to figure out what you're really afraid of which is probably being seen as a faggot, losing access to women, and an ideal of marriage > family > children. I can't do the work for you though, if i start diagnosing your problems you'd just make me the problem and argue with me. I'm just sharing my process, your process is yours to figure it out.Love yourself, every day.Only you can be there for you, 24/7 365 days of the year. If you can discipline your mind to accept your truths early you get years and years of youth to live and early success. If you can't you have to walk the path i walked and find happiness later.
>>40934851And before you misinterpret what I am saying, i am a bisexual trans woman who went through all the shit, de transitioning, substance abuse, experimenting with different genders and sexualities. I had to take the long way because I let emotions and impulsivity rule my thinking.
>>40934851thank you nona
>>40934841For now.
>>40935314I used to be like mega agp when I was younger but hrt kinda killed that so probably not again unless I get off e.
>>40934573You make your own decisions, you can stop anytime.
Ftm huh?
>>40934573because you don't want to be touched by the curse of testosterone?
>>40938849it's happened already. i've been on for a year now and i'm in my early 20's, the testosterone has happened
>>40938826mtf, i guess. male with excess estrogen
