>be me >tons of self harm scars from years ago>also be me masochist>get horny>meet with self professed sadists >they see my scars >they feel bad and refuse to do anything more than hit medarn
>>40937301wouldn't not harming you be the sadistic thing to do
>>40937301Gross. I almost went on a date with a tranny like this until I saw that she was covered in scars. It gives creepy basement dwelling hoarder vibes like there is an evil stinky stench
>>40937319nta but its not sadistic, just boring
>>40937332aw :(
>>40937319i mean they’d harm me but not enough to scratch the itch
>>40937301Idk drop your Discord i might have business to do with you
>>40937301>>40937387This is probably like some kind of masochist version of death grip syndrome
>>40937357what about strapping you down in a chairgetting a bunch of torture tools ready next to youyou're anticipating all the crazy fucked up shit I'm about to do to youbut just when you think the fun is about to begin, I wheel in a TV and turn on an evangelical broadcastthen I leave the room for 10 hours
>>40937414need this actually
>>40937414i mean i wouldnt be able to do anything in the moment but i probably wouldnt contact you again after that
>>40937452yeah because you would be a good christian woman in search of a nice man to start a family with
>>40937412pretty much, i was already a masochist before i was SH’ing but it just made it worse. I miss that pain but i’m not a NEET anymore so if i do that i’ll get imprisoned
>>40937414this is hundreds of times worse than anything physical you could do. I’d probably break fast from this than anything else
>>40937555i lack a womb so i cant do that as much as id want to
guy i hook up with sometimes refuses to do anything thatll permanently damage me, i really want him to cut and burn me :(last time he beat me up i got really bad abdominal pain for a few hours afterwards and now he's even hesitant to punch me sigh
>>40937769my body is already permanently mangled by puberty so…yeah? Don’t call yourself a sadist if you can’t keep up with a masochist
>>40937301MTF? You sound Hoti Love schizo Girls But i can Never find One To keep up W/ me really Because Most of the Masochist Shit is LARP & if I Mention being a Sadist or liking rape As A top FTM then thats Tryhard & Therefore fembrained & womanly
>>40938360WHY are random words capitalized also not op but you sound cool and based i hope u find someone to violently torture ftmanon
>>40938413im Autistic & i think Its Funny. I dont Know. i Explain this In About Every thread i post InI wish i Had a Car & I Could Take a girl for A secluded date In a cabin The woods & rape Her in The Car in the Freeway & cum Inside & shove a Strap inside of Her to keep It In & make her Hold My hand when we Have to go To Gas station Rest Stops and handcuff & beat Her When we get To The cabin because I Can tell she Was Thinking of escapingIve been Jerking Off to it Alot Recently. god i Wish I had A Penis & i could Cum Inside a woman & Make Her disgusted and Terrified Of getting pregnant Its Like S-teir rapei Need to draw More And write more. Theres just not Enough ST4T For me Out There.
>>40937332you're a bitch bro.>>40937301same. I don't even bother dating, everyone treats me like a retard when they see my scars.
>>40938548well, aren't you?
>>40938495REALbro i wish i wasnt literally insane the only ftm i talked to ever was gonna meet up w me and do this but i split on him after our first convo bc brainwormsalso touhou on MY /tttt/????? uhhhhhh based??
>>40937301damn this just made me think about how long it's been since I've gotten to hurt someone. I gotta start meeting people again
>>40937301people who arnt really sadistic calling themselves sadistic because they like spanking or something pisses me off so badif you dont wanna carve your name into my body and beat me until i im a crumpled crying mess on the floor (or something of equivalent quality) then GO AWAY
>>40939602where does someone find sadists like you
>>40939960idk but uhhhhh lemme know if ur from Portland
>>40940152im in the uk... (yes its late)
>>40940167damn my condolences
>>40940152nta but im near there, do you have discord?
>>40940187no I don't sorry
>>40940211damn well if youre interested i can make an email or you can make a discord or something, its been too long since I've been hurt
>>40940233yea if u make an email that'd be great, I've had enough bad experiences on discord that I've kinda sworn off using it
>>40940355throwawaypain2@proton.me
>>meet with self professed sadistsyou fucking slut
>>40937301sigh. if only one of u actually looked like picrel. god, the things id do to you... there's nothing i want more than to use my muscular, strong body to overpower and sexually torture my partner.
>>40940650>my muscular, strong bodyYou describe youraelf like One Of those tumblr Daddydom erotica Men
>>40940650sorry for being amab? lol
>>40940650i used to look like that but then i got old
>>40940877I’m describing myself>>40940886I don’t mind if you’re a boy. In fact, I think it’s even cuter if you’re a boy who looks like that. Makes it all the more satisfying when you realize how you’ve failed as a male. And your only hope in life is to become my plaything.>>40941106Shit happens
