I keep having intense fits of wanting to be held and babied. I dont know what to do about it. I so desperately crave regression but its difficult for me to do it on my own. I want to be made to feel small and beautiful and to not have to think about anything. I want to be cared for like a parent cares for a child.I wish i could find some way to cope with these feelings and or get rid of them. I find them generally embarassing and make me feel even more gross and undatable then i already feel.How do i deal with this?
Aww I'll baby you
>>40937897same here. I can't indulge in regression without feeling either cringe or creepy as fuck. If I were more attractive and less mannish I would love to regress, but that'll never happen:(I'm such a fucking weirdo bro holy shit.
>>40937939I dont even feel like i can indulge in it because i have no one to be a cg and its the only way i can actually get little. I had a cg for a little bit and it was really nice, but we broke up and she doesnt talk to me anymore. Im scared that if i ever get into another relationship it will be a turn off for the other person. Im already a depressed clocky twinkhon i dont need more things to make me unattractive.>>40937928I would really like that if youd be ok with it
>>40938015I'd definitely be ok with it, I love babying people
Find a transbian gf and ask her to put you in diapers
>>40938051My discord is squiglythesequel_09044 if you want to contact me there
>>40938015>I dont even feel like i can indulge in it because i have no one to be a cg and its the only way i can actually get little. that's true. I'd imagine it would be more fulfilling with someone to taking care of you. I'll never have that though, I'm just too fucking ugly and tall.finding people is impossible for a retard like me.
>>40938078not op, but theres a lot less transbians into it than u would think, esp monogamous ones
>>40938088okie i'll send a friend request
>>40937897I had a bf who was my cg so I get it, and have had difficulty finding someone else into it.Try to find others who are open minded, I've found being open minded myself tends to mesh well with people like that. Start with something small, like asking to be read a bedtime story while you suck on a pacifier for example.I've found most people are at least somewhat willing to be indulging of it so long as if you don't mess or anything, which I assume you don't.
I'm a gay man and I love babying huge muscular hairy grown men and making them accept they will always only be my little baby boy and they're too adorable and innocent to do anything by themselves. If I can force guys to age regress for me because I love being the caregiver, than you being a literal woman will be absolutely fine finding someone to infantilize you and coddle you, they'll probably want to. Nothing wrong with being a toddler every once in a while, it makes it easier for your partner to step in and smother you
>>40937939This picrel is very cute
>>40937897I have a daddy fiance, and he's handsome and tall. He's amazing. I do the adulting stuff for most parts of our relationship.Advice: might take a long time dating to find a cool guy or gal compared to more normal relationship dynamics, but it pays off a million times the struggle in the end. I had other failed versions of this dynamic because I was always dating vanilla dudes and converting them lolll
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i don't think i really have any real regressive feelings or anything but i do often wish i could return to my childhood and just be taken care of foreverlife is so hard and scary and i keep fucking everything up i don't want to be responsible for anything anymore i feel like such a wastesometimes i fantasize about either dying or going into a coma and dreaming that i am ten again without end and getting to be happy even if it isn't real. i think that would be heaven, to me.
fml. i just wish i could have that again.While bumming around last week, a freind took me in and sat me up with an IPad with goldfish crackers and put on bluey. Can't say i remember much, but something healed. A little.This isn't something im sexually in to. It's just how i am, and i resent myself for it.
>>40940451life feels a little brighter when you let go of everything stressful and let yourself be happy and carefree, even if it's just for a little while
>>40940483i just don't have the opportunities do do that.I can't regress when i'm alone. I think mostly because being alone is something that feels unsafe. at least having someone around me- especially that would let me be nurtured by them helps, since I can feel a bit safer.
>>40940451relate to this a lot. It doesn't feel sexual its just something that's deeply comforting but very embarrassing. It feels like the literal form of making mommy issues someone else's problem and that bothers me. I feel like i should be able to deal with that on my own.
>>40940511once again tying to the sense of deserving. and being safe. I don't even eat when i'm by myself, since I don't feel like i deserve it- to dress myself cute, and have my favourite snacks and mentally regress myself with an end to watch kid's cartoons? By my lonesome? As if I deserve that.(That and when im regressed I need at least someone to keep their eye on me, incase i need help)
>>40940510i understand anon, my old cg recorded himself reading bedtime stories one year for my birthday and it's my most cherished gift ever. would that suffice for you?>>40940511there are a lot of people who had trauma that's resulted in it being healing for them to take care of others in the way you describe. it lets them feel like they're giving someone the experiences they wished they could have had. im not sure why they want to give that to someone rather than receive it, but there are plenty out there like that, you just need to find them.i find the idea of doing it together and it being mutually healing to be very sweet
>>40940567thats a good way to think about it.. I hope i find someone one day who will see the relationship as mutually healing.
>>40940567i just dont get what the CG gets out of it?Regression is a burden i dont want to impose on others.
>>40940653I'm literally a CG I literally posted about taking people who weren't thinking about regressing and encouraging them to for my benefit. Being the CG is the best, you get to treat another human being with the utmost affection and authority without having to be self conscious about imposing. If I decide I want you to have snacks, and that you need me to wash your hair in the bubble bath, or if I want to put you in cute pajamas, I get to just decide those things for you because you've given me permission to decide what's in your best interest without having to consult you. You've never looked at someone struggling to open a jar and thought holy fuck just give it to me I can open it? To me I see someone who could easily be super happy and comfy and relaxed and at peace and it would be frustrating if they wouldn't just let me make it happen. When it's all over I feel like the most important person in the world because I know I gave you something you needed that no one else could
>>40940711wow... thats... something really specia;.lcrying over a CG 4chan post huh i've hit a low :)when im healed in some way, when im bigger. I want to be able to put spomething like that in to the world
>>40940740You're just a little baby and those are big big feelings, acknowledge them and let them go because that's for grown ups to worry about. You're a baby and that means your only job is to trust that the adults will handle that, and be your cute happy self. You have the rest of your life to be grown, enjoy being little now
>>40940810...this reads as fetish stuff.I'm also a little older now. I guess its alot cuter when you've just turned 18... but years later, i see myself still acting like it and curse at myself for still acting like that.I just wanna stop feeling yucky..
>>40940832It feels like fetish stuff because you can't picture me saying that sincerely, and that's not your fault. I'm not your CG so I'm not a trusted adultI promise you there's no expiration to how long you can be adorable to a CG, my oldest little was 60 years old. I am much younger, but it's not actually about age
>>40940860yup. its hard to know when adults are bein werid about it. lots of them hurt me lots... cant help feelin scared. i just dont know how to find an adult whose safe. i think im going to get colouring book and crayons... thank you annon.
>>40940653daddy bf said he feels "recharged" and like it "gives him purpose"
Yaknow...Ive been hanging around littles a lot. Explicitly dubbed myself "not little" because it kinda creeps me out to think about. But I have some alcohol in me, brain is half functioning, and the way nona is talking? I... kinda really like seeing those words right now... yea.Ugh
>>40941138Following up on this thought, I dont even know what a "good childhood" looks like. I was extensively abused and tortured from before I could even remember. I cant even envision parental care without the swing of a chain being swung into my back.So Im not sure what it is my stupid half cognizant brain is attaching to right now...
>>40941188keep this page open when you sober up to reflect.
>>40941207Oh, I've reflected on it a lot. A huge portion of my current friend group are into CG/l and I feel like the sober man at a party. Not sure if its just rubbing off on me or Ive always been this way.
>>40941293ok so youre friends with people like that... now why are you friends with them? you end up being freinds with people with some things in common with you at the least.
>>40937897This has a very thin line between pedo shit and being cutesy and caring, make sure to never tell anyone irl or they will think ur a creep
>>40941337i know that one all too well. a lot of people find my child like tendancies... hot. this is bad.
>>40941311Honestly we're all just the same types of nerds with shared interests. We also talk kink a lot. So when others are all "i just want mommy to love me" me and like one other friend are the oddballs that want to be made into hypnoslaves, lol.I dunno, I mentally explore it every now and then, but the revulsion effect is too stronk.
>>40941370hypno is an extreme kink.. so check out
>>40940711This hurts so much. I'm too autistic for anyone to ever want that sort of care from me. Most would never believe I'm capable of caring that way. Being able to make someone's world that way, offering calm and happiness, seems too good to be real. That's because it is, at least for me.>it would be frustrating if they wouldn't just let me make it happen.I didn't see that line the first time I read your post, but... That's about it. I really don't consider myself a big but you got the sensation perfectly. I guess that was just a vent. Sorry.
>>40942108why does being autistic prevent anyone from wanting that sort of care from you? ive found bigs often have some form of neurodivergence
