Retard editionold >>40919157>QOTTWhen did you first get exposed to Serial Experiments Lain?
>>40938062i look like this
>>40938062idk like when i was 15
bro I hate you all so much you have no fucking clue you could never understand
I do not pass because I'm 6'2 and I never will (read what tall women (not 5'9 tall but 6' tall) go through every day and then remember that I didn't go through female puberty)
>>40938073cute
>>40938062anime is for children
>>40938118you are a child
>>40938062i think like 2012~i used to browse a fair bit of r9k and wizchan back then so that was my first exposure
>>40938118be like a child before god or have the decency to BE QUIET
ffs would be life saving for me
>>40938156ffs wouldn't do anything for me except change my facial identity and make me look more conventional without actually making me more feminine or less ugly
ffs helps a lot but if youre over 6ft dont botheritll just make you look way shittier when you detransition
anime website
imSo conflicted about ffs because my face is objectively a cute (masc) twink face and ive seen ffs projections that just make me look ugly and round. idk what to do, i may very well be an insane homosexual rather than a tranny
>>40938169Why would I detransition
>>40938169I will never detrans
>>40938056>if you cant stealth then you cant passpassing-as-cis is and always will be contextual. once a context is poisoned with the knowledge of you being trans then you can no longer pass-as-cis in that context. so you can pass-as-cis in some contexts but not in others and if those contexts overlap then you may lose the ability to pass-as-cis in a context you previously were passing-as-cis. stealth is a description of passing-as-cis in every one of your contexts and ensuring that they are never poisoned.passing as i would use it casually would be passing-as-cis in the majority of new contexts before they have a chance to be poisoned, ie new interactions.stealth ==> passingstealth <=\=> passing
>>40938169Partially trueDestroying the brow bone and stuff will lead to uncanny territoryHowever, everyone could use some plastic surgery to look more perfect
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2V09C98Xt7Qmanmoders
>>40938207>to look more perfectto fit current trends*ftfyupbotes to da left
a full head and body transplant could save me
nothing could ever save me
>>40938210TrueTaking my gf to the art gallery when we first started dating was based because for the first time she saw people who looked like her being celebrated as beautiful (my observation not her words)
>>40938222
CCould anybody ever love a hard-edge-faced twink with boobs???
>>40938224alexandre cabanel drew women with big rib cages in his art and it makes me feel better (this is eve)
>>40938245hello
gay nerd ahh shih who tf care bout art bffr
nobody could ever or will ever really love me
>>40938264i wish you were real instead of a bot trying to lure me into the woods and kill me
being queer is good if you're female bodied and not male bodied
>>40938169yup will never understand how anyone over 5'8 can do this and not have a nightmare scenario replaying in their heads 24/7
my boyfriend is gay and pretending he's not
>>40938279how would i kill you if i was a bot? i'm a real human bean trying to lure you into the woods.
>>40938293But why would I detransition how would that make anything better
>ffs is only for if you're shortyou seriously cannot comprehend how much I hate trash like you
iwnbawbawasohs
>>40938276I look like that
>>40938293people over 5'8 that troon out are usually delusional or rapehons that dont care because not dysphoric or on a suicide mission to give it their best shot and fail anyway because their life was pointless from the startwhen youre any of the above, you arent thinking about consequences or what comes after
is 5'8 short enough for ffs
>>40938319you will never be one of the good ones
>>40938263Woah I would have passed so good even 50 years agoI hate it here
I still hate you all
>>40938327yeah but you and the people in here couldnt even make it as the bad ones lmao
>>40938118You arent a big boy grownup
I knew I wasn't going to pass ever but I still thought that estrogen would keep me from getting worse and that's true, I don't have more body hair
>>40938302that's not really my problem dude. also i didn't tell you too. i'm just guessing youre mentally built like rambo to endure this life>>40938327nor will you but the difference is that you're fine causing collateral damage
>>40938338that... doesn't make any senseI'd say do better, but we both know you can't
>>40938347>causing collateral damagepickmes second against the wall
ESTROGEN OR SUICIDE HRT OR DEATH NEVER DETRANS FUCK CISSOIDS TOTAL DEMORALIZER D****
people irl can't tell i'm trans but i'm pretty sure they can smell the braindead loser on me from a mile away
>>40938361based
>>40938365people irl can tell I'm trans and it kind of fucking kills me sometimes but other times it's nice like they know and it's obvious they know but it's not a big deal
manmoders have dignity that's why they hate us
>>40938365it works as a really nice filter for people i wouldnt want in my life anyways and then sometimes i meet a clocky bitch/dood and we click and make each other feel safe and it’s like the whole world melts away
>>40938390>dignity
>>40938393I'm afraid of other lgbt people and I avoid them
>dignity
>>40938406you should fix that
>>40938416why
bend over I'm gonna fix you
>>40938425being around gays will make you feel normal and rare rather than unusual and freakish
>>40938486>normal and rarewhat
>>40938492yeah
>>40938503no
>yfw you chemically castrated yourself and suffered for all of your life and lost all your friends and family to..............become the same person except with less body hair
being around cgirls makes me feel strange and well done
>>40938519no one knows I'm taking estrogen
>>40938519best decision i ever made was secretly injecting foreign estrogen in my bedroom
>>40938519skill issue still have my friends and family
>>40938519you got less body hair?
>>40938356there's a long wait between first and second just fyi
>>40938073I wish I looked like this, instead I look like Eran Yaeger
IM SO UGLY
>>40938577this but actually
>>40938519my family already hated me and my "friends" had already phased me out and, at best, tolerated my presencevsnow I have boobsworth
>>40938568fuck youyou will never know what it's like to have zero femininitywhen the sun shines I don't squintmy eyes are deep enough that I don't need to
i'm a handsome feller
im trutrans so id never end up looking like a fucking bald bruce willis nigga
>>40938596this but for real i'm quite the strapping young lad
>>40938533I wish I never told my best friend I was taking estrogen, now I have no friends
i've been thinking wrong forever i don't need to be anything
this gen is half projection of insecurities and half slave mentality, don't you guys ever get bored
>>40938593>you will never know what it's like to have zero femininityMocking people is mean
waiting with glee for winter to come so i can run into the river
>>40938644i never read nietzsche
toxic and mentally ill chud website newmoder
>>40938593>transitioned at 60 despite having a sonIs the femininity in the room with us
>>40938656don't worry, neither did the anon you're replying to
>>40938666you mog me and I'm not even shitting you
>>40938656idgaf + not my problem
>>40938666>666cursed gigahon trips
>>40938680chill on me bro
cum on me bro
>>40938671oh brother why dont you just bore us with more of your intersectional cosmo magazines today huh
>>40938666satanic trips of truth. flowers is the one true manmoder king of darkness, mogged by all
>>40938712nigga what
>>40938666morgues me
are we all on our periods today? whose cycle did we line up with?
manstruation
my feet hurt from walking
today is my injection day
>>40938575i look more like this honestly
>>40938062who am I fucking kidding. I'm not a girl. I'm not even a hon, I'm just a fucking dude. I don't WANT to be a male at all, but nothing about me is feminine. I should fucking off myself.
yeah today is mine too
>>40938671on the genealogy of morals was literally a required reading in my high school, im sorry im not an illiterate american i didn't do it on purpose>>40938691i dont feel like it
i think most of you should just detransition desuhrt is clearly making you insane
>>40938774I should detransition you're right
>>40938756honmoder recognized gtfo
did you guys know there's an altchan pedophile cabal that seeks out niche 4chan generals with prominent avatarfags and easily identifiable posters and then they emulate those posters and pretend to be them for months at a time? i found that interesting.
>>40938747same worstie
>>40938752IGNORED AGAIN. I fucking hate myself.
>>40938784im not leaving it's raining outside and im bored
cried a lot today about my appearance and how ive made no progress in 4 years, took a benzo and it instantly went away. maybe i should just get hooked on drugs
>>40938756>literacy is when i read the tp i wipe my shit with
>>40938796proof?
>>40938800go play in the rain kiddo
>>40938796this may have happened with me :>
>>40938774am i insane or is the gen actually normal and sociable today?
>>40938799
maybe if u didn't post kaneki ken MY HEART I LOVED HER ahh images youd get a heartfelt response
>>40938799*kisses you nonconsentually*
>>40938809no, if you talk about them by name they show up
>>40938808Ate him up and left no crumbs.
it's either detransition or suicide. And there's no way in fuck I'm letting testosterone RAPE me again.
>>40938799boo hoo just detransition already rogd victim
>>40938796i do this
>>40938837i’ll dismember you in front of your faggot family
>>40938796not true ;______;
i want attention can i post pics of myself so you all can call me ugly again
I love big black cock in my anus!
>>40938837i was always dysphoric you fucking dickhead. Go stuck glass in your urethra.
>>40938844
>>40938808good job buddy just another year on special ed and you'll be writting coherent sentences
older lgbt, the medical establishment, and the world failed every person in herethe last generation of failed trannies in human history
>>40938863>Cape shit normie memeYeah, that confirms it. Your life is meaningless and your a cornball.
>>40938811I can't rollerskate in the rain :C
sex with john 27 :3
>>40938865just admit it took you 3 hours to read a chapter of 1984 or whatever you actually read
instead of Demonrats, Republicans, and libertarians we should have Maoists Black Panthers, and anarchists
Idk i think philosophers are dumbOr more accurately reading philosophy is dumbIts just some niggas opinionMake ur own opinion
i eat masc man ass for xanax
I should really start cutting again. mutilating myself is the only thing that brings me joy anymore. I'm not a girl, I'm a bitch.
thats bars
>>40938870the last generation of failed trannies so far
>>40938901detransition
i watched fire walk with me yesterday and i thought it was so poignant that the only way laura palmer could end the cycle of abuse was by giving up her lifei think being a tranny is pretty similar. is there really no way to escape the curse besides killing yourself?
my nigga is u serious???
>>40938901your god is dead cultist #ihatefaith #lolzor
failed transition is a state of mind
>>40938916I'd rather kill myself than get raped by testosterone again. Go fuck yourself.
>>40938920>>40938930substantiate your claim
>>40938898I hate jews and muslims!
>>40938922you make me want to cut even more.
>>40938938substantiate this cock
>>40938938i don't feel like it, have a nice day
ur all rly fucken annoyin!
>>40938955Trip on, bee
oy vey it's anotha shoah
>>40938937then quit self pity act you retarded bitch
>>40938938not making a claim it was a question
>>40938951>>40938952>>40938955please learn to read
Sex with Larry.
CUTTING IWNBAW SO I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY BODY ANYMORE
wait am i actually the only real person here? am i being trolled into suicidal behavior? are any of you guys even apprehensive about ffs or are you trying to keep me male? huh???
>>40938972again, not reading all thatdont you "people" ever learn?
>>40938989detransition
mocking me
>>40938990we're the real people and youre the npc
>>40938969no. dysphoria is kicking my ass today and I really need an outlet. I feel like shit, and I don't even remotely feel like a woman.
>>40939005ruhroh
tfw le epic sauce discord raid :^)
>>40938989self harm hurts though
I am a man in every way that matters.
>>40938989How about you cut through some job applications, son
>>40939002what >>40939011 said. you mean bitch, I feel bad for whatever future partner you might have. just from this small interaction, I can tell you're abusive.
that 6'2 bitch whinning about her height will never not be fucking hilarious. seeing white peiple being miserable over superfluous things makes me so happy
heya yah ho hey ho heya
>>40939033I'm not working in a society that actively wants me dead. Go fuck yourself.
>>40939035to be fair what the fuck is a 6'2 woman loli totally understand her
it seems the backsliding of transgender rights is making many of us insane
I want to bash my fucking skull against a concrete wall until all I see is eternal blackness.
my transition failed. RAWR XD I'm so silly! local man takes estrogen and nothing happens (I wonder why men when they get estrogen for prostate cancer never look like women!)
>>40939048her hips are wider than her shoulders
it’s over
>>40939051there u are bitch!!!!
it sure didnt help to find out everything we were sold about being a tranny was a lie
>>40939020that's the point. it NEEDS to hurt. I love cutting so much, and it keeps me calm and collected. It makes me feel happy, I'll never have friends so let me cope.
>>40939064That's not true lmao you have a bad memoryI measured my hips and they are average size for men
>>40939069Real
>>40938882>john 27Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
>>409390646'2 is so bad that even being a luckshit is wasted because anyone with a brain can put two and two together immediately
Tfw 5'8 and not even close to female appearing
>>40939064im not white also thats not me
>>40939034lol im abusive because don't indulge in constant self pity
it’s overit’s overit’s overit’s overit’s overi have to make real life friends now i cant trust the internetbecause it’s over oh it’s so over
>>40939069you can just be a girlit's never too lateand so onI wish somebody grabbed me, slapped me and told me that this shit will never go away and that if I don't transition before puberty I am literally doomed
my job at the tranny commune is licking all the penises clean
STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH STUPID BITCH HOLY FUCK I WANT TO CRY SO FUCKING BAD. I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH.
who's having a melty?
>>40939096detransition
f*rt nigga
>>40939096this is me RIGHT NOW fr
>>40939089You're abusive because you're a mean cunt. You could oh idk, just not fucking reply to me you stupid tranny cunt? fucking worthless bitch needs to kill herself already.
>>40939098a rogd victim
>>40939074ummmm why would you do something that hurts, maybe try taking a hike or drawing yourself in a sunny field
i wish i wasnt 5’8 ugly and a man wtf
>>40939099Stop telling trannies that retard? are you tryna get them to kill themselves??? Why people like you treat the mentally unwell like this is beyond me
>>40939035Okay so go ask actually very tall cis women and they will tell you it's not fun
entire thread mocking me holy shit it’s so over. im the centre of the world in my mind or rather i can accurately identify patterns
>>40939112
how tf do you fail transition at 5'8 why would you ever repress or masculinize or be maleyou werent going to make it as a man like that what the fuck were you doing lmao even a middle schooler can figure that shit out
>>40939131we're mocking you because we all want to have sex with you and marry you
>>40939135nice comeback moid.
>>40939076>>40939125>>40939083lmao
>>40939145don't call it a comeback
>>40939141I don't want to fuck any of you, ESPECIALLY this bitch -->>40939135
>>40939139i tried to troon at 15 but i got sent to conversion therapy and it worked (ie i repped for several more years while testosterone mangled my body)
>>40939158brutal.
>>40939148How is it funny to you
>>40939167not really i can always just kill myself
i need to quit 4chan
>>40939112you just need some right wing cock to fix you
>>40939170because you're all clearly miserable
IM A DUMB MAN AND IM HALF NIGGER. COULDN'T GET WORST THAN THAT COULD YOU??? THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I FUCKING CUT. IM A COON ASS NEGRO AND I'M A GIGAHON.
>>40939190i’m not though
>>40939196buck...
>>40939188how the fuck?? Why did you screenshot that??? WHY DID I FUCKING SAY THAT?? I'm so embarrassed.
>>40939158holy shityour parents are fucking demons
>>40939158lol unlucky
>>40939211had to happen to someone
>>40939196shiiiiiieeeet..
my belly is full
>>40939188I was most likely drunk when I wrote that. Im so stupid holy shit.
>>40939223Ikr? I'm a dumb nigger. I'm a ghetto monkeyhon. I'm not even going to say any snarky remarks back, you're absolutely right. I'm a monkey.
>>40938901So true bestie! Let's cut ourselves together! :D
>>40939246now I'm crying fuck me I hate this.
I HATE being 6'2
im not engaging your raceplay fetish
>>40939246nah that sucks mani cant even imagine the hell of being dysphoric and blacknot just for racism reasons but because it seems like the masculine expectation of black amabs is insane and i assume you had to experience a lot of that as a young child against your will
FUCK YOU J
raceplay is raceplay but for blacks
>>40939266this isn't a fetish. I genuinely hate myself for being part black. I hate how ugly it's made me.
>>40939276my pain...IS FAR GREATER THAN YOURS
>>40939264truly a weapon to surpass metal gear...
>>40939278detransition then
cute arm maple <3
>>40939271yeah :(as a brown amab, you're expected to be a certain way or you get yelled at/abused. Black people especially don't like gay or trans people, so I try to avoid them like the plague.
>>40939276:) <3
>>40939278>>40939300how can you be this cucked
>>40939297you're really scaring me dude. I don't even remember taking this picture. can you stop?
>>40939297i really hope this isn't yours... your cuts don't even pass lol
>>40939297cut deeper, vertically
>>40939310watch what you post sis
>>40939312no they're mine. They're stalking me and reposting old photos of me
>>40939312BRVTAL
never post face never post arm never post body never post the same image twice easy
hard to eat more because of full tummy but i need the calories:|
>>40939325yeah. I think I'm done with 4chan. This is really fucking weird and creepy. And now everyones insulting my arm, fml.
>>40939318across the street for attention, down the street for results silly!
>>40939196COON ASS NEGROKek!
>>40939344by the way youre right you should definitely seek an autism diagnosis lmaoooo
every time you have a meltdown here we're taking screenshots to post on the discord and laugh at you btw
>>40939331lol why would you ever share pictures of your self harm, are you actually retarded??
>>40939354I feel a pit in my stomach. Please stop, I'm sorry for angering you.
>>40939343Drink some protein shakes or something
>>40939367on what discord? >>40939368I don't fucking know and yes I'm so fucking stupid.
>>40939276i just dont understandwhy would you cut a bunch of cardboard tubes and then tape them to yourself
>>40939383full of sugar i have to eat clean
>>40939384mmg 7.0
I feel sick. there's a discord making fun of me and screenshotting my post, I don't even know how to react to that. I'm an idiot.
>>40939372We are literally all laughing at you in our discord vc, yes even that one girl you think we don't associate with anymore, she's probably the most amused by this melty!
>>40939384You gotta be better than this anon...you gotta woMAN up and keep that shit to yourself. Show no weakness!!
>>40939407what girl? are you all trannies also?
>>40939312LMFAOOOO
the mmgcord is FEASTING 2nite ladies..
yikers...
>>40939425I know. I'm so fucking embarrassed, why would I post any of this? I turned myself into a fucking lolcow.
>>40939395Unfortunate :( >>40939427Trans and cis women
>>40939438t. bpdemon whos loving the attention
>>40939435early 20s straight white male taste in music
why did the fakemoders come to mmg to bully truemoders then start having mental breakdowns themselves
>>40939435this is ass dude. thats all ill say
>>40939435cyan hardcore is peak though
>>40939438This is why you only do show and tell with your favorite person, not the entirety of the internet... When will you learn!?!
>>40939451we're all just pigs in the slop at the end of the day, nona
>>40939463quit replying to yourself
>>40939471not me thoughbeit
>>40939435I'm going to off myself dude. christ, I get it in a fucking loser.
>>40939451Because it's fun??
>>40939457its the worst thing on there, and thats saying a lot
>>40939463I learned today. nowhere is safe, I'm fucking ruined.
retards
>>40939495meeeeeeee :3
perhaps the fastest mmg ever
>>40939476Take meds schizo...>>40939494The only safety you'll ever get, is within yourself anon, reach within yourself and pull it out!
I'm sorry everyone, and I deserve to be laughed at. I understand that I shouldn't have posted myself to the Internet, and I won't be doing it ever again. Not even texting or befriending people. This is what happens when you're a mental mess and an attention seeker. what a fucking loser I am.
>>40939507it’s like 4 samefags larping as a cabal or something idk
again, most of you should try detransitioning
>>40939517I'm not even mad at the people making fun of me. I can't be, I did this to myself.
aweeee :3
>>40939532Forget that! If you're gonna detransition just blow your brains out lol we don't need any more detrans "people"!
I hate being a half black half brown goblina
>>40939541I definitely disagree with that now.
>>40939541oh....
>>40939517can I suck your pp pls
my grandmother was black but i look full white
>>40939554Yikes. that's embarrassing why the fuck did I say that?
>>40939507You’re welcome
i can do this too
>>40939517Yes because that will solve ALL your problems lol fucking retarded faggot
>>40939586it would stop me from embarrassing myself. so that's something.
>>40939517youre just extremely autistic tbdesu
sex with maple
can we make the next thread about detrans encouragement
great thread desuwe're so back
>>40939592And yet you continue to embarrass yourself... do me a favor queen, log out for the night
so is ffs a good or bad idea
>>40939642ew no, anons if you are seriously considering detransitioning, just end your lives m'kay?
>>40939665What if you don't like how you look? What if you end up looking worse?
methschizo(?) posted detrans kink art a while back and it fucked my tastes up chat am i cooked
>>40939677i dont know what if
>>40939679Chopped, cooked, and washed I'm afraid unc...
>>40939679it means you need to detransition for mommy
>>40939685Just something for (you) to think about anon, it's ok to be optimistic, just don't get overly optimistic, keep it real!
i'll be a good boy mommy.....
you will have to forcible inject me with testosterone you fuckers. i will take estrogen do nothing else and bitch and moan about it the entire god damn time but i will never let that moid poison back in my fucking body under my own volition ever again. eat shit and savor every bite
>>40939713EWWWWWWW
>>40939711fuck you J
>>40939723Type shi
>>40939742<3 awww do you really mean it?? :)
>>40939723co-signed because that was some real shit you just said.
>>40939723making yourself insane and developing gd to own the libs
>>40939765ok youre not even him you gay larper
I HATE BEING 6'2
>>40939771I'll never be him...
I hate being 5'8
>>40939778detransitionnba needs you
>>40939785Why would I detransition
>>40939784same
>>40939784Lmfao, get a grip! It could be worse! You could be like this anon!>>40939778
look the same as i did 4 yearsa gorunning out of time
>>40939792It doesn't hurt when you laugh at me because it doesn't change anything
Personally in 3 years of estrogen i went from an ugly 22 year old man to an attractive 20 year old man but im 25 now
whats the point of taking hrt if you dont plan on girlmoding in 2-3 years
>>40939806Cut off your feet, that's something you could do!
>>40939815To feel #validasheck
>>40939815some people find it hard to admit defeatthis thread is just sunk cost fallacy and denial
>>40939816You mean my legs
whats the point in posting in mmg if youre not even a manmoder
to flex, to feel better about myself, to laugh at miserable people, etc
>>40940023to feed off your misery
>>40940030that bra is doing nothin>>40940032sure bro bet your life is going great
>>40940041hairline mogs me
anyone wanna have sex to cope
>>40940068wya
>>40940041i sincerely look like that
>>40938825>just trust me you stupid fuck
>>40938799>WAJHHHHH NOBODY RESPONDED IN LITERALLY FOUR MINUTES!@!!!!!11
>>40940030
zoomer brainrot general
>>40940132this cant be real
>>40940041bobs me
bobs yer auntie
was that yall posted up outside my apartment earlier
fraid so mate empty out your pockets
i see you please leave me alone i'm sorry i sh0ouldnt have done that i could have stopped thjios FUCK FUCK STOP leave me alone i want to be normal i want to be
>>40940030bro look like plank from ed edd and Eddy lol
>>40940217who are you taking to anon lol >>40940155Yea sorry, I'm trying to change my gang stalking ways
>>40940260Taylor Swift post divorce core
>>40940260nigga looks ashy af
>>40940260OofI tried to tell the can i pass gen that they cantBut they still upload selfies anywaysDamnThis nigga needs fraxel laser asap
>frame too big to be a woman>frame too small to be a manwhats the point
creaturemode
>>40940331i literally do look like an alienai gender detectors dont even recognize me as human
you have to physically nut in the bomb
androgynous but in a disgusting way
pussy nigga
>>40940338real
when i do it not a single soul on this earth will remember me
i dont want anyone to see my body when im gonei dont want them all to see ive made myself as ugly on the outside as i am on the inside
are we done here?
>>40940749
