Is it possible for a cishet guy like me to be spiritually queer? I’m six feet tall with an athletic-ish build and am ultimately male presenting. But I still present kinda soft. I have some camp/feminine mannerisms too. I’m relaxed, but assertive. I’m expressive, but I don’t overdo it. I’m also playful and defiant. My energy is less “fruity gay man” and more like a “hot/confident cishet girl”. That might sound weird but it just feels like the real me. I enjoy cooking and listening to girly pop music like CharliXcX, Marina, and Lana Del Rey. I also get the feeling I have a higher social intelligence than most cishet guys, one that’s on par with most women. I tend to get along with women and queer people better too, not that I don’t have any male friends. But I know I’m straight and cis. I’ve never felt dysphoric about my body or my genitalia, so I don't think I'm trans. I also love boobs and vaginas too much to be gay. But I don't think I can call myself bi either. I find some fem guys cute and can sometimes crush on them. But I've never felt strong sexual desire for one, and I can't see myself falling in love with one. My fantasies about falling in love are always with a female partner. More importantly, I’ve never been in absolute agony over how beautiful a man is, like I have with some women. Women are soft, dainty, and beautiful. They make me wanna hold them close and never let go. Men are hairy and smell weird. Sure, women can have body hair and smell weird too. But even when they do, they're still sexy. It's like I'm a straight-passing lesbian in the body of a man. Maybe there’s some spiritual or scientific explanation for this, but I haven’t found it.
we already had this exact thread
>>40938984Trooning out in 4 months also posted it again
>>40939122I know, I fell asleep and didn't think anyone would care enough to mention it if I made the thread again. I'm sorry :(
i>>40939159If I was ever going to I think I would have by now
>>40939225every former repper says that
>>40939487I don't repress consciously or unconsciously though.
>>40938984>I enjoy cooking and listening to girly pop music like CharliXcX, Marina, and Lana Del Rey. I also get the feeling I have a higher social intelligence than most cishet guys, one that’s on par with most womenur a performative cishet male
>>40939682Are you saying I'm expressive, or that I'm repressing?
>>40938984You talk like a fag
>>40939803:(
>>40938984if you didn't feel the need to post this i wouldn't doubt you but since you did.. you might be a gay or a transsexual
>>40940245I didn't feel the need to. I just wanted to ask what gives because I feel like I'm the only man who fits this description.
>>40938984You're just annoying.
>>40938984you sound really annoying but i'm a fuckboy cisles and annoying in the same way you are so maybe you're onto something
>>40939736they're saying you're fake and trying to be someone you're noti don't believe that, but i also don't believe that there is such a thing as "spiritual queerness"......if you feel queer, in whatever way, you are, but if you know in your heart of hearts that you are a cisgender heterosexual guy then there is nothing wrong with being that and having a "nonstandard" personality. just be you nonny. whatever it is that means to you :)
>>40938984I think your like me. We are masculine presenting transgendered lesbians. Spiritually we are lesbians. Physically we love looking and feeling masculine. Our social mannerisms are masculine too. But we are lesbians. Not men or women. We are trans but not in the traditional sense because we are not transgender. We are transsexuality. As in we are still attracted to women but not in a heterosexual way in a lesbian way so although we do not want to Be a woman socially presenting wise. We are still transgendered lesbians who present as masculine
