samsara edition>>40938062>QOTTdo you really think you can escape?
how can i kill myself so that my body will be either destroyed or unrecognizable? i dont want anyone to see me
i will be a theyfab in the next life
i'm breaking the cycletonight
>>40940881>>40940749What are these images from they're really cool
Am I welcome here?
>>40941496nope
>>40941496nyope
>>40941698this is actually me
>>40941701me too except the cookint part because i am stupid and dont understand cooking so i always screw it up
>>40941761yeah me toowish u were here so we could not cook for each other and starve and die in each others arms
>>40941777two little runts embraced failure
>>40941796embracing* im so sleepy
dooming too hard to inject
>>40941908you're only going to doom harder the longer you go without injecting silly
> be me> apply for apartment (literally me DREAM apartment)> get invited to see it> send over documents> hear nothing back for two weeks> assume I didn't get it> stop looking for apartments, cause I only wanted that one > buy new furniture to spice up my current place> get call a month later that I'll get my dream apartment> none of the furniture fits really, have to pay more for moving nowWhy does it always have to be like this? aargh
btw I didn't do my injections now for almost two weeks & for some reasons my breasts really decided to have a growth spurt although I concluded that I don't want breasts if I don't pass.So fuck it, I'm gonna go to the pharmacy and do an injection again.
i honestly dont know if i feel worse or better when i dont injecti really am just a soulless husk with no concept of what i am
>>40942053yeah same desu I don't really feel any difference
>>40941937ok i did it, bled a bit
>>40941989what makes it dreamy
he didn't say i love you this timeit's over
>>40942075why not
>>40942097i don't knowmaybe i was annoying, or i seemed dickish when i didn't mean to be
>>40942068- location (I live in a 4 million people city and it's central enough and 5 minutes by foot from a transport hub)- freshly renovated, but old house (built 1900)- ground floor, got a small yard- not a studio, has a small bedroom- rent below average- unlimited lease
ok did my injection guess I'm officially retrooned, but I'll make damn sure not to tell anyone again.
fuck my stupid non-binary life
>>40942169can we cuddlefuck in your new apartment
>>40942195no but you may enjoy this picture of the new sofa I'm getting
i have absolutely no idea how to cope with the fact that i am a massive honbeastits literally the only stressor in my life and i spent every second of every day considering suicide over my appearanceits crippling and has completely derailed my life and i dont know what to do
>>40942214gaythe best part about sofas is the corner
i think i'm going to cut off 99% of the people that i knew pre-transition (before I went away for college and started hrt). Ive known some of these people for my entire life btwmanmoding with them is making me severely depressed, I can't take manmoding around cis straights this is torture and so much worse than around gays and cis girls>>40942169good stuff noona>>40940749being born as a tranny set me back for countless lives, i won't escape any time soon
manmoding feels like this
my outward expression and appearance is so masculine that sometimes i can't even see myself as a woman anymore.
i hate everything about my life i cant handle living here i literally cant do anything in peace because of my own neuroses but im too poor and retarded to ever move out i want to scream i want to explode
>>40941496yes
>>40941777>>40941761how the fuck are you an able adult and don't know how to cook. can't imagine being this useless
>>40943340im genuinely subhuman. i shouldnt be alive, if it was 100 years ago i wouldnt be alive and the world would be better off for it
>>40943353das ritenow go learn how to cook
>>40943362i always screw it up no matter how many times i try
imagine being a cooklet
turned pescetarian and feel good
im an everythinglet
i like cooking one of my few classically feminine traits
>ywn down a couple of ciders and teach a moder basic cooking techniques and principleswhy even anything at this point
"cooking if feminine" is probably one of the most retarded things men forced everyone to believe to excuse their laziness
>>40943479yeah but it works out in my favor. lemme have it
>>40943433go full vegetarian fish feel all the pain of animals
>>40943515nah i would be more likely to drop it and i only eat fish like 1 a week anyway or sometimes months without but every now and then i like some fish or shrimps
can we do omelas child but for factory farming somehow?
>>40943546evil!!! im the same way with dairy and eggs though
i eat a lot of meat even though i know its bad. my ass is not escaping samsara
>>40943560better beeing able to realistically stick with it you can always go further eventuallyi just view it as my new baseline
>>40943612true
>>40943640no that will probs wreck your mental health
>>40943640do it
i wouldn't even have to stop hrt to get a straight female/ gay male partner because there's literally no way to tell i'm anything other than a cis man
https://picrew.me/ja/image_maker/2659930make one c:
>>40943732it's litruhlly me
hi frens :3~
>>40943640NOT gonna work
>>40943353I’m the only verified subhuman ittThe rest of you are ultra normies with interesting lives
coffee with oat milke goes hard
black coffee makes me hard
coffee w/ a little steamed whole milk or black, anything else is gay
>>40944060you are just in the closet cuz you never tried it
hayden christensen was hot in the prequels
>>40944090all the "barista" type oatmilks are filled with literal canola oil (gross!) and all the regular oat milk can't be heated very much before it starts to cook and separate (also gross)
>>40944060>coffee w/ a little steamed whole milkok fag
>>40944117you dont need to cook it just pour some hot water over the nescafe gold and after you dump in the cold oatmilk to cool it down
>>40944124a good cappuccino >>>> whatever you're drinking>>40944132>nescafeopinion discarded
where are my basedmilk latte chads
if you were lactating would you put a squirt in your morning cuppa /mmg/?
I just said to myself out loud> I look like a fucking boy-/manmoder bullshit thingand just started laughing, but at the same time I noticed that I prefer it over how I looked before...wtf is wrong with me?
>>40944140I only drink black coffee, sorry I coffeemog you
>>40944153i bet you drink shitty oxidized supermarket beans, or worse, k-cups
>>40944140>t.
>>40944178yes i'm a hoffchad, what of it?
>>40943887noi have genuinely done nothing with my life, not even online, and i dropped out of school as a friendless loser at 16
>>40944184its the same as beeing an audiophile>yea bro i absolutely do need this gold cable you just dont understand
>>40944224i don't spend that much on coffee gear. it's literally so easy and not that expensive to make massive improvements over what most people drink, you can do it with a $30 pourover or a $30 moka pot which is literally the same price or cheaper than most pod/drip machines.
>>40943795>>40943863>>40944277nft
>>40941698are there any more manmoder memes like this>>40943170he looks 50
>>40944285and what about it
>>40944298idk
>>40941496you look like one of these white women in racists crashout compilations that gets posted on tiktok
i'm taking hrt at 30 someone make fun of me for being a complete and worthless loser
now jerk off your worthless penis
>>40944445>i'm taking hrt at 30same this thread is only half fakemoder passoids
that’s not very ladylike!
>>40944468are the fakemoding passoids in the room with us right now
>>40944485>>40941496yea probably
>>40944485if by "the room" you mean this thread and every other mmg then yeah
>>40944492>>40944493take your meds aunt
I think I got blocked :(, what did I do wrong this time
>>40944288
>>40944558this is worse than the last one
>>40944558you dont look like that though
>>40944558>chad jawline>its an ovalfakemoders are so far removed from masc features that they cant even draw them correctly
>>40944468yeah i failed at life
>>40944558i feel personally attacked by this photo
>>40944558im skinnyfat though
rogd general
it was definitely not rapid
>>40944558fuck off
hallo fellow coffee snobs
>>40941698this is me
>>40945167i knew when i was 5
>>40944558lmao that one faggot looks exactly like this
>>40945851based baratza enjoyer
>>40945958half the gen looks like that
>>40945958which one?
>>40946057chuddy?
>>40946063ok most of it but chudlines missing
>>40941496I'm going to commit suicide
>>40946081also long hair and not short hair
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpZTcLSH6Cc
>>40945997i dont look like that
tbqh I think the strongest convincing factor for me going back in HRT is the sweaty mansmell. I LOoOVE it on other men, but I hate it on myself. What a weird thing to be dysphoric about
>>40946169>What a weird thing to be dysphoric aboutvalid i hate moidstink (glad you like it on others tho)
I am 6'2
men smell like shit
oh no I'm an 8/10 man waaaahhh I'm forced to be an attractive man nooo how could this happen to mekys
im a petite, beautiful, and unclockable 6'1 goddess who has no issues in her life that she would otherwise have if she were one (1) inch taller.
i am 5'8 and i live in burning envy of petite beautiful unclockable 5'7 goddesses
i'm 108 feet tall and made out of iron and bronze
>>40946212There are no 8s here
>>40946237thats sick bro
>>40946257who's a 7
>>40946257yea only 9s and above
>>40946257june is an 8
>>40946274just lying now
>>40946274out of 100
>>40946279>>40946280ew
kisses u
As a femfag, I'm an 8/10, but as a woman, I'm not even on the scale. They're why I'm a genderfuck
cope
I will never be a woman and that's ok :)I will die alone and that's ok :)I don't deserve love and that's ok :)
>>40946274shiet nigga im a 5 at best nowadays T______T 87kg, no more piercings, halfway through tattoo laser removal on my hands and neck so i have grey smudges all over :/ grim
>>40946506can I suck your penis please
june is pozzed
>>40946512sure thign, add discord: yungAr4n
>>40944558LITERALLY me
>>40947201fakemoder
trip on bee
>>40943170Fug, I feel like that desu
i think binding is making my ribcage bigger
>>40947253but do you look like that doe
17 year old male moder that looks 36
27 year old troon who looks like a 30 year old dude
>>40947326Dunno, maybe?
im so sick of walking men through the steps of asking me out. Despite being a 5'4 grade A malefailure, I end up being the dominant one in every relationshiphow do I use this to my advantage?
i will become employedi will get laser i will get ffsi will get implantsi will find peace
I will get drunkI will jack offI will shitpostI will cryI will sleep for 16 hours at a time
>>40941698me as fuck. why am i so tired though?
>>40948318thyroid problems
why is the manmordium so quiet
>>40948715because all people do here is complain about their measurements
>>40948762sometimes we bitch about other aspects of our lives
im a woman who has into inject 3ml of fluid into his leg
xister same
im such an ugly woman
im an ugly man
i want to be groped
I'm a he/him masc butch woman
same until i see a mirror
i'm a he/him strictly androphilic lesbian
Im a guy, when people see me they think "thats a guy with long hair", and I know they think that, and I think thats ok, because thats what I am. I just kind of see myself as a perpetual teen boy, except I have tits now. But dont worry about that
>>40949089
manmoders should be forced to have short hair
>>40948081(you)ing myself butI've sort of accepted that I have to groom my men into being the dominant BF I want them to be. It takes a lot of patience and training to turn a meek, nervous boy into a strong and assertive man, but its worth it
bisexual lesbian
i want to date a hon that i see as a man but then i might as well date a man that sees me as a hon
any manmoders into bodybuilding and lifting
>>40949313yeah i love lifting weights, i obsess over bodybuilders and i used to use steroids during my repper era. muscles = beauty
>>40949336detransition then
>>40949313https://www.youtube.com/shorts/SHxrVpJ0sjI
>>40949362what's lifting got to do with gender?
>>40949336You wanna be my gf
>>40949412no that's gay
>>40949482why
mm4mm
>>40949502sorry but i'm for cis cock and muscle butt only
>>40949530o sorry
I have tastefully small femboyish tits
sex with uzi
agreedi'd destroy that they/themussy
ffs will save me
i want to live out my aap yaoi fantasies but nobody gets it
good kid, m.o.d.e.r city
there is no place for yaoimoders like us
I have uncomfortably large and conical trailer park trash milf milkers
>>40949941Post
popped a xan now i'm feelin like Jordan Peterson
Can you really hide your boobs with a sports bra?
>>40949968dead?
>>40949976its just a bit of gyno
sucks that i don't deserve love. oh well need to learn to get used to it
>>40949976no you need a bindereven that doesn't work very well for me
just buy a bra
>>40949984go sully some other website you evil rat
i look like a catamite and i have aap
>>40950121me too
imagining cute scenarios again award
sodomite > catamite
>>40950050fuck off
>>40950167lmao?? repper
>>40950182no I'm a manmoder
I am the Fred Phelps of manmoding
let someone close to me take their anger and frustrations out on me again award
>>40950195then get a bra
>>40950209why
>>40950262because is better than binding??
>>40950290but it doesn't compress breasts
manmoders should be forced to get top surgery
>>40950502you have a lot of hate in you
>>40950505it's for their own good
thats fine im a honmoder
manmoders should be forced to get breast implants
decisions to make tomorrow
should i take hrt
does anyone have the methschizo/moistschizo/shotaschizo/cutieschizo wig pics from when xe was smoking meth with mado from /mtfg/?
>>40950794do it faggot
>>40951136what if i'm 30 and stupid
>>40951150I was the same when I started, now I'm 36 and stupid but I have tits
>>40951161how do you hide them
>>40951161how much hrt do you have btwi only have a few vials
do you guys put prog up your butt?
is it possible to cut your tits off at home i dont want to be a tranny any more
i was supposed to be a woman its not even up for debatethey thought i was going to be a girl before i was born and then i came out as an xy rapist but growing up i still thought i was a girl and i liked all the girl things and all my friends were girls and even when puberty hit and my self was annihilated i was still a limpwristed faggot failed maleand i pleaded with the ppl around me to let me transition but i couldnt till i was in my 20s and now im a fucking horrific looking castrato rapebeastam i allowed to cry about it? am i allowed to say that it wasnt fair that my chance at womanhood and by extension entire fucking life was stolen from me? all i can ever think is "it wasnt supposed to be this way" and i know thats going to be the last thought i ever have when the muzzles against my temple and i pull the trigger
Transitioning is so dumb if you know you won't pass. But I like hrt so fuck.
>>40951473what does hrt even dopls convince me to actually inject it at 30
>>40951525Makes skin and hair soft. Lowers aggression. Grows small boobs. I'm 36 and went back on them. Lower dosage this time. Some of my anxiety and back pain linked to anxiety went away
>>40951573i'm worried my anxiety or aggression would actually increase on hrt>Lower dosage this time.did you get your levels checked
>>40951636Well my new doc says under the tongue is a lower dosage because it hits you harder. I was doing that with the normal dose last time. I'm going to request to switch to shots in November when I get my blood test.
>>40951677sublingual is a pain because you have to do it like 3 times a day i thought
>>40951685Just twice.
>>40951691are you taking 4mg a day?
>>409517012mg. Starter dose I assume
>>40951708yeah i just thought you were doing more since you restartedi'm going straight to injections
>>40951636>worried my anxiety or aggression would actually increase on hrtboth did for me and i've been going insane for a while
>>40951722its a big fear of minehow bad did it get for you and did you learn to cope
>>40951740i burned all my bridges w everyone and spirled into drugs and sh for a whilei'm more stable now that i'm working towards something and have someone to vent too but i think moving to injections/mono helped a lot since my AA was kinda raping me too
>>40951781i'm kinda worried about doing thati guess i'm ok with burning the bridge with my family in the long run but in the short run it would hurtas for burning the bridge with my employer i like getting paid
got drunk and had a crash out yesterday. I should not be allowed to access the internet or leave my house.
>>40940749none of us will ever escape
>>40949976probably not if you actually have big ones but they help me hide my stupid pointy cones
i actually hate my body so fucking muchi can't imagine not wanting to kill yourself because of how you look some people are handed fucking everything
starving myself as if its going to make my skull any smaller
>>40951795just keep it contained to friends but if it happens it’ll hit too hard for you to control anyways
I turned myself into a tranny, Morty! Boom! Big reveal: I'm a tranny. What do you think about that? I turned myself into a tranny! W-what are you just staring at me for, bro? I turned myself into a pickle, Morty!>And?"And"? What more do you want tacked on to this? I turned myself into a tranny, and 9/11 was an inside job?>Was it?Who cares, Morty? Global acts of terrorism happen every day. Uh, here's something that's never happened before: I'm a tranny. I'M TRANNY RIIIICK!!
How can one even BE a tranny, like how does nature even have this bug? Or is it a feature?Seriously fucking annoying shit.
kino der toten
> be me> tranny faggot> it's over
i have nothing to live for except the thought of surgeries that i am years away from affording that may not even helpi can't go another day with this face it hurts so bad
You should try to stop focusing on things you can’t change (right now)You have plenty of time
>>40953004i don't have time, i'm 27, i'm going to die of old age within the next 3 years
yay
lets talk about something positivewhat do you guys do for work!
im unemployed
i get yelled at (retail)
>>40951473> get on hrt> doesnt pass> forced to manmode> terribly depressed and sad> not on hrt> t continues to ruin you more and more> terribly depressed and sadthis is the hand we're dealt igat least getting on hrt prevented me from kms but this whole ordeal sucks
do you think my feminized appearance is making it harder for me to get a job in traditionally masculine fields
i watched moonlit winter yesterday and now im having a minor crash out about being a manmoderfuck, im nothing more than an hrt repper
why does reddit keep showing me bald men who shave their heads
youre so bald
im so ugly
I'm a translator
>>40940749hi
>dont smoke weed>feel good >smoke weed>feel awfuli wish i could fix this
>>40953571just don't smoke weed?
>>40953449hi
on september 6th let's all go to mcdonald's and ask why i am so baldthe look on the workers face will be awesome!
im not bald though
i am also bald thoughever
i have lots of hair on my headand my face and my chest and stomach and back and ass and shoulders and arms and legs and knuckles and toes
when does body hair growth top outim trying to gauge if my hair has actually gotten thinner or if im just delusional
>>409538973 months? idk
>>40953831it didn't for me
i get suicidal whenever i feel bloated
>>40954106whenever im suicidal i do things that make me feel bloatedbut being bloated also makes me.suicidal
i guess i really am bisexual too bad i’m tired of sex now and it doesn’t matter to me anymore
>>40954503samsara
i can haz cummies?
I wonder if I'm just a boymoder sometimes
IMMUGLY
are you really?
is anyone here actually a boymoider
>>40955240all the boymoders in here are too delusional to realize they are
i'm a moidmoider
gay chud
>>40953054I'm already ruined. I'm peak masculine
ok it's not over
I feel like I've lost all my friends and the only people left are people who view me as a sex object
do manmoders put themselves down as men to find dates or what like how do i do online dating
>>40955605lmaooo nobody tell her
i know someone that looks like that!
>>40955611rude :(is the secret that im forever alone now?
>>40955644yes sorry nona :(you prob attract chasers and if youre sufficiently autistic you can hon out and be a transbian but otherwise this is it forever
>>40955605don't listen to that other anon, you can still pull gay guys just fine :)
>>40955655hmm>>40955696i choose to believe you
okay but genuinely how are you supposed to deal with the manboobs? surely any gay guy would be disgusted at the sight, not even mentioning being on hrt at all
>>40955858hrt does nothing though
>>40955858IT'S CALLED GYNECOMASTIA AND IT AFFECTS 35% OF MEN
i may have to date trans men exclusively
it's ok to fuck fishbecause they don't have any feeeelings
>>40953195> ffs will save me> pio will save me> prog will save me> ...not that im making fun of you, bc im in the same boat but yknow ToT
>>40955956mocking me
>>40955978deserved desu
>>40953747only if we all also pay in lioncash>:3
nothing will save me
>>40952228hey unc, what's that syringe full of testosterone doing hanging over you?
>>40951264yes erry night unless I'm lazy then I swallow it but I worry it metabolizes into allopregnanolone or something so I try not to
>>40951169I gave up on that lol
wore a tight t-shirt yesterday with my boobs showing a nice silhouette while walking around the city.nobody gave a shit, end of story.
I want to fatmaxx but I know that the fat will come back in the male places because fat cells take 10 years to die
the day i get called unc i think i will genuinely cry
>>40956084basedbeing a man with tits and soft skin is alright
would it be weird to try and date a theyfab if im not at all attracted to women
>>40956112every day i don't get called grandpa i sleep with a smile :D
>>40956146call me weird or something but if you like them maybe you'll learn to like their body
>>40956169that’s a promising angle for conversion therapy
im back transvestite brosx
>>40956794
>>40956778stop using that word, we're literally not that itt
CaLl Me GrAnDmA
>>40956819not the thread
>>40956820you call yourselves men ergo...
I am my own husband
>>40940749new >>40956895
>>40956258nah, just demisexual things...
>>40956855and? I'm not crossdressing I just have boobs
>>40957097can i feel them?i just love touching hard masculine men :D
