>Be me, closeted ftm from the middle east>Be a man online because it's the only way I can handle life >Find an online collaborative game project mod for a game I like, join the discord for it>Meet a cute girl from europe, we work together on the game, she does art and music, I do art and coding>she's perfect, we like nearly everything, the same art, same music, same games, same humour, same political beliefs, we are like the same person in a different mold>Tells me she's trans>"lol me too actually">We bond over that, get closer>Go through very severe mental issues, she's very protective and caring of me, helps me not commit suicide several times>I ask her to be my girlfriend even though I always was against online relationships, she tells me she feels the same way and was planning to ask me to be her boyfriend>She's adorable, calls me husband, video calls me daily and we talk for hours at a time >We even are working on our own little game together where she does music and art while I do the coding and art, it's going well >I have the girlfriend of my dreams. But. I have no way to be with her physically. Fuck.>I'm still in university and so is she, I have 3 - 4 years left (I'm a medical student, it takes 6 years in my country not counting residency)>Family are extremely conservative who genuinely threatened to track me down to kill me if I transition or travel, they were against me studying abroad due to cultural reasons >No way my girlfriend can come here, but also no way I can go to her We both feel extremely hopeless. I'm getting increasingly depressed of my life. I don't know how to move forward knowing I will never get to hold her and be with her. She tells me to just "Live in the moment" and be glad we can be together online but it's so hard. I need her so much. what do I do, I know roping is the best option here but I don't want to do it because she will be heartbroken
why don't you travel to where she is and then work some random job?
Hop on a boat in Libya and hope you make it to Italy
>>40942251>>40942251I would love to, I don't mind even a floor scrubbing job, but I'm still not done with university, my parents are against it and I'm paranoid my parents will track me down and hurt us, parents being unsupportive means no money, so it's not realisticImmigration is hard especially if you have no income and no experience (I don't have a university degree yet for example so no one would hire me) and I can't get a job with the study load of my university
>>40942300yeah that's tough I suggest you ask elsewhere for advice too like /adv/ and such
