>had strange fascination with passing drag queens and trans women when I was really young>made me feel a certain way>told no one>AGP/AGAMP thoughts >tried to repress them>tried to date women>had some relationships but never lasted because AGP/AGAMP thoughts always came back>lived life straight (tried) into early adulthood >AGAMP thoughts back in full force>zero attraction to women now >can only get off to imagining I’m a passing trans girl in a scenario with a cis manWhat did I do to myself? No porn on a regular basis. In fact porn never did much vs my imagination which was much more powerful. How do I undo this? Is there a normal amount of cis het guys like this?
>>40948994No. I just don’t like the idea of someone liking me presenting as a man.
>>40948826>can only get off to imagining I’m a passing trans girl in a scenario with a cis manI have questions. What kind of scenarios? And how do you feel about passing trans women you see dating cis men?
>>40949210Scenarios where I’m top and bottom. Getting fucked in the car in the parking lot before we go to dinner. >how do you feel about passing trans women you see dating cis menLooks nice.
take your pills
>>40949246So you only think about sex in this dynamic. Interesting.>Looks nice.What do you like about it exactly? Do you get envious?
>>40949303I haven’t had a long term relationship with a guy before. But there are non sexual stuff things I like with one. Just every day stuff. The feeling of protection. It’s just because of my experience or lack there of and knowing my deepest urges sex comes to mind.
>>40949286I was thinking this might be the case
