>>40953816
why not just top?

>>40953816
>i can barely fit two fingers in my ass, how am i to fit an entire dick, which is longer and thicker?
because your prison gay, not a bottom. i am never wasting my time even courting a dude that doesn't obsess over dick because fucking someone that doesn't want to take it fully sucks

>i also feel really empty and sad for pretending im attracted to someone. old men are ugly, not cute.
the only reason to even send a blip to anyone 5+ years older is if they have all their hair and said hair isn't white, and even then youre supposed to only use them for sex unless you're looking for a sugar dad

if you send anything to those ugly retarded people, even a 'no', they will interpret that as pozzed attention because they are used to get literally nothing

>why is it always masculine older men messaging me and never beautiful, cute younger twinks that look like tomboys?
because people like me are far in between.

>>40954089
>>40954100
>why not just top
>you're prison gay
I cannot get hard enough to fuck a masculine male in the ass. I think I could top a femboy though. But again, they don't seem interested in me. So...

My question is why? Annoying women might make up a worryingly large amount of women these days, but there more than a few that are cool. You do actually have to go to places where they are though, not just to the same places that have resulted in your current poor experience
>Gay sex hurts in my bum
Then don't do it you idiot. If you're that determined to swear off women. Just top. There more than a few bottoms who don't want to fuck back and don't mind if you're not gagging on their dick. You know some people actually enjoy getting their partner off as much as they enjoy getting off, and if you can find one that pops from you pounding them, you're golden.

You are incredibly infuriating with how obtuse you are about this. 4/10 bait larp. Most successful of 2025

>>40953816
>how do i fix myself and become homosexual?
you're a straggot, op. a prison-bi one, but a straggot nonetheless. i know because i was one too, now i only fag up while jorking it. fix your life instead and get those women

>>40953816
twinks and femboys are absolutely drowning in messages you have to hit them up like a woman

>>40953816
>it was so cringe
Because your life is cringe. Embrace it, these gay guys might be the best and most helpful friends you might make, and you sure as fuck need a good male support system, judging by the situation.

>>40954304
>you're a straggot, op. a prison-bi one, but a straggot nonetheless. i know because i was one too
>now i only fag up while jorking it.
I don't understand your post. Are you bi now?

As an honest to goodness, suicidally depressed and lonely (ex)-prison gay who actually went through with having sex multiple times (and never staying hard, or cumming without thinking of porn and jacking it during the act) maybe I can give you some perspective (although kissing with clothes on generally made me hard, oddly enough)

First off: This will not fill that lonely, depressing hole you have inside of you

>i want to be moaning in pleasure
Never happened with me. It just felt "uncomfortable" because I felt like I was going to shit everywhere. I only bottomed twice and this feeling that im going to shit everywhere, killed my interest in bottoming. Didn't hurt, or feel bad, just very uncomfortable. Same happened when I tried toys too.
>i cant stop gagging and crying when there's a dick in my mouth
Fucking hell, even I wasn't this gone. I sucked their dicks until completion and made a good effort with it, putting in a bit of acting with light moaning and popping sounds etc. It didn't make me horny or excited, but I kinda got some satisfaction out of making them cum. I never gagged or cried about it
>how do i fix myself and become homosexual?
The vast majority of my porn is gay and has been for nearly 15 years now. 90% of it is 2D gay and it nearly always involves me inserting as someone being abused, raped, or taken advantage of. If over a decade of that shit didn't turn me into a full blown bottom queer by now, nothing will.
>ive been alone for so many years and i dont want to die alone
You will still be lonely. You don't have the brain to feel connection with someone of your sex
>why is it always masculine older men messaging me and never beautiful, cute younger twinks that look like tomboys?
If you can't get women, what makes you think you can get the cute, young twinks who don't want to be saddled with a coping straight guy?

This will not fix you. Trust me.

>>40953816
just give yourself an enema in the shower before getting fucked
do it like three times, roll around a bit, then testfuck yourself with a dildo, if there's no shit you're good to go
eat a high fiber diet and don't forget to take your prep

>>40953816
its another
>I'M GAY WHEN I SMOKE WEED
Weed makes you comfortable and can make you feel loosey goosey to try new things, but you aren't gay, just lose inhibition when you are high