autistic trans girl. how are u :3
>>40954866playing masterduel and thinking about messaging my exwbu anon!
>>40954866you dont look like that THOUGH
>>40954911i actually do
>>40954893im being GAY and fucking LONELY and i ordered my first ESTROGEN INJECTION and im gonna INJECT it with NEEDLES :3
>>40954927you arent a tranny if you arent on estrogen retard
>>40954935bitch ive been on pills for 9 months stfu
>>40954935yes they are retardit would be different if they said they were never gonna go on E but they clearly intend to
>>40954968I AM ON EEEEE
>>40954980sorry nonny ur reply didnt load before i posted mineeee
>>40955028its ok muahmuah <333
ok new topicwhen did u first find out u were autistic and or had adhd. and if you have adhd do you take meds for it and what's it like
>>40955057mwah <3 ily nonny
>>40955094now seggs?
>>40955126fine..>_<
>>40955138mguhhhh......//
>>40954866Recently I went to a doctor to get adhd meds, to my great surprise he didn't initially cloak me and we talked about my situation. At one point I showed him my diagnosis which mentioned ASD, and he said something like "oh yeah, I suspected so :)". Afterwards he saw my deadname in the electronic prescription system and he asked if I have gender identity disorder.I am now going to paris.
>>40955159so he's a transphobic creep??
>>40955179He gave me my prescription and a note saying that i have adhd in my new name. He also ignored the tranny stuff once I told him not to worry about it.He is pretty normal for this country idk. I wish he wouldn't call it that but he was fine and he didn't ask for a lot of money either. He also prescribed more of the medication so i can have backups.
>>40955198well that's good then go to france and have fun fucking baguets:3what kinda drugs were they, do you like them, what do they taste like
>>40955252methylphenidate xrit sucks ass, try to get lisdexamfetamine or dexamfetamine (like adderall) instead.
>>40955325>>40955325>methylphenidate xrok so thats ritalin. i hear that it has like a punchier affect than vyvanse (lisdex) or adderall. but people with autism dont seem to like it like does it give u sensory overload or wha
>>40954866A little rough desu, a lot of influences in my life don’t want me to be trans. I’m away from all of my accepting frens and am in enemy territory. I went to a drag show recently which was pretty cool, but I was by myself and the nice drag lady host talked to me but I was awkward and sputtered a little bit.It is nice to wear my nightgown in my room and play Minecraft, but I miss playing OpenMW Morrowind on my PC
>>40955426awww honey i'm sorry about that, parents? :(
>>40955461Yeah :( I got outed to my parents and now I’m here to do manual labor for them. It’s okay though, it just gives me a chance to start chipping away at their disapproval. Idk if my dad will ever get there tho
>>40955506wdym chip away?
>>40955562I guess I just mean persist and remain true to myself as they acclimate to me being trans. I am compromising my appearance a little bit, ofc, I’m not wearing full girlmode like I do at home, but I am dressing more androgynous and I’m refraining from changing my behavior as much as I did when I would visit before. My mom even grabbed laundry out of my room and washed one of my dresses that I snuck out in
>>40954866hey, typing like that doesn't make you look feminine.it just makes you look like a pedophile.
>>40955614i wish u good on this.... (hug hug hug) i really hope they do come around if they haven't already...... idk i just hope they're really good to you.....
>>40955632i think that's your internalised transphobia kicking in
>>40955653Thank you!!!! Worst case scenario I’m still stronger than bad and will persevere, but hopefully I’m working towards acceptance. My dad has been rude about it, but my mom has been gentle and largely avoids the topic matter
>>40955699so ur mother is nice and ur father is a dick?
>>40955719Indeed! She has still expressed some disapproval, but I think she’s too nice to be entirely close minded. My dad is a total cowboy tho and has no qualms about saying means things
>>40955741what's unconditional love like? neither of my parents were nice they were both horrible
>>40955674it's not internalized, i am openly transphobic. i'm just saying, you aren't doing a very good job acting like a woman. the :3 shit gives "furfag" or "creepy male", it doesn't look feminine.
>>40955824It’s mostly a privilege and a blessing with a few rough caveats. No matter how difficulties or differences, all of the obligation and the anxiety it all induces, it is also an invaluable resource and network of people that want what’s best for you. I have a lot to complain about from them, but my life would be a lot harder without them.I’m sorry to hear about your situation, even not knowing you I do know that you deserve so much better than that. I hope people see you for how good you are and make themselves part of a new family for you
everything hurts
>>40955067> when did u first find out u were autisticWhen I went for my autism diagnosis and realised soo many things I have done/about me is related to autism. Also my sister had adhd and is on meds but not for long so can’t tell yet
>>40954866sad and high
>>40954866still crying about my dog...
>>40954866I just beat megaman x7 so im feeling pretty good :D
>>40954866good. i just woke up, and soon i will be on the streets again for the night.i only have to do this for a couple more days, then i should get some foodstamps and i can take a break.oh and i guess someones calling me next week to help me. someone from the state. so idk.
>>40956441(hug) i dont understand why some people have to live like this. i'm sorry...... are u safe?6
