when i look in the mirror right after i wake up im fairly ok with my appearance, almost liking it. but then as they day goes on it gets worse and worse, i keep going back to the mirror and i seem to look progressively worse until i feel like a monster. what the fuck causes this?
>>40955399I experience something similar at time i feel like i look like a woman but then i check later and i go back to looking like a moid and what causes it is dysphoria lol very debilitating
>>40955399real
>>40955399Being exhausted at the end of the day might make it harder to suppress your subconscious emotions
>>40955399>picrelNever detroon
>>40955399What happened to this Isaac Uncooked guy? I used to see him all over the board. Did he retroon?
>>40955399i have schadenfreude over that image, what an idiot. maybe some childless 55y old terf from britain can adopt him.
>>40955708She just needed chin reduction
>>40955399extremely grim image, what a waste
>>40955399iktf but idk abt it either.sometimes i see mybody all bloated up and then it gets thin, at moments like this i feel like peeling my skin off.
>>40955399That image fills me with absolute existential dread. I'm so happy I transitioned. Even if I don't pass and just boymode all the time, at least I'm still cute and androgynous and won't age like a man, and might even pass after some more years on HRT.
>>40956619>and won't age like a manwtf does this even mean?have you ever seen a postmenopause woman?
>>40956850>have you ever seen a postmenopause woman?just dont enter menopause keep the estrogen in a healthy range are you stupid or something ?
>>40956861but actual women dont produe estrogens post-menopauseso you dont mean "not aging" like a man, you mean taking estrogen for life for vanity reasons
>>40956901>so you dont mean "not aging" like a man, you mean taking estrogen for life for vanity reasonsur kinda retarded anon ngl
>>40955669he is literally about to kill himself, probably already did
>>40956932no uwomen dont actually age in the way you claimyour simulacra of womanhood isnt authentic by any measure
>>40955399sup issac self post
>>40955399So where are the studies on autoimmune, gut issues, vertigo, eye health?
>>40957298>vertigoVitiligo
>>40956956what about the women that take estrogen after menopause?
>>40955399god seeing them with beard shadow in second pic made me physically nauseous. poor soul.>>40956619same. i cant even say with 100% certainty that im a woman but i am deeply fucking thankful that i continued transitioning and didnt tap out.
>>40955399this is going to be meit fills me with immeasurable dread
some get to be cute and pretty and lovedsome have to suffer and die and disappearthis is our fate repbros
>>40957762the main reason she stopped is because she is experiencing health issues >>40957298But I think most of these issues can be helped by maintaining a movement centered lifestyle. If you are sitting all day in a room and barely moving, even just walking around your house, you will start developing these random diseases and will get worse the longer you keep doing this.I notice this is very common among the average MTF
>>40957830The entire point is to make sure you don't let it get too bad, there are some medications out there that can help you remedy this but it won't be enough after a long enough time has passed and your diseases have worsened a certain amount.
>>40957830>maintaining a movement centered lifestylethis could be anything, go on a treadmill and do some running, some inclined walking.Go on the stairmachine and do some stepsGo swimmingDo anything that can have your knees above your waist.
This is why I want ffs, after being on hrt for so many years, I know that the change isn’t irreversible, but once I get ffs , there is no way back to my old self
>>40957374crickets
>>40956850OP here. I meant that I will continue to become more feminine as I get older rather than more masculine. As long as I'm on estrogen, I will continue being at least somewhat feminine.>have you ever seen a postmenopause woman?There are plenty of very pretty old women, and also most women go on HRT for menopause. Otherwise they're at risk of a bunch of health problems. That's quite literally what HRT is actually meant for, not turning men into women.
>>40955399Morning puffiness is more pronounced 8n some folks than others. By the end of the day your face sags a little.
>>40955399I've noticed if I stay up for an entire day I start being okay again.
>>40956861>Post menopauseWomen strart to loose their youthful glow after age 22. Instead of aging like a man (getting older and more handsome) you are going to speedrun yourself into a wall.Mots of women are on bc (estrogen and prog) their whole adult lives and still they will get haggy looking. Thin estrogenized skin is only supposed to look good when you are very young.
>>40957830>>40957845so many side effects...
>>40955664terrible to look at. and that bizzcit. yikes! like gulag inmate he looks now. why hair?reeeee!>>40960627might be this, like morning puffiness. now i am at like 12% bf and look gaunt, dread feel like humanized chimpanze, gargoyle, inhuman. der skull haunts... remember how i loved skin puffiness on mu face when messed with phytoestrogenics (drinking lavender oil) but got boobers growing and people started looking at me weirdly at job... even when i was at 18%bf it was facially better but felt blocky, but that was from fucked thyroid from using cough medicines to get high, they had thyme and anise, lowers thyroid (got tsh 7) and is estrogenic too. getting some shit now with arms, cause i exercise not in a gymbro way but 40ish reps with light weights few tomes a week. worst are shoulders, gotta stop doing raises i think... veins too, but in untrained slob state i would feel improper and patheticnin a way, if i were women it would be no problem, eeeh.
>>40961938There is really nothing too unique or enlightening about being a mysogonystic gay man anon. I've met dozens of guys like you.
>>40955399my future <3Cant wait to go bald and kill myself!
>>40962086I think the side effects really are noticeable when you just depressionmaxx, like video games all day, eating processed garbage and staying inside all day
>>40962593>Cant wait to go bald and kill myself!muddafucking he shaved his head himself and went bald
>>40955399debunkedhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwRf60mJ0nQ
>>40964778I’ll do the same
>>40964825tldw?
