i feel like im too ugly and will never be able to look prettyim too lazy and incompetent to learn how to do things like makeup and take care of my hair properly and dress properlyim rly autistic and socially avoidant so i always just make others uncomfortable and creeped out whenever i need to interact with peoplei feel like im always going to be some kind of social pariah and looked at with only pity or disgusti dont think i can relate to the normal trans experience, they seem to be going about being trans in a more 'real' way which seems inaccessible to me
>I won't be pretty anywaysMaybe not, it's hard to know before you start>I won't be able to keep up with the daily routine required to be trans and not look like a fucking gigahon freakThis is a valid concern, transition requires a fuckton of effortMy gf's ex has been manmoding for about 7 years because she will never ever look like a woman irlIt's rough
>>40958482Anon. You gotta decouple these ideas of self care and gender and seriously just focus on looking after your health and mental wellbeing. You're gonna be looked at as a social pariah regardless of gender if you're not looking after yourself and you have such negativity towards yourself. You don't have to fix it all at once, just try and do your best and start with a small step in a positive direction.
yeah same, im just a creepy weirdo, always have been. its like being an incel, theres no "transitioning" out of it. your existence is just social poison. even so i guess we have to try because the alternative is just roping
>>40958482relatable, I just don't go outside, I'm a night creature
>>40958482and yet, here you stand. I don't know your personal beliefs anon, but being trans is a spiritual experience. The fact that there is even an internal incongruence means that you've already earned the title, at least partially. you will ascend your flesh and mold yourself into someone worth loving, it just takes time and patience.
>>40958482I mean you were able to use words to describe your feelings without chatgpt, albeit clumsily... maybe that anon who said education is isnt always best for transgirls had a point..
