i cant cut myself or kill myself because i was stupid enough to make people and animal care about me.im tired of this tranny existence and its too much for me. my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all. if im left alone with my thoughts it takes no longer than 10 minutes for my mind to find itself enthralled with the idea of ending my life.in the past week alone ive thought abouthanging myselfshooting myselftaking a bunch of pillsziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsslicing my wrists open in a warm bathjumping in front of a truckjumping off a buildingdriving headfirst into traffic or an immovable objectwhy am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?
>>40960217>feel bad for Olivenever expected this
>>40960217Get a therapist please, everyone thinks it won't help, and then it usually does.
>>40960217this is why I gave up on working and became a neet to hide from this shit
I met a girl that looked just like freckles, she was kinda cute desu
>>40960217If it's Olive, please no. I still haven't gotten a chance to smash. I neeeeeed to have hot transbian sex with you If not Olive, just walk into the woods with minimal supplies. You'll either get lost and die, or you'll survive and come back with a newfound will to live
>>40960217do a flip
>>40960531It was at work and at points I felt like I was talking to her and often smiled imagining it was actually sweet freckles, maybe one day I'll meet her and get to count all of her cute spots
>>40960756Oh! She also gave me a sandwich, it was quite nice
giwtwm
>>40960217dont be racist in your next life lol
>>40960217Can you just hurry the fuck up already I'm tired of seeing this faggot construction yard hon posted everyday. Thanks
>>40962720us?
>>40962726Cute but I'm not there mentally I got too lucky.
>>40962729:(i wish i wasnt so against sh.
>>40960217take new pictures ffs
>>40960217What a manly faceLooks like my old HS friend tim
>>40962860true. its me. tim.
>>40963011Naw i saw tim last year he’s not a failure troon he has a family that loves him and is generally a productive member of society. Def didn’t make a fetish the focus of his life
>>40960319This idiot just keeps spamming. >>40960626Seek Jesus
>>40962703Can you imagine the male autism storm and racist chanting you could get out of a Emily+Olive séance?
self harm is retardeddont be retarded
>>40963418Is Emily racist? She is so pro Palestinian, i did not think xer would have time for that
>>40960217>ziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wristsplease dont do this. my cousin did this. please dont do any of this.>why am i so creative with these methods? autism prollyyou look familiar. i dont come to this board that often anymore but i remember you.>>40963040what the fuck is wrong with you
>>40963663i dont want to. i barely got anything i want in life so it feels alluring. when people claim theyre lonely or sad because theyre ugly, guess what, having a bf/gf isnt some magic fix.there isnt some magic fix for my issues or my self esteem. god bless my bf he tries but i still hate myself and feel slighted by the universe and hate playing this stupid fucking game. current events only exacerbate this pain and dread.
>>40963680i know. i get it. i'm right there with you actually. uglier, even. actively rotting away and i know he's tired of me.i dont know what to tell you but i feel your pain and for whatever little it is worth i don't want to see you die and i think you look like a pretty girl.
>>40960217>shooting myself>taking a bunch of pills>ziptying a bag over my head and ziptying my wrists>slicing my wrists open in a warm bath>jumping in front of a truck>jumping off a building>driving headfirst into traffic or an immovable object>why am i so creative with these methods? why cant i be creative in ways to improve my life or cope better with trannyshit?uhm most of these are very male brainedthe fem brained way is simply to take a bunch of sleeping pills, the warm bath one is a close second tho
>>40963759i geniunely dont fucking care. im choosing effective methods over attentionseeking. thats why i havnt cut or dont permanent forms of self harm in like 12 years. i dont want to burdon others. i dont want people to see my pain becsuse thsts unfair to force upon others. cutters are selfish losers and malicious with it. people see that and feel, compelled, or coerced to treat you differently.
>>40963709it always feels like placating some ill person. if i wasnt open about these feelings you wouldnt feel the need or desire to call me pretty. this is a shit test and you failed. you reek.
>>40963858woman moment
>>40963896shut the fuck up. faggot.
>>40963821attention seeking is based thoughever
>>40963902or what?
>>40963905no its not.>>40963909im gonna use the Afghani anal articulator on you
>>40963933>no its not.yes it is.>people see that and feel, compelled, or coerced to treat you differently.why is being treated differently a bad thing? they treat you differently because they care and want to help you. if you hide your mental state that's just as retarded. you should let the people around you help
>>40963972how the fuxk do they help me? nigga are you serious? "ermaghad pluck your brows girlll"doesnt change that my sillioutte is and always will be hulking malewhat useful advice or help can people offer?see a therapist? so i can get institutionalized and lose all yhe stability in my life when i get fired and cant pay my mortgage?
>>40963933you know you'd kill yourself with whatever that is before ever getting to me lmao
>>40964072This is shitty advice but maybe you could use your hair to cover the sides of your face to make it look smaller
>>40960217You should write the ideas down and write some tranny zine poetry using the methods as allegory or metaphor or some shit. Then hopefully whatever bullshit you write is semi-creative enough to publish after you kill yourself and provide income to your cat.Also, don't kill yourself, you're actually a pretty cute girl imo and being a hon isn't the worst thing anymore you could be black or a jew or something
>>40960217Yuck.
>>40964072>see a therapistyou don't even see a therapist or psychiatrist? wtf, go get on some meds. they don't just automatically institutionalize you unless you actively say you're gonna go home after your appointment and kys and have a plan to do sojust having suicidal thoughts is not grounds for institutionalization
>>40964268Yes. agreed.
>>40964158stupid.>>40964195liarim a fee fi fo fum ass nigga
>>40964268oh yeah?
>>40964293>those huge legs and hipsHmm
bababooey
>>40964338you need your guns taken away
>>40964314Cute. Would.
>>40964293Woah what this is actually kinda peak i want to look like that I'm 6'2 and starting hrt like next week or month hopefully and you actually made me feel good for a minute what the fuckIf you were my gf id kms with you
>>40964342>you need ynobody asked, fatass
My leddit banned ass bullshit wants to say don't kys at least not without a better reason than 'sad tranny'. Get into gambling or crack or something at least.
>>40964407i was into meth before. i should again desu
>>40964390At least you got some trigger discipline lmao
>>40960217>my flesh prison disgusts me daily and i cannot tolerate it well at all.yeh, just be beautiful bro, how hard is that.
>>40964443uh oh... all dorito chip....
>walk away from board for two years>olives still doomingDamn. Why don't you find yourself a transbian to slice you up and do shit like this? I was out in the woods razoring up a girls thighs and that shit was healing for the both of us (and fucking delicious). 10/10 reccomend
>>40964443uh oh...
>>40964443nasty ass fucking disgusting transbian. ALL RIBCAGE AHAHAHAAAAGROSS ASS HON HIDING HER SHOULDER IN EVERY PIC
>>40964565the shoulder to hip ratio tbe back the masculine gaitJesus Christ
>>40964443>anglefraud anglefraud anglefraudThis person would not pass IRL if you met them
>>40964545where does one find such a girl?
>>40964565Maybe im just a retard but i think that at some point the amount of effort into passing makes the clocky bits endearing, but im probably just into triangles as a sex thing
>>40964640It just looks strange.
>>40960217thank god every day you're not a manmoder like me
>>40964707nigga i basically am. i dont do my brows, or have a nice hairdo. or wesr make uo or jewelry. im basically a genderfuck moder at best. the people who do gender me female know me already or know of me.
>>40964621Uhhhhh for me it was fetlife looking for people to play with sharps. Got invited to a local kink discord, turns out it's like 90% trannies, started talking and ended up hanging with this girl and now we're here. I don't usually fw trannies, but they're so cooked compared to most cis women. Like? I have two of these from her in my fridge??Look around. You'll find someone to use/abuse/be abused by :3
>>40964766>genderfuckkys
>>40964888i want to yeah
>>40964545>Damn. Why don't you find yourself a transbian to slice you up and do shit like this?he prefers to come here to shizpost and shit up the board post. spam and flooding is his meta
she bagged a teenage beauty whilst olive is bending over for 50 yr old down low bears because he is unable to find a true lover.
>>40965281real beauty comes from the inside
>>40965281>teenage beauty BRUH
Olive is the ugliest of men inside and out.
Why are people so mad at freckles, haters are so weird
>>40965337uh hug. and a real cutie too.
>>40965355nigga this bitch is a straight up pedophile and youre feining after him?
>>40965556baby gets the tenderest cuts because she attracts them by her purity of heart.
>>40964293why are passoids the most ungrateful and mentally ill?
>>40966342fellerim 6'1 in shoesim 200lbsmy underbust is 34 inches (38C Bra)im 80-90th percentile for most proportions on top of being 99.5th percentile for height.not a passoidstop fucking gaslighting me and hugboxing me.
>>40966382>I'm a big womanWell duh, there are women of all sizes, the girl I met was also taller than me, well that's not a feat but she was bigger than all women in the room but she was still cute
>>40960217A bong rip, a greasy pizza slice, hanging out with some irl tgirls, getting your asshole stretched, and getting off this godforsaken website for a few weeks would probably save you Olive.
>>40966590he's too racist and nasty to reform and gets too much encouragement from his cis lesbian enabler to ever leave this platform.any time he wants attention the gigantic body will be squeezed in to the tightest of jeans and paraded for all to see for attention. if that fails its going to be suicide threads galore.
>>40966657I find it hard to imagine how pathetic the type of person who spends their days on 4chan bullying depressed trans women to soothe their own eggshell-thin egos must be. I can hardly even visualize it.Mind posting a pic of yourself for research purposes anon?
>>40966846Fine but only cuz you asked
>>40966902Nm you're perfect
>>40966846imma get back to you on that. Ever thought about becoming an enabler?Never mind. You would make a great one.
>>40966967>>40966846please enable anon
