>be me>have serious gay thoughts for the first time a couple nights ago>think "it seems appealing to date a dude! this seems right for me!">next day>thinking about it a lot and it still seems right>kind of anxious cause it's a lot to process in one days time>anxiety shows and mom asks "what's going on?">don't want to tell her because i was planning on waiting for months before even considering telling anyone>cave and tell her i'm gay>she's supportive but I definitely told her too soon>tell best friend on the same day, he's supportive too but same issueI feel pretty confident about all this, but at the same time i feel like i rushed the process a lot. I wish i didn't tell my mom and didn't commit to this so soon. I am attracted to girls in a sexual way but I would not want a long term relationship with one. I feel like I can connect on a more personal level with a dude. Thinking about getting onto the gay side of a dating app but apprehensive. IT ALL WENT WRONG!!!
>>40968226How old are you?
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>>40968704i've always thought i just liked girls and that was the end of it but after some stuff happened and putting in some thought i think i would enjoy a gay relationship a lot more. i've had a girlfriend in the past year and went out with another girl this past year also for a bit, and she was very nice and cool as well. but like i said i'm basically only attracted to girls sexually (at least i think) and, on the other hand, sex would be the last thing on my mind in a gay relationship. i just think i'd have a much more deep and intimate connection with a dude that's basically a really good friend. and i'm not looking for some feminine little twink either, i'm looking for a dude around my age who's got the same interests as me and is just chill to be around
>>40968226yeah this is basically me, I've thought about it and I'm certain I'm romantically and sexually attracted to women only but I generally connect better with men and would say I have a very deep intimate emotional relationship with my best friend (male).
