does it even matter if the end result ends up being the same?

>>40974545
If you realized your dysphoria is fake you'll regret your life and detransition.

>>40974559
what if you later realize your dysphoria is real and you wasted years repping. (It gets worse with age)

i try to cope with my decisions by just accepting im going to fuck it all up and im a clown no matter what

To elaborate why I don't trust my dysphoria. It suddenly popped up at 19 after learning about diy hrt.
Can't remember being explicitly dysphoric as a child and during puberty, but I barely have any memories of who I was either way.
With the onset of puberty, I immediately became depressed and depersonalized though.

>>40974591
This is a much worse fate than realizing you were cis after all

bump

>>40974516
same here. trying to figure this out feels impossible

>>40974516
You've probably gaslight yourself if you have to ask

if you gaslighted yourself into it it is still dysphoria, you should treat it

>>40979132
Yeah, but if I've gaslight myself into it, then transition wouldn't be the appropriate treatment, and that's really dreadful to think about

>>40979160
>then transition wouldn't be the appropriate treatment
incorrect, it still would be. its dysphoria my guy, the only way to treat it is by transitioning. repping isnt real.

>>40979399
So I've somehow managed to gaslight myself into becoming a tranny? Sounds inane, but at this point it would make sense for how I barely even manage to be human

>>40974516
If you're posting this weird furry cumbrain picture then you're probably a trender freak and should noose.

>>40979496
Dw, I won't be a stain on the face of the earth much longer