i think i'm gonna stop talking to the tranny i normally pay 200+ dollars a month to for videos of her farting or shitting. we had such a good thing going but she can't stop her BPD from fucking everything up. literally the easiest money ever and she can't help herself from ruining it. why are trannies like this
>>40975130>200+ dollarsAnd my homeless ass is picking mushrooms to commit suicide while high
>>40975130this level of patheticness from men somehow loops back into being fascinating, like you're turning your life into some experimental art piece
>>40976472i make good money and dont really have much else to spend it on. i dont drink or do drugs and i mostly cook my own meals so decent paying job+low cost of living means a lot of leftover disposible income. i got no grand ambitions in this life, so why not spend it on girl farts? make some college age broad's life a bit better while i'm doing it. she just has to flip on the camera for a minute or two and rip ass, good deal if you ask me>>40976456sorry i cant be more help toots. if you're in pnw i can give you somewhere to stay i guess, i have my own place and live alone (hence why i'm paying young women to watch them fart)
>>40976499I'll shit on you for 200 dollars
>>40976472What exactly is pathetic? OP wants content and is willing to pay for it. No different than the patrons of the art of old
>>40976677that's pretty epic of you to offer, i'd probably go for it
im actually gonna get a raise soon too. and she knows that. i dont get people. life is really simple, but humans choose to make it complicated for no reason.
>>40975130There are trannies on here who would probably do that for free if you know how to work them
>>40978616i do have trannies that freely send me poop and fart stuff, she just takes really huge dumps and makes really good videos. literally takes photography in college.
>200 a monthfor how much content? was she just shitting in the toilet or doing something more involved than thatt. curious of girlie
>>40978662mostly just shittin in the toilet, farting in front of the camera, yada yada. i'm not really into anything elaborate. probably the riskiest thing i had her do is strip naked in a public bathroom before shittin. not really interested in the "scat" side of things like smearing or anything freaky like that. you'd probably not be a good fit for me though because i like a woman with a bush
>>40978647>she just takes really huge dumps and makes really good videos. literally takes photography in college.based
>>40979006yeah but she's also bpd like all trannies are. when we first started dealing she had a lil dood bf who didnt know. naturally she tried to give me that girlfriend experience crap even though i told her plenty of times i didnt want or need it. poonie found out she was fuckin around and she had a melty. things havent been the same since
>>40979042This is the way it goes when you talk to tranniesthey're all short term and you need to constantly replace them
>>40979118yeah, its just pain in the ass
i'm just tired man. maybe i should put my money into a normal hobby like alcoholism or anime figurines
gonna make some popcorn
>>40979042how did y'all meet? i'm sorry about the pooner, would it be better for you if he tried farting/shitting as well?
>>40980483we met on here actually. and nah, the problem was i had no clue tranny had a bf and lil dood didnt know about me either. dont even know what lil dood looks like
>>40980495Trannies lie about shit like that all the time
>>40980986yeah trust me I know. I had my very strong suspicion it was the case
she was supposed to get me another video soon and idk if im even gonna respond
im just so angry and sad. i think im gonna go on a walk. maybe i wont ever make it back. i think im ready for that
really my life was already over when she died. my life afterwards has just been an afterthought. like a post-credits scene
it'll be 10 years soon and it still feels like it happened yesterday. i want to carry on to preserve her legacy. to make her proud. but im really very tired now. it's not a kind of tired that sleeping can fix
i have no future. i have no goals or anything. i live alone. i am alone
>>40982106>>40982147>>40982162That's deep dudeI hope you feel better
im sorry i couldnt be stronger
>>40975130>first time browsing /lgbt/ >first thread on page 1I’m here forever, aren’t I?
