deadass cannot believe i wanted to kill myself because of being trans its so fucking stupid. i shitty girl voice goth cringe transbian at my stupid faggot cafe job everyday where 80% of my customer interactions are being misgendered overtly and directly n ive been groped called slurs fucking pointed and laughed at by teen boys getting paid shit and it's my birthday tomorrow and i'm 2 years on hrt thinkin this shit fucking useless i coulda twinked out if i just lost weight and shit coulda fucked a hot trans girl if i didn't waste this time chasing AGP fantasies wasting youth AAAA WHO FUCKING CARES I CAN'T EVEN KILL MYSELF I SHOULD JUST STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH AND START ENJOYING THINGS MAYBE THE BREATH FEELS BETTER IN MY LUNGS WITH MY FAGGOT DICK BROKEN FROM ESTROGEN SHITTY BROKEN BLACK FUCKING NAILS CHEAP EYELINER CLOGGED IN THE CORNERS OF MY EYES MAYBE PERPETUALLY CALLED CRINGE ONLINE
>>40979702happy birthday anon (going to bed since its 3 am here), i hope things get better
lollll it doenstg et betterwasted my whole youth trying to convice myself i could be feminine and never putting myself out there out of fear30 is approachingACK!!!!!!
>>40980501it doesn't get better? Should I cut my arms open and kill myself?
I'm sorry for your suffering.I've been sent by the universe to tell you that you need to seek the end of suffering through awareness.If you want a good book to read, look for "tcl and the tk toolkit" by John K. Ousterhout.If you find out about "tcl/tk" and learn how to use it, you'll find the path to happiness.
