I’m 22, and when I compare myself to my FTM friends who transitioned earlier, I just feel like a total failure. One of my friends is so convincingly male that I thought he was cis until he told me otherwise, and he actually helped me get on T. I was on it for about 2 months but stopped last week because I realized how pointless it feels for me.I think I could maybe pass in the face if I got a better haircut, but my body is so obviously pooner-shaped that it makes me embarrassed to even try. I want to be a guy so badly, but being stuck in this female body feels like a curse. It feels like my options are either living as a visibly failed tranny forever or just masking as a woman, which I hate, but at least I wouldn’t look so disturbing.My FTM friend keeps giving me pep talks like “just be yourself” and all that, but I can’t help comparing myself to him and feeling like I’ll never measure up. Honestly, it even crossed my mind that maybe he only helped me with HRT so he could laugh about it behind my back.
It's a very autistic thing to say but I find ftm posts where they use images I only see women post as proof they aren't really men
>>40981604age matters much less for FTMs than it does for MTFs. you can still be the poonman of your dreams anon
>>40981624It’s just a hamster.
>>40981624if more guys appreciated cute things like rodents the world would be a better place
Keep taking T this shit is like puberty it takes a few years for all the effects to kick in. Worst case scenario you chop your tits, hit the gym and twinkmaxx. You cant afford to be fat if youre pooner shaped so get your shit together
>>40981604you can only compete with yourself, not with others, can't live their life, so you can only make yourself more masculine than you were before
>>40981604How old are you? If you are under 20 you will get masculine bone changes?
>>40981624Who gives a shit but loosers like you? I don't care if I am fembrained at all. I look like a man and thus get treated like a man. You can seethe about it all you want while I go pet my little kitty and play sims4
>>40981604>quit hrt after two monthsjesus man atleast give it some time to work, im mtf so idk a lot about T but my little brother if ftm and it definitely took longer than two months for visible changes to come
>>40981604I started around your age (23) and I really fucking wish I had started sooner but it doesnt mean things are over. 2 months is extremely early and I think you should stay on. I always say this but the first year of hrt is always very painful, you barely notice any changes at all at that point and the wait is torture, but eventually it will all be worth it
>>40983243you should fuck your brother
>>40981604Please detransition people who trans transitioning as some sort of competition are so annoying
