I’m 22, and when I compare myself to my FTM friends who transitioned earlier, I just feel like a total failure. One of my friends is so convincingly male that I thought he was cis until he told me otherwise, and he actually helped me get on T. I was on it for about 2 months but stopped last week because I realized how pointless it feels for me.I think I could maybe pass in the face if I got a better haircut, but my body is so obviously pooner-shaped that it makes me embarrassed to even try. I want to be a guy so badly, but being stuck in this female body feels like a curse. It feels like my options are either living as a visibly failed tranny forever or just masking as a woman, which I hate, but at least I wouldn’t look so disturbing.My FTM friend keeps giving me pep talks like “just be yourself” and all that, but I can’t help comparing myself to him and feeling like I’ll never measure up. Honestly, it even crossed my mind that maybe he only helped me with HRT so he could laugh about it behind my back.
It's a very autistic thing to say but I find ftm posts where they use images I only see women post as proof they aren't really men
>>40981604age matters much less for FTMs than it does for MTFs. you can still be the poonman of your dreams anon
>>40981624It’s just a hamster.
>>40981624if more guys appreciated cute things like rodents the world would be a better place
Keep taking T this shit is like puberty it takes a few years for all the effects to kick in. Worst case scenario you chop your tits, hit the gym and twinkmaxx. You cant afford to be fat if youre pooner shaped so get your shit together
>>40981604you can only compete with yourself, not with others, can't live their life, so you can only make yourself more masculine than you were before
>>40981604How old are you? If you are under 20 you will get masculine bone changes?
>>40981624Who gives a shit but loosers like you? I don't care if I am fembrained at all. I look like a man and thus get treated like a man. You can seethe about it all you want while I go pet my little kitty and play sims4
>>40981604>quit hrt after two monthsjesus man atleast give it some time to work, im mtf so idk a lot about T but my little brother if ftm and it definitely took longer than two months for visible changes to come
>>40981604I started around your age (23) and I really fucking wish I had started sooner but it doesnt mean things are over. 2 months is extremely early and I think you should stay on. I always say this but the first year of hrt is always very painful, you barely notice any changes at all at that point and the wait is torture, but eventually it will all be worth it
>>40983243you should fuck your brother
>>40981604Please detransition people who trans transitioning as some sort of competition are so annoying
>>40983532no TwT
>>40981604I started transitioning at age 20 and it took me around a year and a half to get the changes I wanted, but now I‘m stealth to everyone.My body is more feminine than the bodies of other ftms and I have a bigger breast, because I went through female puberty, but I‘m a face luckshit with a very strong jaw and high cheek-bones and I‘m getting cosmetic surgery in the future to look even more masculine, even though I already pass.Body is pretty easy to fix, just gotta go to the gym more often, and get top surgery later on of course. Fat distribution does a lot, it completely changes the way your face looks as well.Going stealth is fully possible when you start later, but if I stopped after only two months the changes would‘ve been barely noticeable. Transition takes time.Oh yeah, and I see a lot of ftms online and friends who got really lucky with their body shape and the age they started to transition. You just have to suck it up and live as a less desirable man.
Pooners should be afraid to post on this board. They are just whining babies who never suffered. They all read Bl and schlick their fujo flaps 24/7. They will NEVER be real men because real men have COCKS. You are just making yourself an ugly unfuckable freakish woman. STOP NOW before it's TOO LATE
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>>40985490Who cares, I don't want to have a COCK :3I look like a cute boy and people see me as a boy and there is nothing you can do about it. Now I go rub my little pink pussy to yaoi, thanks alot
>>40985509>>40985523stay mad you mutilated testosterone poisoned fujoshi foids. You'll die full of regret for rejecting a life of privilege and ease.
>>40985537I do be schlicking my fujo flaps 24/7.
>>40985537Im happiest I have ever been and my life is so much better now. Keep crying while I pet my pretty pussy :3
>>40985620May I pet your pretty pussy pls? t. gayden
>>40981604outbench him
>>40985638Of course ;)
>>40985687Best day of my life, thank you anon
