kinda new but this is how i got here> 24 mtf hrt 15months lateshit or whatever u call it> always considered myself a lesbian since coming out> got rly lucky desu accepting cis gf that stayed with me throughout my transition> stopped loving her tho so unlucky ig> sex drive has been pretty much nonexistant since the moment i got on hrt> one night stumble onto r/smuTTTT> immediately start reading fagslop galore and way more intense fantasies than ive ever even thought of> lowkey hot as fuck reading some of these and i cant remember the last time i was this horny> ffw a month and a lot of the stuff ive read i now fantasize abt, desu still think im a lesbian but recently ive been getting off to the idea of a man hurting mei always thought u needed like severe trauma to be into that but i dont think i have any trauma. is something wrong with me
>>40982994>is something wrong with meIt's normal, your brain is just becoming more and more like your gender's
>>40983010idk if i believe that lolol but desu i have been more girly recently
>>40982994its always so interesting to me, i was gay before and after taking hrt, apart from crying more I feel mentally no difference whatsoever
>>40983099i mean i always like girls pre hrt and i still mainly like girls im prettyyyyyy suree. ive never seen a man i find hot.. its just like imagining being used brutally i guess
>>40983130>ive never seen a man i find hot.. its just like imagining being used brutally i guessthe way i see it, it basically means you love the feeling of being overpowered, and women normally can't/don't provide that. I always liked guys and while I do like being overpowered by my bf, I also want to be the "dominant" one here and there, but like, in a bottom way
>>40982994>please >let memajor ick
