>be me, 13>get groomed and manipulated a lot by online friends>some forced nudes, others just wanted esex. one was a pedo and sent me hentai of children>be me, 18 mtf 7 months hrt>had horrible track record with relationships>pumped and dumped a lot>mentally fucked from being used, fetishize being abused because it's all i deserve>fantasize about men old enough to be my father punching me in the stomach, hitting and biting me, verbally degrading me>being called pathetic and dehumanized is hotbut i still somehow want a loving relationship. i'm so fucked
i am in a loving relationship with a man who refuses to hurt or degreade or otherwise abuse me am i taking this for grantedi just want to be treated like the worthless trash i am
>>40984799You only find those things hot because of internet addiction and enablers, if you'd go one week without internet the realization hit would either make you reconsider things or kill yourself.
>>40984799Genuinely seek help, you mind and body have a deep relationship, your body and thus mind have been through alot. Youre not fucked. Just hurt.
>groomedbased
>>40984799> one was a pedo and sent me hentai of childrenZoomers are hilarious. When I was 13 I was running a lolicon piss fetish tumblr
>>40984799i was groomed too when i was a kid. i finally found a partner who's taking care me now... they're really respectful about my sexual trauma and the way being groomed fucked me up. it's possible to move forwards... the most important thing nona is you need to find people your age. you can never start to make things normal if you only think about old men who will never be willing to take care of you
>>40984799god i wish that were me
>>40988247Might be me being slightly older and eastern european but when I was 13 I was getting drunk with friends and knew people my age fucking/getting fucked by high schoolers and nobody even thought about it being grooming or some shit like that. Dunno, feel like people in the west have stunted development.
>>40984799Literally me but ftm. Idk my whole life my family treats me like I need to be perfect but everyone else like I’m a fucking piece of meat. Sometimes it’s easier just to let go to what people see you as, to escape your own failure as a human. I am a failed human but I hope to be useful to the horrible people I keep meeting.
>>40988688Shithole living europoors who think that that being children being addicted to substances and getting fucked by near adults is somehow fine just because it was normalized in their slum are insufferable
>>40988688Yeah sophomore year of highschool I had this horrid chaser friend who was into touching me bc he liked me being uncomfortable, was so obviously extremely into me. Choked out his girlfriend so much that she came to school with black blood spots inside of her eyes. Cheated on her with a 6th grader. It was so weird. Then as an adult I took a look on my state’s sex subreddit or whatever and he was on there in the most horrid sissy outfit I’ve ever seen. I felt like I was being smacked by my past in the worst way. When we were 12 he also brought up futa porn. Chasers are made young. He wasn’t even the worst sex offender in that friend group desu.
>>40988739We're not the ones having problem with grooming everywhere on social media so it worked out for the best. Sorry you weren't invited to parties as a teenager.
>>40988804Original point of this comment was that nobody cared that he was having sex with a 6th grader forgot to mention that
>>40988824Yeah I know what you're saying, don't know the age gap but when I was in high school nobody said anything about like a 4-5 years gap relationships but in the last few years I've noticed it changing completely, those "she was 17 years and 11 months old you sick fuck" becoming reality. Overall I think it's for the best but now when you have grooming story on the news it's pretty drastic, only sick fucks do it.
>>40984799is OP still in thread
>>40988886abolish the aoc judge people by their actionsrape abuse and manipulative relationships can be fully criticized without imaginary numbers social red tape
>>40989070That only worked when high trust community existed. We’ve seen yall can’t be trusted to not take a mile when given an inch
