I dont think I can handle being ugly and a troon especially a hon that will never passI already missed out on every social milestone and education because Im ugly and autistic so theres nothing tying me to living and no future to look forward toI also live in a shithole and Im broke as fuck so its not like I can afford to fix anything Even if I tried HRT I would stay ugly and have no hips or chest because my family all have shitty genes on top of making me uglyI really just want to kill myself because the future will have nothing but even more misery for me until its all over, and its already miserable enough I dont even have anyone to tell this either besides random people hereWhy was I cursed with this life especially since even if I do my best and hardest from this point onwards I would barely end up anywhere better than nowI dont even want to rep but the tranny system here is awful and I literally cannot afford DIY, so my only option is suicide
>>40986845Youve deliberately set yourself an impossible task (becoming a woman) so that you can fail at it, moan about it and play the victim. There are any number of achievable goals you could set yourself and achieve that would improve your life piece by piece, but you prefer your misery to the work, risktaking involved. > i have no futureNo ones going to give your future to you faggot TAKE IT.
>>40988197I have intense gender dysphoria of course wanting to be a woman is my lifelong goal but its impossible so I just die
>>40986845are you the serbian anon?
Chasers will find you attractive if you have long hair + shave yourself
>>40986845Same. If I had any chance I would have tried going through with it, but being permanently doomed no matter what you do is a terrible fate.
