At absolute best it's only a minority. To be a manmoder is to be a tall, physically masculine man. Most men are masculine, but masculinity to the point where you never malefail seems to me to be very rare. Rare enough that /mmg/ should be a dead, inactive general instead of going through two threads per day.I have NEVER malefailed. No one has EVER even so slightly hinted at my appearance being different. I look the same as in my old official documents except with slightly different skin./mmg/ used to be almost dead just a few years ago. What happened?
too many youngshits spoil the board
>>409875533 years zero malefails mocked all day im so ugly
>>40987553>masculinity to the point where you never malefail seems to me to be very rare. stfu your suffering is not unique
>>40987553i happenedi brought the fakemoders and we are gonna take over/fmg/ soon
transitioned at 26. 1.5yr hrt zero male fail. came out to family: no one saw it coming. bald. 6ft+. too lazy and shy to get laser. brows are not done. moid mannerisms. 0 voice training. crying all day today. hits myself constantly.
congrats you've made psycho difficult to watch & read
>>40987745don't hit yaself sis. you've gotta start somewhere! if you get good at doing wigs, you could have a different, cute hairstyle every day. my cousin transitioned at 72 and does this>>40987746somehow, i doubt this OP is what did that
>>40987553I am the only real manmoder
>>40987773you are a woman
>>40987779tell that to people in public
>>40987771>don't hit yaself sisfuck off>if you get good at doing wigsshave your head and show me how its done or fuck off>my cousin transitioned at 72 and does thisfuck off
>>40987746How did I do that?
>>40987784you have to go outside. this is not sustainable
>>40987553boymoder is now passoidmanmoder is now boymoderwhat's there not to getas a trumanmoder i don't need a gen, a need to sui immediately, they can do whatever they want in there
>>40987553No one wants to call themselves boymoders because it implies passing and all the boymoders have been doing it so long that they are in no way a boy anymore like me
>>40987809i go outside often. people interact with me as a cis heterosexual man. sexual dimorphism is real and some people are moided to shit.
>>40987809>go outside>get stared at and called 'it' because im horrific looking im good
>>40987842go outside and interact with non-people entities. just go for a walk. can you go for a walk without being forced to interact with people? even if you're trapped in a city there must be a park you could walk in
>>40987868ive gone for walks alone. i like testing my identification of plants and trees. that does not make any of the issues i originally mentioned go away. what is your thought process with giving me that advice?
>>40987858there was a girl in my elementary school. nicest girl you would ever meet, never looked sideways or said a bad word about anyone. youngest of 4, lived in the spare corner of a trailer-park double wide. there was a fire one night (we were in 4th grade) and her whole family forgot about her. she came out with horrific 3rd-degree burns, truly and permanently disfigured.she came back to school as soon as she could. of course, so many kids stared at her, didn't know who she was, pointed, laughed -- asked if she was a boy or girl. the fire totally destroyed her scalp, and she had to wear wigs, from then on. but she came to school, and laughed with her friends, and ignored the people who pointed and stared, like they weren't even bugs, like they were less than vapor, to her
>>40987773stfu
>>40987818Yup, I’ll always maintain that the distinction between manmoder and boymoder should be the same as between hon and twinkhon
>>40987888have you ever seen "eyes without a face"? you're not even actually disfigured (no offense). i know dysphoria makes you feel that way, i wake up and spend seven hours crying before i can even think about functioning (like the canadian kermit), but there must be at least ONE cope that brings you some relief. any distraction at all
>>40987553same way most people who call themselves boymoders are either passoids that like the attention or big hulking ogres no inbetween
>>40987952i get high and try to not think about it. i unfocus my eyes when i look in mirrors. i enjoy my estrogen soft skin but thats more or less a consolation prize. i will never be able to interact with society as a woman only a unpassing tranny. i have missed out on so many aspects of female socialization i will never be able to properly integrate with other women. im an unremarkable man in almost every aspect however that makes me a very noticeable woman.
>>40987553i’ve gotten sir’d a billion times more than pre-hrt, haven’t malefailed since i was like 14
>>40987553almost everyone in mmg is a cute twinkhon at worst. real hons are on reddit captcha: GAY
>>40987923no I'm literally bald and old and big and manly
2ys and 0 malefails. I get called a twink alot but never a girl.
>>40987905she didnt choose to be a burn victim. i, however, made the choice to disfigure myself with estrogen. i have to make the choice to go outside and inflict my appearance on real people. and i simply choose not to do that.
>>40988128>made the choice to disfigure myself with estrogenbut you didn't choose to be amab
>>40988142so what. some people manage to cope with it for their entire lives. i wasnt strong enough and i cracked and now i live a humiliating existence as a man with tits.i wish i just repressed so i could have killed myself without being remembered as a quasimodo honbeast
>>40988164you couldn't have chosen differently. free will is a lie. your strength or lack of strength has nothing to do with anything. there is no other "alternate version" of yourself who transitioned happily at a young age, or was "strong" enough to repress. you would have always ended up here, where you now are, no matter what. just do what you want, as much as you can. and i would request that you stop hitting yourself
>>40988204pure cope
>>40988210oh please. you don't have any idea how much nonsense kant (e.g.) had to invent to even pretend to himself that there is such a thing as "autonomy of the will." free will is just the cope that justifies being a moral hypocrite
>>40988224wow youre so smart kys
doormats
>>40988259fuck off, yourself. if you're really that in love with abusing yourself, go right ahead. you think calling something a "cope" implies that it's false but MANY people cope using truths. this is one such truth, that is helpful for coping in a way that doesn't require you to beat the shit out of yourself
cogito ergo cum
>>40988324ive stopped responding since >>40988001the anon youre talking to may or may not hit themselves but they arent me.
>>40988368so you're getting high, right? that is better than hitting yourself. depending on what you're getting high on (i'm assuming weed)
>>40988407yeah weed. its hard not to hit myself sometimes. i was doing so well for a few months but then i get in a mood and i feel frustrated and trapped and like i need to hit and be hit. idk i never got into any fights but i somehow do feel better after whacking my legs until there is a dull pain. i figure its better than cutting, but i still wish i didnt do it. both because self harm isnt ideal and also because its moid brained. im just frustrated, scared, tired, lonely, and dysphoric. the entire time ive actively been transitioning trans people have lost rights and favor with the cis public. it compounds with the fact that i do not pass. i got to watch cis people point towards that tranny shooter as to why people like me are demons then i got to watch trannies make fun of them for looking like me.
thanks for talking i guess
>>40987553>masculinity to the point where you never malefail seems to me to be very rareit's not that uncommon at all, at least from my peerst. 28yo manmoder
>>40987553I’m 6ft, 3yr hrt, never malefailed, and can get through airports with my 9yo passport with no issueit’s not as uncommon as you think since most real manmoders congregate here
