I’ve basically been lying to all my doctors, therapists, psychiatrists etc. since like 13 saying I have no dysphoria, don’t wish I was a woman, etc. because of how ashamed I’ve been of being a troon. But I’ve finally gotten on hrt and gotten to be slightly less self-hating and I’ve realized I probably should be honest about this because being a tranny is probably behind like 90% of my mental issues.I feel like if I suddenly start being honest with them now at 19 though they’ll think I’m a faketrans, AGP, ROGD sufferer or whatever and I’ll just be making my situation worse. Do any of you have any experiences with this kind of situation should I just stfu with them still?
>>40992476You should shut up with conservative practitioners and be open with liberal ones. It's very easy to profile based on demeanor.
>>40992509Where I’m from we have this dumb convention though, which makes it so that every practicioner you see has access to the medical logs the previous ones have written about you. So even if the person I tell is normal, I might get a chud doc two years later reading those notes.
>>40992476i wish i never told my therapistfucker outed me to my parents, nothing happened from it cause the doctors didnt want to give me antiandrogensthen i moved and started diying later and my doctor outed me to my psych who went on to questioning whether my feelings ive had since i was a teen were real and wanted me to do a 1 year waiting list on a RLE if you do tell someone, vet them thoroughly and be sure they aren't awful, being in a progressive area probably helps a lot anyways, agp and faketrans and all that jazz are mostly just words your brain picks up to make hating yourself easier, if youve felt wrong for a while just take your pills and dont look back at losers like me who repressed longer
