Hey everyone, long time lurker, infrequent poster here.I think may be coming to an end with my first ever relationship, it was a beautiful 5 months but I think she's falling out of love with me given how stressed her life is right now from other factors. This is my first ever relationship in my life as a 19 yo tgirl and I have no idea what to do, I need to think about it more. I still love her dearly, but I can tell that she doesn't love me back. Anyways, if I do decide to call things off, what do I do next? I'm not a normal tgirl by any means. I was previously chasersexual before I met her, now I'm bi. But I want to find another tgirl that I can pour my love into if this does finish. I don't play videogames, I listen to drone from Russian bands with 10 views, I write code for a living, I don't like Charlie's views, but I'm not happy that he died as he was still a husband and father of 2 kids, I hate both the left and the right with an equal passion, I spend my time drinking, smoking weed, practicing makeup, going to raves and crying. I was a chronic boymodder (since being with her, less so now) and I got massive tits (B cups) for only being 7 months (no prog). So yeah, I wanna find trannies in my bitchass shitass Hobbit country (New Zealand) that I can speak to and meet up with irl, but I also fucking hate the trans community and want to go nowhere near them. But I'm not a bad or weird person, I just tend to be a bit clingy at times and I want a girl that I can pour my love into. So how can I do that?Pic unrel
>>41002774how did you get a coding job at 19sorry for being off-topic
>>41002998I finished high school with national endorsements in DTec, Social Sciences and English at 14, I then got my diploma in cloud computing, got certs from AWS, GCP, Azure, CompTIA and OSCP by the time I was 17, secured a 6 figure salary by 18. It's easy as fuck when you're not a troglodyte who's obsessed with Celeste and 100 gecs and you can actually put your mind towards something
>>41003584nice, i’m a retard
>>41003584>still not a degree in chemical engineeringhaha fag
>>41003584what were your parents like? i did well in math and computer science, etc but i dropped out because i was depressed.i know it's loser shit to defer your failure unto others, but i always wonder if could have succeeded had I been met with appraisal in my youth rather than being starved, getting called a retard and having all my accomplishments or interests be met with "so what"
>>41003584What job board did u use and what was on ur resume Also if it was in 2020-2022 this easy mode doesn't count
>>41003641>>41003647Why would you want to follow in this anons footsteps, when you (yes you!) can take part in our nations rich and vibrant petrochemical refining industry as a catylitic reformer.*que inspiring music*https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OJMk5KqIp0Catalytic reforming is a key process in turning low-quality naphtha from oil into high-octane gasoline that powers cars efficiently. It's exciting because you get to work directly with catalysts like platinum that rearrange molecules at high temperatures to create better fuel, plus valuable byproducts like hydrogen and aromatics for other products.Pursuing a career in catalytic reforming means diving into a field that's vital for the energy world. You'll handle real chemical reactions that boost fuel quality and keep transportation running smoothly. The process itself is rewarding—watching naphtha transform step by step through dehydrogenation, isomerization, and other reactions feels powerful and hands-on.Jobs in this area offer stability since refineries need experts to run and improve these units every day. You can advance to designing better catalysts or optimizing plants for higher yields, which directly impacts global fuel supply. It's a career where your work matters in producing cleaner, more effective gasoline components.If you're into chemistry and engineering, catalytic reforming gives you the chance to solve practical problems and innovate in a process that's been essential since the 1940s and keeps evolving.For these reasons and any others, nothing would make your parents more proud than if you *yes YOU* were to pursue a career in the catylitic refining segment of our nations petrochemical industry.
>>41003683please refer to this video for more information on catylitic reforminghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZuxIRcRbxw
>>41003641Never knew them, I grew up in foster care being beaten, starved for days and cut. Education was my only escape. Idk who you are or really cared why you failed anon, but I feel sorry for you regardless.BUT CAN SOMEBODY ANSWER MY FUCKING QUESTION??????????????????>>41003647What was on my resume was all of my certs, and I didn't use a job board, I met people at infosec/AWS meetup groups, added them on LinkedIn, let them know about my situation and they said "I have a mate who works at X that's looking for someone, I'll put in a good word for you because you're a smart kid", half the time this meant mid-40s bears railing my twink bussy, half the time it just meant messaging on Signal to ask if they wanted to catch up for a beer. But yeah, that was my start
>>41003683You are the reason why I hate trannies, constantly infodumping on shit that nobody cares about and "OH MUH GUH VIDYA OSTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", please kill yourself NOW
>>41004382read the room dude
>>41002774>where do I find transphobic tranniesLiterally EVERY tranny into men is insanely transphobic. Most transbians are ALSO pretty transphobic. Honestly its just a matter of if you want them being openly, outwardly transphobic, or you prefer the kind where they mostly direct it inwards.But yeah, trick question, basically all trannies are transphobic to some degree or another.
>>41004703Btw semi serious answer: if youre looking for a tranny that hates the trans community, and you wanna avoid the worst of that shit, find one that is trying to go stealth, and doesnt wear pride shit. You see a single flag? Not what youre looking for. You want to look specifically for the kind of tranny that's embarrassed about being trans, and wants to just not talk about it.
>>41002774im trans and transphobic and 19 and i study compsci and take drugs but i live in canada
