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/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.

Bee kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community.

QOTT:
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
>How’s your bedroom decor?

tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2F
discord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNR
old thread: >>40962382
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just remembered it’s 9/11 kek
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>>41004769
hello /lesgen/ :)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
no comment!
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
i dont have either of those things :(
>How’s your bedroom decor?
kinda boring rn.. since im so broke and moved recently, i dont have much in the way of decor. although i do want to make my room very inviting and warm, i like to keep my bedroom lit with orange-y lamps and candles. its very nice!
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>>41004790
how could you forget...
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>>41004769
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
no real thoughts really
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
well, nothing, unless you count an ex, but it wasn't that interesting
>How’s your bedroom decor?
I just moved into the room recently, so it's pretty spartan, I have dark bookcases around two walls, I was thinking about maybe a dark/light academia look but never got around to it
>>41004860
hey you hru?
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>>41004952
hello :) i am okay, hbu? i need to catch up on school stuff today because i missed a few days of classes because im a dummy :<
>I was thinking about maybe a dark/light academia look but never got around to it
this would be so cool btw... :)
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>>41004769
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
No thoughts really, he got what he wanted. I bought some orange juice and made some lasagna and then I played Minecraft to relax.
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
I wish I could answer this (ᅲ﹏ᅲ )
>How’s your bedroom decor?
Sterile like a hospital room. Every time I wanted to get something as a decoration I kept telling myself that I'll wait until I have a permanent home instead of renting but it's been 3 years now and my room is still empty and boring...
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>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
Ongoing, about her terrible lunch out today and her pleading me to cook her a proper meal this weekend
>How’s your bedroom decor?
A mess, don't ask about it

Speaking of conversations with my gf, she does this very annoying thing where she
messages
me
like
this
so
my phone
gets
a THOUSAND
notifications a second
and that is SO ANNOYING but at the same time so endearing, I wouldn't have it any other way. She can annoy me for the rest of my life, and I'll be genuinely happy about it.
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Were posted up like the fog off of a few weed butter sticks
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>>41005096
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>>41004790
No one really cares about it anymore I think
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>>41005039
yeh, it would be nice, but I don't really have the money to decorate it properly like that, and my books are mostly the kind for actual reading...
otherwise I'm good I guess, hope you focus on school tho, it's really important and smart educated girls are attractive imho
>>41005042
yeh, renting is like that, especially in low cost living situations
>>41005094
I'm so jealous, well not exactly, I love this for you but wouldn't mind something like that too tbqh
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>>41005173
>hope you focus on school tho, it's really important and smart educated girls are attractive imho
yes ma'am
im doing online classes and they record them so catching up is quite easy. but my social anxiety is so bad that i get anxious even just watching the recordings, which is embarrassing
>>41005094
>She can annoy me for the rest of my life, and I'll be genuinely happy about it.
so cute i could cry!!
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Yuri blanket knitting blog 1: Rows 0-20

Not much to say about it right now since it's just one colour. Every row takes me around ~45 min to complete so I can only do 1 or 2 rows per day unless I have a lot of free time. I also started the blanket image upside down because I realized that having multiple colour changes on the first row was a bad idea. If it takes me this long with just one colour, using 20 at once will be a nightmare.
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>>41004769
>qott
This morning she was hungry so we made a cheese quesadilla together. I prepped the tortilla with butter and cheese and she finished cooking it on the stove. As I was getting for work she ate her little breakfast and talked about how much cheese there was. I kissed her goodbye and was out the door. Last night we talked about the Charlie Kirk thing. I was wondering about the people who attend those political speeches and how different their lives are from ours. I asked if they are happy with how they live and she said that they delude themselves into thinking they are happy. Everyone knows that happiness is fundamentally a delusion so the real thing is the distance between being delusionally happy and the delusion of being delusionally happy which translate as not being happy and being unhappy respectively.
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i'm autistic and i find my adhd gf a bit overstimulating sometimes....
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>>41004769
>qott1
i got a few obligatory laughs in, now i just wait for the fallout and try to piece the sketchiness together to get a sense of how this all might go down. i have a lot of other news to catch up on anyway so this isnt the biggest thing i should be paying attention to
>qott2
don't have either of those. i guess with the last girl i had a bit of a crush on i showed her my heirloom maoist posters and some sticky rice dumplings i made on the dragon boat festival. i'd previously told her while i was making a practice batch that i wish i had someone to share them with and she said if she lived near me she'd be glad to have some. but she's been radio silent for 3 months, we didn't even fight or anything maybe shes just busy but she changed her discord pfp a few times lately and that kinda made me upset. maybe that's weird of me.
i stopped thinking of her that way when she got a gf anyway, so now i just don't have anyone to wrap my problematic emotional dependencies around. i don't know if thats good or bad. i'd still like to think of her as one of my closer friends bc i enjoyed talking with her very much but idk whether she's coming back
>qott3
i don't have very much in the way of decor honestly. little thrifted statuettes of a chinese dragon and a fat buddha, my aforementioned maoist posters, and some more posters handed to me by this schizo guy on my street abt how israel is building camps in my country where we'll all be rounded up when martial law is instated. i like his spirit i have to say. i'd been wanting to buy some art prints by yamamoto takato but i need to save money
i also have a pretty big snakeplant with a bed of clovers growing around it. my mother gave it to me and she was surprised by how well it's been doing in my care, she's had it for a while beforehand and it never grew as much as it has recently. and also a pet leech i keep in a big jar with pebbles and snail shells for her to root around in. she's adorable and i love her.
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TROOOOOOOOOOON

you guys are dudes.
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How many mega oneesamas are you on the hag scale?
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>>41004769
>>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
cool
>>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
I asked her for some water and then couldn't drink much of the water. I was also grumpy at her because I've been plagued by migraines
>>How’s your bedroom decor?
could be better, but we are waiting to get a new apartment so no use decorating this one
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we watched some tv over discord together, i guess you could say things are getting serious
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I'm starting to suspect my ex-bf is secretly a yurifag because he keeps encouraging me to try to date my bestie and back when we dated he let me fuck women and kinda encouraged it
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clg dead for 3 days did we win lesgen
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>>41006564
Clg is just trannies larping for the most part so they probably just got bored of the larp. And the few actual cis les are usually just femreppers so as they stop repping clg slowly dies
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>>41006522
Are yurifags that encourage women irl to fuck or date women without wanting to be part of it at all common? Like he didn't even want to watch or anything he just encouraged me to have a sex life apart from him with women and now encourages me to date my best friend
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idk about yurifags but a local sexpest tried to pressure me to have sex with his gf after learning I'm into women. that was shit.
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>>41004769
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
seeing how it's going to turn out
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
hrt
>How’s your bedroom decor?
grey walls, nothing put up on them, some books all layed around. very boring
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Be nice to stacker
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Why did jordan answer the phone then put me on hold then hang up
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be nice to luz
can luz join the server?
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>>41005402
cool af!! how big will it be when its done?
>>41005494
can you talk to her about it?
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>>41005494
I feel you, but talk to her about it. I'm often a bit blunt when my girlfriend is being too much but she doesn't seem to take it too badly
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>>41007472
Lolll
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>>41006866
That sounds more like a cuck who comforms with knowing it happens than a yurifag
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>>41007986
Or maybe he was just asked by his gf to find her hookups because she's like shy or something, who knows
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>>41007698
Thank you!
>how big will it be when its done?
I have no idea and since it's all scrunched up right now I have no way of measuring it but it should be around 2x2 meters which is *a lot* bigger than I initially thought.
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My friend is advising me to do unwise stuff like go visit a cutie the next city over and I dont know how much longer my will can hold out on this.
Tho thinking of a *reason* to drive 3 hours over has been a challenge. Part of me sometimes wish I had the heart to be a bad person and just say "Im gonna go kiss this hottie because its been 5 years since I made out with anyone and Im going to murder everyone in this house if someone doesnt fuck my soul out and then snuggle me while I come back to Earth" but Im cursed with a sensitive heart. :[
>>41004769
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
I am always stoked to see evil people meet their end by the very means they sought to encourage.
Had a jack and coke in celebration. Rest in piss ya piece of shit.
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
Last convo with SO: Making plans for his bday. Gonna go on a date, just the two of us. Maybe it'll be nice...
Last convo with crush: Asked if I could sleep on her couch when things get messy, lol.
>How’s your bedroom decor?
Pretty blah, honestly. Coming off of almost purely utilitarian setup. A couple of cute things my kids made me add splashes of color to an otherwise boring room. I want to fix it up one day, but theres so much other stuff I need to do first...
>>41005642
Ara~ ara~
>>41006866
That's a huge fuckin yikes from me, sis
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>>41008269
omg thats quite big, i know so little about knitting desu, but it seems so cool :) i imagine its really relaxing
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i love yamamoto's gay vampires so much but most of them are boys and that wouldnt suit this thread i don't think. i need to astral project into his mind to make him draw more lesbians
>>41007045
stacker is cool i wish stacker all the best in life. i hope she encounters all the coolest ants
>>41008765
this isnt a situation i have any real understanding of but from what i've previously seen from you i feel like youve been trapped without any real affectionate love for a very very long time and i wouldnt fault you for wanting an out of some kind bc you need that eventually. taking it lying down waiting for yourself to snap wouldnt be wise either. but maybe i'm also a bad person or just not worldly or familiar with such obligations
i like to think of myself as being a very heart-driven romantic above all else when it comes to these matters but in truth i've only ever been in one relationship many years ago and it was extremely dysfunctional and all my thoughts since then have been driven by longing and heartache. don't trust anything i say basically
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>>41009375
i wish i had a vampire girlfriend </3
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>>41004769
>>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
lmao dude got fucking ragdolled, made some memes
>>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
don't have one :(
>>How’s your bedroom decor?
50/50 split between spacey moongirl goth and victorian candlelit goth depending on which lighting gets turned on
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>>41005642
christmas cake going on hag baba
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>>41009660
tfw no bloodbag gf
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>>41009660
i wish to be someones vampire girlfriend........
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>>41007986
>>41007998
well could be a cuck, he's a sex pest who seems to have every fetish and also wants to have sex with everything. he does not understand consent and has raped several people and I hate his guts.
I used to be friends with his gf and she definitely isn't shy, she has several boyfriends and does onlyfans stuff. idk maybe she's shy with women or something.
gotta balance moid rant with cute girls
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>>41010012
i am FULL of blood!!!
>>41010016
hiii....
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tfw no brownbabe gf
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>>41010020
I was gonna say something about men being subhumans but so far the worst sex pest that targeted me was a woman so actually maybe the problem is cissoids or smth idk, I gotta find a trait to blame it on that catches everything without including me cause otherwise I'll have to simply hate humans as a whole and that'd be reddit
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>>41005337
online classes are pretty comfy I guess, maybe you're insecure and just need some wins in life
>>41005402
I'm looking forward to see your progress tbqh
>>41005642
I'm ancient so like 56 or something, off the charts old and washed up
I'm decomposing, way past sell by date, do not redeem, do not open
>>41005801
migraines are the worst, best to avoid everything
>>41008765
even the married woman is meeting more ppl than me!!
honestly you deserve some affection, but hope it doesn't blow up the situation tbqh
>>41010012
>>41010016
young blood is supposed to help keep you young and healthy, so tfw no bloodgirl gf tbqh
>>41010020
>>41010149
that's pretty awful, that sort of thing always feels really bad hearing about, but I also knew a few trips here in the olden days who would get up to that kind of thing
so I'm not sure about traits, maybe cos they were ex-chasers so who knows idek
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>>41010475
>online classes are pretty comfy I guess, maybe you're insecure and just need some wins in life
they keep telling me to put my webcam on... i will NOT do it!!! but yes i am insecure. but i sitll wont do it
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>>41010548
meanwhile you won't do it and when winter comes along you will be doing math classes in bed wrapped up with blankets and a hot cocoa brought to you by your gf
from what I recall the expectation students actually turn on their cam is different between classes and faculties, also depends on how busy the class is too
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>>41010613
oohhhh to have a beautiful gf to play in the snow with... please god pleaseee!!!! i would also like to decorate a christmas tree with her, i think that would be very fun. and halloween decorations too. hopefully i get a gf someday
> the expectation students actually turn on their cam is different between classes and faculties
pretty much every lecturer ive had has asked us to turn it on. they can keep asking, but i will simply never do it.
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>>41010475
I've got a little bit of a gnack for being propositioned. Not sure why. ^^'
>>41010149
The most awful predator I ever was exposed to was a woman. I've encountered a lot more men, but this lady highkey fucked me up more than everyone else combined. Not making any sweeping statements based on just my experience, but...
>>41010012
Guh, biting and bloodplay can be so hot to think about but I absolutely cannot tolerate bleeding myself. Trips fight/flight and triage responses. I must watch from the sidelines~
>>41009375
Honestly if it were a simple relationship I'd have left a long time ago for the ways he treats me and oversteps my boundaries. Nevermind verbal abuse, emotional manipulation via suicide threat, me being a lesbiab, him going completely touchless ace on me the second I came out, him being a neet who refuses to learn to drive, refusing to go to couple's therapy for any of this, or the poor example of a relationship all of that sets for the kids.
But things get complex when you've been emotionally tied up with someone for a decade...
-I don't believe I can handle the kids on my own. For all the extra shit he adds to my life, he also is able to catch the slack when things need to happen where I would otherwise fail. Plus kids are just hard in general and I don't always cope the best despite giving everything I can to be a good mom.
-Despite him turning into kind of a jerk to me over time, I still want him to be well. I'm viscerally aware that when I leave, his life WILL fall apart and he will very likely kill himself. I want to be able to create a situation where he can be protected (likely by his family) before I drop papers, at least.
-Even tho I'm lonely and untouched, I don't feel like there's much hope for love on the other side. People talk big game, but the reality of "middle-aged single trans lesbian mom" being pretty much a LOT of "no-go's" for people when it comes to actually dating and trying to form relationships is not at all lost in me.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaSJ2v7iV0E
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>>41010679
>biting and bloodplay can be so hot to think about but I absolutely cannot tolerate bleeding myself
i wonder if this is how i feel.. in theory i think i would like a girl to bite me but i dont know how i'd actually react in real life.. its hot to think about tho
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>>41010720
I think you've gotta be a bit of a maso to really enjoy anything that actually hurts. A lot of people like being nibbled on and scratched here and there. But for someone like me, a good hard chomp pretty much zeroes out my brain for a little bit, brrrr. Love it.
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>>41010670
you even have snow...? you have it all tbqh
well, except the gf, but I believe in you, you seem nice and have a whole future ahead of you
I stopped doing holidays, there's no point at my age, and not for myself anyway
also they ask to turn on the cam, but they don't make sure or ask you directly, right?
>>41010679
well now I'm kuromi levels of seething and jealous, nah you deserve it tbqh
honestly, you need to get away from anyone doing sui threats, it's just not fixable and you're more likely to just help perpetuate it idk
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>>41010746
i will find out one day.. the idea is alluring
>>41010764
actually it doesnt snow very often here :( and when it does its usually not enough to have any fun with. as a kid i basically never got to have snowball fights or build a snowman and i think a part of me wants to make up for that as an adult lol
>but I believe in you, you seem nice and have a whole future ahead of you
thank you! :)
>also they ask to turn on the cam, but they don't make sure or ask you directly, right?
idk, they havent asked directly yet, but i did also miss every class this week. they hinted that they would be getting stricter with it after the first week (last week), and i do think they call people out when they dont have it on :( i hate it!!!
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>>41010679
>The most awful predator I ever was exposed to was a woman. I've encountered a lot more men, but this lady highkey fucked me up more than everyone else combined. Not making any sweeping statements based on just my experience, but...
I think in my case it's just because I look too masculine from being mutilated, and well male predators usually are only into feminine looking victims so logically only female predators want me
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>>41010764
Yeh. Its a fucked up situation (and let's be clear, I havent been a saint in all this, either). The relationship is dead as a doornail and I'm just trying to set up a situation where I feel safe dropping papers.
I knew it was near the top of the year when I came downstairs to find him holding a bottle of pills and writing a suicide note because he thought I was about to break up with him. The first thing I said after calming him down was "you realize the kids would have found you in the morning, right?" That thought sits on my mind a lot and is a huge driver for me trying to take a delicate approach. The cut needs to be decisive, fast, and safe - then he can do whatever he wants after his Mom has drug him back to her house...
So its not like there's any chance of me staying. But fuck does it hurt knowing what's in store. I wish I had someone - anyone - to hold me through all this. But just like the rest of my fuckin life, Im the pillar.
Fuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh
Dont be like me, kids.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tD5J7GL9lr4
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>>41010746
the hottest thing that ever happened to me was this masc girl put her cigarette out on me. biting is so passe
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>>41010803
just have to get used to it, you know, like doing camera reps? like how often do you take pics of yourself? and how often do you spend time taking a few more to see if you can take one you actually like? and how often do you just watch yourself on webcam?
I think you can get used to everything, and then ppl will see how pretty you are, and they'll want to talk to you
>>41010926
I'm way older than you!!!!!!!!11 none of that doomer talk! you better pick yourself up by all sorts of bootstraps and live life to the fullest, ok?!
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Do any of you live in california and would be interested in being friends with a 40s cis woman? I'm her only friend but my days are numbered and I don't feel like I'm useful to her anymore anyway, someone that she can hangout with irl might be able to fix her unlike me since she's mostly just depressed from loneliness and being mistreated. Was thinking of finding some cali tranny on tagmap but I think this general has more fairly normal people compared to random tagmap trannies
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>>41011061
How old are you?
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texted my gf this image and she said it's meslop, should i just kms now?
>>41011120
norcal or socal? is she capable of being a casual friend instead of a regular contact friend?
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>>41011120
nowhere near cali unfortunately
>>41011125
ancient, like way older, at least late 50s like 56 biological age tbqh
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>>41011162
Goddang, its not very often I run into someone who could legitimately have gone to school with my own parents, haha. You win you win, cant call you "kid". But I very well am a pretty good example of what not to do.
I honestly have no hope. I just try to have a good time in the spaces I hang out in and help people where I can.
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>>41011222
prolly not, besides I had an 80% attendance at 11, a 20% attendance at 15, and 5% attendance before dropping out
hey, think of it like this, you have already lived a life up to now, and now you have a chance to live a different life
you can't let your current situation cloud your judgement, difficult situations continue to waste your chances away if you let them
the only thing to be as an example is to not do that now when you realize the problem, you have to choose to life that new life imho
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>>41011148
Idk I think she needs more of a very close friend, someone she can trust a lot and who'll comfort her when sad and stuff, since she's very depressed rn and well that was how we were like and I want her to not care much about me dying by having someone that does what I did and even better. Somehow we managed to never talk about which part specifically of california she's from, closest thing is she said she's 5 miles from the beach
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>>41011298
I am not the person, sorry friend, either way please don't die any time soon
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>>41011311
Well my death is already inevitable, I'm just trying to not inconvenience people I care about with it more than I can avoid lol. I guess I'll just start searching on tagmap
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Vampire Knight if you're reading this will you be my gf
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Hmm maybw I shouldn't have told her about how after I find her someone to replace me I won't have a reason to keep suffeeing anymore so I'll pass away, causw like she might refuse to befriend whatever girl I find her to keep me alive for longer, dunno. I think it'd have been obvious from the context that I'm leaving though
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>>41011638
Nvm I bet she doesn't really care much about me and probably understands that someone like me is better off not existing. Idk why I love her so much when I know that but oh well
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I just realized there is a cam on this laptop, but it's not exactly flattering
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>>41007868
>I'm often a bit blunt when my girlfriend is being too much
is she adhd too?
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there is absolutely no reason to think I am another trip okay, so do not at me or anything
honestly seems like a lot of ppl have self-confidence issues or think their life is ruined, but despite that ur all pretty young
I have been like literally at my worst for a few years now, but I want to struggle to get something of a life back, even tho I am super old and ugly and haggard rn, with every new day I just have to get up and keep rolling tbqh
part of that is me needing more confidence ig, like being seen and trying to not feel like killing urself at the mere thought of hypothetical ridicule...
but being well past middle aged, if I have really given up on ever finding someone that appreciates me in the late autumn of my life, then I shouldn't care what human beings think about me, right?
https://unsee cc/album#s0dlAwyc52sp
trigger warning, middle aged, no makeup, fat, ugly, etc etc
this is more for me really so I start to feel less shy about existing and being seen, even at the risk of being called names, since it's not like those insults are my real problem, when my real problem is that I have to be able to live the only life I can live
but if someone else sees they're better off than me, and younger and prettier, maybe they won't give up either iunno
also, if you see me when you're going to class tomorrow don't embarrass me pls
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>>41012624
>no reason to think Im another trip
Okay lol
>unsee
Maam, you dont look middle aged or ugly or anything. Earnestly.
>everything else
I mean, yea, best any of us can do is get up every day and keep doing our best.
Some of us carry a lot of demons, tho, and it can be hard. I dont blame anyone for feeling hopeless, but Id like em to try anyways...
>>41011789
Shitty cams are never flattering. :S
>>41011263
Problem is, my new life dont start tomorrow. Or the day after. Or the month after. Or a year. I have to wake up and live the consequences of the past for years, plural. Im a mom for the rest of my life (or at least another decade or so). Ill always have a fucked up leg. Ill always have started my transition in my 30s with all the pain that goes with that. Ill deal with useless debts for at least a while longer. Persistent reoccurring nightmares (weekly if not nightly) of shit that never should have came to pass and all the attachment issues that comes with the bullshit I put myself through. Broken hopes and crushed dreams I can never ever reclaim.
I'll live it. But I know its always kinda gonna suck shit. I bought and paid for my ticket to this ride.
Thank you tho for the positivity. I actually really appreciate it despite my apparent pessimism.
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>>41012624
pretty mid ngl
>>41012745
honestly, that's alright, I am a pessimist too but I feel like optimists tend to unfairly look down on pessimists, and I don't want to invalidate your experiences
pessimism is like the path to compassion and understanding how life is suffering, and appreciating the small moments of happiness you can cos you know they're fleeting
I also have a really complicated relationship with my parents, so I won't say I think it will be easy, but I think you will get through it and it's better to make changes with confidence imho
rather than letting things just happen and then all you have to say is that you were doing it for them or didn't want to destabilize their life, always love and support them, but don't forget to live your most wonderful life either
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Polyphia is the worst band I've ever heard in my entire life and everyone I've ever met who likes them is a fucking insufferable selfish cunt
I just had to get that out
Byeeee
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>>41004769
QOTT:
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
very happy about it. I bought myself take out to celebrate.
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
i dont really have a gf or crush rn. Im pretty emotionally vulnerable rn though and feel a need to throw myself into someone so that will probably change soon.
>How’s your bedroom decor?
Awful. I hope when i move out i can buy some new furniture pieces for cheap from thrift shops and not hate to look at where i live for once. Id love to live somewhere like pic rel.
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BL4 night whooo. Fun so far but the menus are wonky as a motherfucker. Pretty much what I expected.

>>41012973
Yaknow, funny thing is this pessimism thing is very recent - w/in the past year. I have "starry eyed optimist" in my online profiles cuz people used to call me that a lot. Used to feel like I could muscle through anything as long as I found the path and walked it. I think my spirits broke around November of last year - some really bad shit happened and I started feeling like every route forward came with massive costs. "The path forward" was no long apparent no matter how much I poured over it. It got really hard to look forward and expect anything but bad.
Im still pretty optimistic for others. People do amazing things all the time!
Ill keep doing my best like always. Its all I know how to do anymore.
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>>41012308
yes, that's why I replied to a post about adhd girlfriend. I'm the autistic one.
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>>41005114
Wow
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Manly general DNI
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I have a crush on my boss and I think my boss has a crush on my wife. We are all cis women. What do I do.
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>>41014749
threesome
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMrh5CW6IhI
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i hate armored skeptic
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subtop gf......
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>>41014749
I loved you in lord of the rings. Rlly great performance
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>>41015870
i hate all grifters
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page 10
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>>41015888
we already had a word for that, service top
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Always wanted to be a dominatrix
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"notices bulge OWO what's this?" will be in your child's ap us history textbook
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chatted briefly with some nice ppl, if only I actually got to talk to ppl more and saw them regularly, then I could get to know them ig
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>>41014749
astral project into ur wife and fuck her. if she consents then possesion is possible. this is what normies dont understand
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thunder and lightning is quite scary, but so are windy stormy tbqh
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>>41016864
wonder why with quality posts like >>41017516
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>>41017528
well ppl can't figure out new theories of lesbianism every day tbqh
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>>41017542
True
Thunder is comfy though so your other post is wrong
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>>41017565
okay well... would you rather day a girl that is scared of thunder and lightning or a girl scared of windy storms?
cos that's different, it's not about how comfy you are, but how she is and if you want to protect her
that's all I'm saying...
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>>41017516
When you own a house the scariest weather is rain
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horse girl abs have cured me of my hellish multiple day migraine and I am now healthier than ever!
well actually it was going to a doctor and getting actual medication for it but whatever.
need girl abs.
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>>41015888
art so cute... aaahhhh
>>41017516
>>41017582
i like both a lot.. to me they are relaxing :)
and i would rather date a girl who is scared of windy storms. but in reality i am actually scared of lots of things (bugs, spiders, social situations, etc), so i would like a gf who is not afraid of those things so she can protect me from them. but i think it would be very cute if a girl who is regularly not afraid of anything is afraid of something like windy storms, and i could protect her.. i should stop thinking before i get too deep into my own imagination, lol
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>>41010475
You're 56?
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>>41013882
you're dulling her flame...
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>>41018954
yeah I probably am... I feel so bad because she's constantly apologising even though I should be the one apologising for being sensitive
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>>41018954
stop telling swablu things like this she's already insecure enough as is
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>>41017936
luckily I'll never be able to own anything!
>>41018208
everyone keeps talking about the horse girls, I really should watch that anime...
>>41018484
waow, you would have quite an interesting relationship dynamic
sadly I can only protect you from social situations
>>41018531
I try not to be
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>>41020647
>waow, you would have quite an interesting relationship dynamic
true.. there are many dynamics i like to think about, but of course its just stuff in my head. im pretty short and meek so i like the idea of having a taller woman who is assertive and confident. kinda like the opposite of me. i will keep dreaming!!
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>>41018484
i have a deep love for bugs and spiders and i could definitely protect you from those and possibly make you less scared of them too i've been told by a few people that i've done that. unfortunately thats about the extent of it
the only way i'm protecting anyone from social situations is by telling them not to go to any. and just spending all their time with me. in my last relationship i really hated that she had friends while i didn't and while i like to think i've gotten better with that since then i probably still have those kinds of impulses
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>>41021211
people who love bugs and spiders and such are very cool to me! unfortunately i have been scared of them since i was a kid :(
>last relationship i really hated that she had friends while i didn't
i always wonder if i am like this.. since i am so socially anxious and have no irl friends, i think i could potentially get jealous or upset at the idea of a gf being suuper social and having a bunch of friends. i dont like that part of me. i can be quite clingy and get sad easily if i feel i am not enough for someone :(
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>>41020647
>I really should watch that anime...
me too... been thinking about organising watch parties with irl friends, since lots of them are now into horse girls. I also dream about watching it with my crush but that's just silly and will never happen!



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