>>41008031
I wanted to rent a home to have space for myself
but too late

dreamt I was a wife again

I'd have been such a good wife. I'd loved to have made my handsome husband happy and fulfilled.

I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it
why
why why

>>41008031
I want to save for ffs, maybe I won't rep after that but I suck at employment long-term

>>41008031
drink alcohol

whats the point anymore, what kind of joke is it to have dysphoria with insane deformed super male bones
why me

>>41008031
I always make plans, but fail to find the will to carry them out.

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>>41008031
finding a therapist cuz im so tired of repping, i hate being born into this 6'4 shell and the worst part is that i have no one to even talk to atm.

also finishing my engineering degree to get away from my family and picking up drawing again

everyone telling neverpassers to not off themselves are evil, they want me to suffer more

guys whats the ideal job for a repper

forklift driver?
truck driver?
construction worker?

>>41008629
trve nvke
i need to be put down like a sick dog

>>41008659
same but unlike a sick dog nobody would even feel bad for me its okay i deserve it for being male its all my fault

I wanna bully femreppers and be mean to them cuz they'll never pass and also because I think it's hot.

i will always be a man i just need to 41 already i shouldve known from the start its not going to work its so obvious

>>41008651
girlboss

>>41008679
yeah still cis though

>>41008688
I want to force a repper to take hrt

>>41008751
at least i will die cis award
im awful

>>41008757
kek. id love to help a pooner be a real man one day.

>>41008031
No I’m counting on the fact I’m gonna leave all people who know me and start over or kill my self by the time I’m 24
There is no hope

I’ll actually do it
Unlike you faggots I’m not a foid so my suicide will be accurate and successful

>>41008777
>>41008784
no dying guys..

>>41008784
I will join you soon and then we can be reborn as passing transbians

>>41008759
i bet you aren't as awful as you think nona.

Personally i still believe im fully cis, wanting to kill yourself for being male is completely normal

>>41008815
I dint actually care about that
It’s so irrelevant to everything
I’m just wasting time till it happens
None of this matters to me
I’m just feeding my brain dopamine

>>41008791
Lol

>>41008629
>>41008659
It's a "misery loves company thing". They don't actually care, they just want others in the same position as them

>>41008651
physio. pharmacist. librarian.

>>41008847
sighhhh I was being serious. if the pooners die then there's no one for me to bully..

>>41008815
I wish more than anything that there is either nothing after, or we get reborn into a world of our choosing (like that Robin Williams movie where people choose their appearance, and world and stuff. But hopefully without the suicide angle to it...)

>transbians
No thank you. My purpose is to make a handsome and wonderful man very happy.

>>41008887
>pooner
I’m Male alright

need submissive hrt repper bf who is a jaded stoic tough guy in public

>>41008031
Transition bitches. Unless you want to be an ugly man who transitions at 55. The best time to transition was five years ago. The second best time is now.

>>41008871
rufff ruf arf arf type shit

>>41008907
What are you on about

>>41008902
Transitioning at 55 is no different than me transitioning at my oldfaggot age right now.

>>41008918
sorry wrong thread reply

>>41008902
Fake troops shouldn’t transition
All conscious reppers are faketroons

>>41008923
>she doesnt know about third puberty

>>41008832
I really am, I'm sorry
>>41008902
I will hopefully 41 soon don't worry

Have there been any confirmed 41ers here?

>>41008931
worst thing about being a repper is you cant fully revert to being male either. Im just stuck and i wish i could take hrt if i wasnt such a big pussy

>>41009019
babydollanon :(

>>41009083
wdym? how are you different from a regular male?

>>41009084
ill say hi to her in heaven and she can show me around

>she thinks troons get into heaven

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>>41008031
>75cm waist but 60cm skull and a huge neck from years of leaning over a computer screen
>dainty wrists but gigantic spatula hands
>172cm tall with a 36cm biacromial
>cipg said i'm cute but in an undeniably male way
>spared from the norwood reaper but have shitty textured hair that's impossible to grow out or style femininely
for every feature i can feel lucky for, there's another that's total repfuel. even when i think i'm leaving this fucking website for good i find myself coming back. how do i get over this?

>>41009093
ur right nothing im just mentally ill

submissive reppers should take hrt

>>41009177
Reppers do

>>41008892
>like that Robin Williams movie where people choose their appearance, and world and stuff.
giwtwm

>>41009291
I've thought about it almost every day since I watched it a year ago. Sadly the suicides don't get to do this... they're condemned to lose all memories of their life and everything forever.

>>41009291
you're actually a hyperdimensional being playing a simulation. you wanted to beat your friend's high score and to do that you chose one of the shittiest specs to experience a colossal societal upheaval in which you're right in the crosshairs. you had the opportunity to be born a normal, mentally healthy white woman, but that's tutorial mode. so for the next 50-70 years you're stuck with expert mode. good luck.

im a hrt repper and sometimes ill meet someone who says im really hot but they mean it in a masculine way and i die inside

My dysphoria gives me heartaches and anxiety

What would /repgen/'s heaven look like?

>>41009469
1/3 of the reppers would have such massive body dysphoria their tits would be 100lbs each, 1/3 would be bimbo-core, and the other 1/3 would be goth chicks.

>>41008031
take your FUCKING HRT, retards

>>41009607
I do still male where it counts
The heart and soul

>>41009614
shut up tranny

>>41009620
Nope
I’m cis
Proven
Facts

>>41009607
I'm too tall and it's not gonna work anyways

>>41009629
ok tranny

>>41009636
Kys

>>41009607
I'm nearly 40. It's fucking OVER

>>41009645
no u

>>41009651
DO IT
DO IT NOW

IT ONLY
GETS
WORSE

>>41009652
Yeah sure

>>41009664
I feel like kms would be better for all of us

>>41009678
fuck your optics stop being a coward and denying yourself and the rest of the world your "AuThEnTiC SeLf" just be cringe you dumb faggot

>>41009689
I wish it was that easy but my egg doesn't crack

>>41009894
>my egg doesn't crack
https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5

>>41009925
nta
i dont identify with any of that

>>41009925
G3 group describes me perfectly but honestly reading that made it worse

>>41010327
please do something about it instead of just rotting

where is babydollanon

>>41009925
So is all this just because i was born a month and a half premature?

>>41008031
should I cut myself for having tranny thoughts?

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I guess I’m fine being a guy, but if someone told me I might pass I’d probably try to transition passively

>>41010515
you would be a semi passiod if you started hrt

>>41010489
hehvtwobweeks but i know i nearly git out earlier

>>41010515
It'd take a lot of work. You're not a natural. "Passively" won't cut it and would likely sterilize yourself, or even kill your libido entirely.

>>41010515
Wtf you are already kind of pretty what are you doing?
Get the fuck off rep/gen/ and get on hormones girl

>>41010558
I use incorrect terms, by passively I sort of meant I would let it happen over months and months, instead of setting high expectations, I would go on hrt probably injections since my liver is fucked

I just coomed to joi for trasnwomen and tranny hentai
AMA
>its all porn addiction btw

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is woke actually dead? i feel like troons are somehow gonna get the short end of the stick with charlie kirk's murder (he got shot while talking about mass shootings caused by trannies). mix that with the recent church shooting and things just seem to be getting more and more grim for all the jeeps and hussies.

>>41010622
You should probably get off of 4chan, go to church and find god if you really believe that.
Best of luck in your mundane shitty life anon.

>>41010719
????
wrong link?

>>41010726
That post was for porn addiction poster

>>41010741
oh ok
yeah I dont really believe in god but my "supposed" "gender dysphoria" isnt real and its all just porn to me isnt it
im tired sorry, ill prolly stop existing soon if it makes you feel better
Its all fake

>>41010763
You don’t think porn is just your way of coping? There are no rules just do what you want, but building healthier habits and finding real passions will be the only sure way to confirm your real desires

>>41010785
i just every month and
what is this conversation about anyway?
I have no desires
Nothing exist in me
its all fake
>no rules
Ok and? Im still fake

>>41010763
I was being facetious. I think church sucks.
Porn addiction is a weird conservo fascist dog whistle that you probably shouldn't be taking seriously as a trans woman, or queer anybody.

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is anyone else terrified/skeptical of sex? i watched eyes wide shut last night and it made me realize i'm somewhat of an anomaly. men seek sex their entire lives as if it's the only thing that matters in this world, EVERYTHING is so they can get laid (women too but to a lesser degree, likely due to less testosterone). i wouldn't give two shits if i died a virgin. if anything, sex seems like a chore at best, or it would make me feel like a stupid monkey with no self-control at worst. i feel like this will only complicate things in the future.

>>41010831
yeah right
i just have this weird shame relationship with anything porn and masturbation
all my close queer acquaintances confirm this and agree its weird for a trans woman to be into this stuff or at least to masturbate like I do(like a man)
i cant think
im tired
whats the point of all this?

>>41010515
why the long face?

>>41010862
>all my close queer acquaintances confirm this and agree its weird for a trans woman to be into this stuff or at least to masturbate like I do(like a man)

Any actual trans women in this lineup? Or is it all like thembies and stuff?

>>41010915
all transgender(mtf and ftm)
no i lied
they never said anything like this
its just how I feel about it
they talked about porn but it felt so detached
obviously
SOME have been explicit about their dislike of porn and sex and all that
others are more cover in their belief
i doubt you yourself would aprrove of a trans woman cooming/gooning like a freshman collage guy

charlie kirk redpilled me on tranny neuroticism. Mtfs deserve having their rights restricted desu.

>>41011136
Me when all my opinions are based on the current moment

>>41010855
When I was a teenager I was obsessed with losing my virginity to a woman. I felt like a failure of a man because I hadn't succeeded at this into my early 20s. I only cared because of social pressure. Sure having sex is nice but its not the end all be all of life, even worse knowing I was a troonbrained bisexual I didn't allow myself to indulge in these things because I considered myself a failure of a man if I didn't lose my virginity to a woman

i don't want to rep

>>41011353
I don't really wan to either but im not sure if I know a way out

im really sad i wasted almost all of my youth repressing something i was never going to beat in the long run, im very envious of those ppl who just troon out at like 18, imagine the confidence you have to have to just full embrace it. i dont know, why are they different? why didnt they have their confidence crushed. why am i such a coward

i want to scream

>>41011353
i don't want to be a submissive male repper

>>41011410
Because you’re logical and care about your probability for a good life, unfortunately too much of that has the opposite affect and leaves you frozen in time because you’re not living your truth

>>41011386
if the world was kinder the way out would be obvious

I’m remasculinizing
I can feel it
Hrt didn’t work
I’m getting raped my testosterone
It’s my fault
It’s cause I was lazy and a fake tranny
If I was authentic I’d take better care
Id be on top of my feminization game
Id be able to achieve a better transition
But I’m not
I mess up my doses on purpose because I’m lazy.
I’m scared
But shouldn’t I be ok? I’m cis
I’m a man
I should accept it
It’s all porn
Porn makes me think my only value is if I look feminine
I should accept I’m gonna go bald and become hairy and grow weirder!!!
I SHOULD JUST GRIW BG NYSCLES ABD NE CHAD
Wtf is wrong
I am ok actually
I’m a man
I will live as one
It doesn’t mean anything
I’m attention whoring :)

>>41010855
Something that's depressing to me is that apparently all relationships are supposed to be defined by this BDSM porn dynamic. And likewise every facet of your personality is supposed to be defined by these roles, which is something that's assigned to you by others anyways.

i really think i'm reaching my breaking point

>>41012446
i think a big part of my "dysphoria" is that men basically have to reach some standard of masculinity to be sexually appealing, its horrible. the idea that im lesser than another guy because of his physicality or his personality. I guess thats how women feel about being objectified. Im sure thats bad too but feeling like im not good enough to really live a full life as a male I think is a big problem for me.

>>41011695
Deep breaths nona.
You're on hrt now?
Do you think you watch too much porn?

half the time i want to be a homely, plain female version of myself but then the other half of the time i want to be a big tiddy hentai goddess

>>41012809
>plain female version of myself
I had a dream where I looked in a mirror and I was a frumpy woman, and I was so utterly satisfied.
Best and worst dream ever.

>>41012901
i see women that look kinda like me except obviously less masculine but they have strong jaws and similar faces to me and they're still attractive

managed to kill an entire fifth yesterday, I really need to stop drinking
>>41008031
qott: traveling to see family next month, have a few things with friends set up but not a whole lot. want to start solo traveling a bit but idk where to first
>>41012901
bleh I feel like if I had a dream like that it would drive me insane thinking about it over and over

>>41012923
Whenever I see a woman who is notably tall or broad or strong jawed, I covertly check them out.
They probably think I'm creeping on them, and I guess I am, but it's in a much more comparative way than they'd understand.
>drive me insane thinking about it
Oh, that's why it was the worst dream ever. The experience was the best. The memory is the worst.

>>41013000
Sorry, this >>41013036 was also for you.

>>41010949
I approve of it and support it anon.
Goon and coom to you're hearts content, and know I'm doing it right there with ya

>>41013036
i only see them when i'm out so they're putting effort into their appearance rather than at home being a slob
>tall or broad or strong jawed,
a lot of women are insecure about these features and me saying "they look fine to me" is just the male gaze

make me into a girl

>>41013247
who are you asking this to and do they take requests

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>>41013247
>>41013269

>>41013217
>never see them at home being a slob
>never be them at home being a slob
Thanks for further rubbing it in.
>>41013282
Aww, I miss being cursed with tranny magic...

>>41013282
when does it take effect

>>41013292
>Thanks for further rubbing it in.
i'm not rubbing anything in. i'm with you

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>>41013317
Two more weeks. :^)

>>41013319
I know. I'm just lashing out from weariness and frustration.
Sorry anon. We're all in the same bucket.

>>41012809
I don't know, I only want to be a plain female version of myself who still likes big tiddy hentai goddesses as something separate from myself. But let's face it that's still malebrained as fuck even though I'm bisexual.

>>41013247
bf who beats me until i become a girl when

I think repping made me extremely homophobic

I JUST WANT TO BE AN ANDROGYNITE FEMBOY BUT I AM DOOMED TO BE A HON WITH BIG TITS

>>41010336
Im lost okay. I'm not even sure if my dysphoria is severe enough to transition.
It's something I don't want to deal with and I just cope.

My brain is just ruined. I'm into more feminine guys a lot of the times, but I don't want to put my dick in them I want to be the one being fucked.

>>41013877
how do I know I'm trans and not faketrans

Where is babydollanon dammit??

>>41013946
Isn’t there a part of you just a little deeper that wants a masc guy, heavy, muscled, hairy, to hold you down and fuck you, to feel that power and weight smashing into you, rocking you from the inside out, making you feel small and safe and free

this gen is too slow I need babydollanon RIGHT NOW

RIGHT NOWWWWW

>>41014255
thanks now i have to go goon to sissy porn

>>41014443
I’m a masculine guy just saying

>>41008031
Literally can only get off to imagining myself as a shemale bottoming for a man. Want breasts and curves. Want to be held by him while he's inside. Want to coom while he's inside. I don't even watch porn.

How do I rep this? I've had GFs before and the tranny thoughts always came back.

>>41014574
Want to top for you. Want to caress your breasts and curves. Want to hold you while inside of you, while you cum.

>>41012747
Any amount is too much

>>41014617
what do you look like? I'm 5'5" Asian and I've gotten dolled up and done it before and it was amazing

>>41014844
BVILT for BWC

would like to curl up and die

>>41014472
you are a sissy repper dude

I got used to all this shit. I was forced to repress my personality so viscerally that I simply overcame it and am above it all. The difference between me then and me now when it comes to feeling dysphoria is remarkable. After so much stress, and after realizing over and over again that the world simply doesn't care about my pain, that the world has a system and things work the way they do, I lost the ability to care.

For example, a gigapassoid transition timeline would have been something that would have made me extremely depressed and envious in the past. These days, I simply can't care. In fact, I've found transsexuality itself a bit comical. I observe AGP behaviors that I used to experience in others, and I find them quite pathetic. It's quite arrogant and stupid that someone would consider themselves to be the opposite sex. It seems my brain malfunctioned after repeating all my beliefs that made me sad for years, taking away my ability to feel injustice and making it easier to remove useless things from my life.

I remain geniphilic, even though I can't say I'm AGP right now. I still have an aesthetic preference for the female gender. But now I see all of this more superficially, as a normal straight guy would. I'm expressing my sexuality more outwardly. It's completely unfeasible to induce AGP fantasies with my appearance, and it's not something that frustrates me, like when I hadn't yet accepted it; I simply don't find it arousing anymore. I'm grateful to have explored my AGP when I was still a teenager and not turned into one of those transvestite boomers addicted to Sissy hypno. I wanted to be a woman because I didn't accept my role in the world of loving women; I wanted to be the object of desire. In other words, I was a narcissist. And I was internally ashamed of being a man, even though I knew it didn't define me, and since I couldn't show it to the world, it frustrated me. But I'm just a man, and the world owes me nothing.

>>41014242
babydollanon left us behind, he's married with two kids called rick and noah

>>41014865
kek. I like tall, athletic guys. White, Arab, Latino. They have to be vers too.

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ugh I just need to hold a job for 3~ years to get ffs then maybe I could transition

desu i dont think my life can ever be better than this so i might actually kill myself now cuz im so pathetic its insane i randomly started crying in public again

>>41015155
adorable

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tfw you fall for the hrt repper meme but you only have weird misshapen breasts spread too far apart on a male ribcage

>>41014844
I’m 5’9” and white and I’ve had some Asian gfs (cis)

>>41015155
I was helping my mother with her grocery shopping the other day and some guy said something to me about my appearance (he thought it was a compliment, but it in my brain it was a brutal reminder of what I've lost) and I almost broke down in tears in front of my mum. I've only ever once cried in front of someone in my life and that was nearly 10 years ago on a brutal date with someone who lovebombed me for months online (only actual proper date I've ever had btw, scarred me). Nothing ever gets better.

>>41008031
why is it so hard to go to the store as a man with long hair. Why do i get stared at im presenting as male. i feel like everyone sees through me or judges me in silence

>>41015295
paranoia is just part of body dismorphia tbhon
I don't feel it now but when I was trans I felt as though everyone was constantly watching me and every word I couldn't understand was about me

>>41015024
babydollanon is here and I want her to speak up

>>41015289
this is babydollanon!

I hate trannies with support networks. When I transitioned everyone just called me a hon and told me to detrans

>>41015276
have you fucked/gotten fucked by a tranny before? and why are you on the repper thread?

>>41014908
good girl

>>41015375
no (and I have no interest in bottoming); I’m here to flirt with girls

>>41015302
wdym by used to be trans
did the thoughts about wanting to transition stop?

>>41015359
Never tripped/namefagged in repgen, so afraid not

>>41013713
Same. Also using dating apps and realizing homos are gross. Also spending enough time around them to see how annoying they are

>>41015446
no, I'm just detrans after having been trans before (hrt, presenting, etc)

>>41015502
ahhh no we both know babydollanon never tripped

babydollanon is in all of us

>>41015407
what a buzzkill

>>41015697
why?

>>41015609
Terrible thing, to have your identity taking from you, and that includes people thinking you're someone else.

>>41015635
yeah I think that is true, all you reapers are potential babydollanons
you’re a bunch of girls who deserve to be loved and cherished but are stuck with a pain so intense that you wish you were invisible (at best), which means you need that loving and cherishing all that much more

>>41015708
I'm going to have to politely ask you to cease seeing and knowing me so intimately. Thank you.

>>41015407
bait or retard

>>41015700
Despite what this board says, the best boyfriends a tranny can have are ones that will suck their dicks.

>>41015742
where did I say I wouldn’t?

>>41015786
gross, you're a bottom

>>41015742
I do not enjoy that. Even when I was young and horny, I did not enjoy that

>>41015736
I have to gently but firmly refuse, babydollanon

>>41015737
retard
>>41015816
confirmed for virgin

>>41015708
cute but society doesnt work that way

>>41015866
repgen is a general for cis men not women

>>41015881
I want to hug you so bad, babydollanon

>>41015898
me too nona ;_;

>>41015816
ok you're back to being ok in my book. good boy.

>>41015895
cis men do not have to repress being trans

>>41015947
>nona
nope I am anon (hugger), you’re the nona (hugee)

I wish I was actually trans and not a coping cis male dude who faps and is generally disgusting and not a woman at all and has no real dysphoria nor tries to change

>>41016019
what's the problem if you have no dysphoria?

>>41016019
>coping
about what

>>41015958
I want to put my penis inside of girls, fine with me (as in not a deal breaker) if those girls would like me to go down on them, and that’s the whole story

I curl up and cry thinking about how horrible it was being trans sometimes

>>41016025
Exactly
I can’t be trans. That’s the problem

>>41016028
Being trans

>>41016093
then you are trans

If it’s all a fetish then I lied to myself
I can’t masculinise more but I’m not trans so why do I care? Cause of porn addiction and isolation

>>41016095
How? You can’t just want it willy nily
You must earn it by being a woman and having dysphoria

>>41016114
you don’t have to earn being trans just like nobody has to earn being cis

You can’t become trans suddenly either
If you aren’t you are not ever gonna be

If I was trans I wouldn’t have fake dysphoria

I wish I was a passion and could groom pathetic men into thinking they're trans

>>41016017
how often would you hug me anon?
being hugged once would be kinda lame

I know I'm not really trans because I detransitioned. There's thousands of hons who just roll with it but I gave up because I was a hon, so I must not be trans

>>41016123
I’m not sure if that’s true but certainly you can suddenly realize it (and I’m sure that would feel very disorienting and make you question whether you can trust what you feel)
>>41016138
what’s fake dysphoria?

>>41016146
how many does it count for if Ihold you close while we watch those cartoons you like

>hardly speak
>when I do, answering the door or interacting with a supervisor or something, there's a 50% it's a queer girly voice because I voice trained I guess
kms

>>41016069
you'll be a natural

I am here for a hung trans gf
Where is my hung trans gf
Where is babydollanon

>>41016147
lol trannies destrans and retrans all the time
>>41016169
I think so too
>>41016180
it doesn’t matter what size babydollanon is

There are no plans, wait your turn for that 41%

>>41016183
>trannies destrans and retrans all the time
they absolutely don't and you're stigmatized if you do

>>41016237
so which is it, it doesn’t happen or it does/is stigmatized?

>>41016290
it's rare and no one retrans

>>41016159
that would fix me

>>41016295
not true at lol there are even YT trannies who publicly go back and forth, as you can imagine they delete a lot of their old vids

>>41016311
it fixes all humans : )
in fact we only get broken in the first place to be fixed by this

>>41016019
>>41016076
Oh my word, literally me. I don't suppose you also have bdd, are an incel, are predominantly attracted to women but have highly submissive gay fantasies do you?

>>41016395
>submissive gay fantasies
let’s try out some of those fantasies and see how you feel afterward
pro tip this is boyremoval

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YWN

feeling my babydollanon sleeping peacefully in my arms

>>41016421
>let’s try out some of those fantasies and see how you feel afterward
There is no one sane enough on the planet to participate in what my main fantasy actually is. If I went to the police, and told them what actually happened, they would be arrested and likely charged. Obviously I would never do that, because I am massively avoidant (hence the lifelong repping) and would not want anyone knowing what happened to me, especially not my family, but the risk is still too high for them. We're talking really close to line rape here, and not just the safe "CNC" kind with the little cutesy safewords, and the constant "are you ok?" check ins.. Oh no, none of that will work because I'll just use the safeword immediately.. I will fight back (as much as my 5'5 body will allow me), i will try to scream, I will likely cry and sob during it (did I mention I've only bottomed for 20 seconds in my life?) I will beg you to stop, and afterwards (assuming you didn't just drug me so you raped me all night) will go home and never mention it to anyone ever again.

>>41016490
the consent would consist in you taking the drug willingly beforehand

>>41016679
lame ass virgin

>>41016692
take the pill

need to transition with a repper bf tbhon

>>41016679
Taking drugs isn't consent to having sex. If anything, that removes the ability to consent. Also, I would probably prefer it with no drugs, because I'd want to experience and remember it, but it would probably be easier for them to just drug me (and hopefully take pictures/videos and bully me with them so I can see what happened... but that's evidence too so it's a bad idea). My whole "fight back and beg to stop" is not just elaborate roleplay btw. It would be 100% serious. I will absolutely change my mind the moment you lock the door. The chatlogs beforehand where I implicitly describe all these fantasies would be the main defense (another reason I wouldn't report it)

>>41016847
the drug in question will only slightly cloud the pain, terror, and pleasure, you will remember the entire experience except that it will feel like it was much longer than it actually was, the main effect of the drug is that you will not be able to move very well or stand up

>>41016866
Is that legitimately how it works or is this just RP right now? I have no idea how these drugs work. I thought they just knocked you out and you woke up sore with very hazy/drunken memory. Well... if you're not into someone trying to fight, and begging as you try to pin them down, I guess that's the best option.

rp rape

rp fatigue

>>41015895
>cis men
Lol I don't think repping changes the fact we probably aren't cis, sis
See >>41016010

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this is u

>>41017437
mogs me

I was playing val as sage with a friend and did some stupid stuff.
The enemy said something along the lines of, "what's wrong with her?"
and my friend replied,"she's utterly brainless."
It weirdly felt kind of nice, but like... I'm completely repping, so he might know?

>>41016905
would you take the pill to find out if that’s how it works

>>41017677
Assuming I know for sure it's not some pill that's literally going to kill me, then more than likely yea.

>>41017737
you don’t know for sure

i hate being a submissivve male repper

>>41017419
cisgender was only determined as not trans, I'm sure as shit not trans so that would make me cis
>>41017437
giwtwm
>>41017612
you do sound brainless

>>41017802
don’t hate perfection

>>41017802
BVILT

>>41017758
Then I'm not taking some suicide pill on the offchance it's a happy little date rape pill

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literally me before repping

>>41017864
hah so you want kick and scream and cry and be violently raped but oh no the pill is too scary

>>41017932
correct

holy shit i hate my voice it's like sub 100 hz

>>41017820
i suffer as a male submissive repper. the shame is overwhelming

>>41018139
I am a dominant male chaser I will hold you in my arms to make you feel better

>>41018459
chasing what? reppers are men retard. go to mtfg or chssergen

>>41018459
yes please. being a submissive male repper is so embarrassing. why couldn't i be dominant like you?

>>41016395
Gay fantasies how? I’m bi leaning into gynephilic
>>41016149
You can suddenly realise it but you can’t suddenly become it

Fake dysphoria is thinks no you are dyspeptic but it’s just some other mental illness like addiction or ocd or extreme case of autism
>>41016120
You can’t decide to be trans is what I mean

>>41018668
because you are a cute girl

>>41017808
rude but trve
i am a brainless submissive human make

Stop feeding it

>>41018813
thats what i am anon
trying to pretend im actually the opposite gender is insane

>>41018747
(⸝⸝⸝O﹏ O⸝⸝⸝)

>>41019030
lol she posted a cute emoji thing she will be a good gf

jesus share your discord and get it over with

>>41019068
shhh another chaser will be along shortly for you

>>41019077
kys gooner
go use grindr instead

>>41019091
I am here for babydollanon if you aren’t her then grieve in silence

>>41014908
>i got used to all this shit
>posting in repgen

see you tommorow sis

>>41008031
I signed up to draft Spiderman but now that set looks awful so we're back to suicide. any spicy recs for my Gruselda deck, p/rep/pys?

>>41017885
damn dude when i turned 22 and i saw my browbone and beard shadow and jaw looking exactly like this my fucking soul left my body and idk if its ever coming back

I just need a transbian to groom me tbhon or to become a transbian that grooms another repper

>>41019172
can i be the first repper you groom?

agree with the other anon, go find a guy on grindr like an adult
>>41019160
is that mtg? never played because it seems insanely complicated to pick up

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are there any polycules that supply their members with enough benzos to forget that other people exist and that you have a physical form

>>41019214
it is mtg. I assumed all repressors played lmao but you were able to catch it so. what's unfortunate is that the best and most popular format is by faaaar the hardest. the basic game is very easy but most people are bad teachers

Is picrel quanxi and makima?

>>41019258
yea, makiqua is sui/agpfuel for me

>>41016321
you should call me a good girl too, completely for cis reasons.

>>41019249
>I assumed all repressors played lmao
nah I hyperfocused on other shit lol but it definitely seems like the kind of thing I could really get into
>the basic game is very easy but most people are bad teachers
yea I could see that, I feel like half the time I'm trying to pick up a new board game / card game it's a huge struggle to get all of the rules down in a way that makes sense

>>41019342
have you been a good girl today?

>>41019218
I'd want to behead all the subs so there could be only one, Highlander style. I don't enjoy sharing

>>41019381
yeah i was productive today :3

>>41019194
I don't think I'll transition anytime soon...

>>41019354
just for most nerd things, people teach rules like they're absolute laws. you gotta teach using the flavour and met people be wrong, as long as they're having fun. adherence to the rules comes later. what special interests do you have instead, anon?

>>41008902
I really wish that I could but you absolutely do not want another 6'2 hulking gigahon lol, I choose to be a miserable repper for a reason.
I'm glad you didn't get sent to prison for washing your hands btw, I was rooting for you

>>41019588
i know how you feel im 6'4 and repping for the same reason. ik that i should be happy being a man and people literally break their legs to get a bit taller but im miserable.

>>41019314
Clearly canon, makima killed quanxi's gfs to get her all to herself. Toxic yuri kino

>>41019531
plus it's usually obvious what you're wrong about after a few tries of a game. i remember the first time i played wingspan i read one of the rules wrong and ended up accidentally cheating and stomping because of it lol
an old school autist in that i'm really into baseball, have put ~4k hours into a game called out of the park baseball.

>>41019637
you have it even worse than I do, I'm sorry anon.
seeing how tiny the average person is really makes me never want to go outside again

>>41019637
I think height can be an advantage because tall women often look odd but of course that depends on a lot of things
I wouldn't say height alone is a deathknell

>>41019588
>>41019637
Often wonder if I was your heights and slaying, rather than my tiny ass disgusting self, would I still be so depressed about repping.

i like being tall, i want to be a girl and wear high heels to make myself 6'5", a mans head should come no higher than my boobs

>>41019786
being a giant hulking ogre man makes me very depressed, the way I tower over everyone feels horrific and makes me avoid going out in public whenever possible

>>41019831
hot if you aren't a hon

>>41019786
i would do anything to be small and be picked up by a real men
>>41019832
way too real

>>41019664
I play so much video games and I sn also an oldfag, I have never heard of this. is it... good?? or just addictive

>>41020018
No man has picked me up in over 10 years. Feels bad man.

>>41020068
i can pick you up if that counts

>>41020099
anon pls ;-;

How do I quit hrt?

who cares

>>41020275
you just stop taking it?

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>>41020142
i can try but im just a tall nerd xd

>>41020275
by giving it to me..

>>41020319
Sure come over

>>41020275
you don't

>>41020275
I just stopped buying it, didn't like injections so that was easy to stop and then pills are overpriced so it was easy to rationalize

>>41020327
if you're an eurofag too i might T_T

>>41020376
Nah

>been taking hrt for 5 months
>still look exactly the same except i have sore tits now

i got memed

>>41020030
eh if you like sports and staring at spreadsheets it's fun otherwise probably a skip

>>41020304
im just a 168cm manlet nerd so would be easy ;-;

>>41020392
but think of the mental effects!!1!

>>41020385
rip

>>41020392
1 year+ usually for most timelines iirc
I only noticed the changes when I detransitioned. It's probably too subtle to see day to day

tfw hate how I look off hrt, mental effects were real, and I worry about balding
I'll probably be a hrt repper by next year. grim

>>41020405
cute

>>41019473
aww what a good girl I’m proud of you

uwu u r such a cutie omnomnom mommy loves you so much you're such a good girl teehee no I don't want to see a pic of you don't display the illusion omg how is your face so long what happened

>>41020419
just get your hrt, babydollanon, it’s not any huge deal

>>41020451
it's a complete waste and I should age as a man, like I normally would

>>41020018
>>41020068
a couple years ago I got really drunk with an old friend and he caught me when I was about to fall down and princess carried me for a minute
it's the only time I've gotten to experience that wonderful feeling as a giant hulking man and I'll never forget it

might spend all my money on ffs even though i know it wont work just because i feel the need to go all the way in the humiliation ritual that is my life

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the only time I've really felt happy was when I was a transbian with a tranny gf half my height who would call my mommy

>>41020419
being a manmoder aint the worst thing in the world

>>41020447
I want you to “display the illusion”

>>41020447
illusion is important

>>41020471
it's worth a shot man, what if it works? god I wish I could do the same honestly

>>41020458
of you age long enough age just takes away your masculinity anyway might as well look and feel good while you’re still young and look decent when you’re middle aged and by the time you’re old you’re be a wrinkly lump like all the other elderly

new thread
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