why does no one want to talk to me? I'm seemingly very repulsive to yo people, and I'm very socially awkward. Is it because I'm trans or brown??? Or is it because I'm just really awkward?it's getting really fucking hard to tell. having the feeling of the whole world hating you, does not feel good.
>>41009960You're a tranny.You're public enemy number one.Sorry. It's as it is written.
irl or online? but yeah idk i can go weeks without needing to saying a word :/
>>41009960Brown or black? Big differenceDo you post yourself often so people would knowAre you bpd posting the same shit nonstop?
>>41009978I didn't do anything wrong though.>>41009981mostly irl. I can have decent conversations online. but in irl, it's like I'm a disgusting creepy ogre to people. >>41009992lightskin brown, no, and I don't have a social media account to "bpd post" on
>>41010032Are you trying to girl mode as a hon? Are you using pronouns or correcting people? That's the only thing I can think of
>>41010060I'm a perma manmoder. It makes me very unhappy and uncomfortable but I have to manmode. I don't correct anyone when they call me maple pronouns, I haven't earned that privilege.
>>41010092I meant *male* Not maple.
>>41010092Do you have visible tits?
>>41010105I don't know. I have tits, but I don't think they're that noticable. I wear mostly hoodies and baggy shirts but they still appear as small bumps
>>41009960Do you shower regularlySmelling bad socially kills
>>41010132You must have a really offputting personality then or extreme autism
>>41010137yes, I can't stand being dirty.>>41010142yeah, I should just stay isolated in my room I guess. it's the smartest thing to do for my mental health and for the sake of other people. it's better to pretend I don't exist.
>>41009960lemme give you some sauce, OP. i wouldnt say im a promiscuous man, but ive been around the block. ive been fortunate enough to travel fairly often and see/meet many differnet kinds of people thru out the world. There is one undeniable truth:Humans are vain creatures. blame biology, blame evolution, blame culture and society. spin it any way you want, but understand that humans are vain creatures. Ive known girls are as dumb as fuckin bricks. cant hold a conversation to save their lives, have no hobbies, no passions aside from the generics. but because they are beautiful, they get tons of guys after them telling them how smart they are, how witty they are, how beautiful they are, etc.I remember i was at some volunteering event at a library. met this chick, a bit tubby and not that attractive. but i deeply enjoyed the conversations we had. she understood a lot of nuanced subjects and was very knowledgeable, and honestly her personality was wonderful. but she confided in me that she had never felt any sort of romantic interest from a guy in all her life. she would be called awkward and weird and a loser. Looks matter a lot. you either gotta play the game to win, or dont play the game and suffer. maybe you just arent pretty enough to elicit the attention of people.
>>41010190>>41010142this thread is heartbreaking. It's just hard processing that I'll NEVER experience a strong connection ever In my life. Only pretty people get their social needs met.
>>41010247so are you ugly? are you overweight? do u not take care of your skin and body? Just admitting those things and not changing anything about it, its a self fulfilling prophecy. no one wants to date a loser. why wont you improve yourself
>>41010032>I didn't do anything wrong though.You're trans.
>>41010247I guarantee you're not going for the ugly people
>>41010306>why wont you improve yourselfI'm a lazy failure with no motivation in life. >>41010318ok? that doesn't make me any less human than you.
>>41010367>ok? that doesn't make me any less human than youAt this point in time, it makes you subhuman.
>>41009960for me it’s bc I’m brown so I’m too ugly for whites and bc I’m disgusting mutt other browns don’t think I’m one of them
>>41010335admittedly, I don't even try to socialize. I spend everyday alone in my room. isolation is probably also why people hate me.
>>41010382I'm a human just like you. I don't see how dehumanizing me for something I can't control is productive or righteous.>>41010388me too. I hate being half black. I'm so fucking chopped and gross looking
>>41010367if u cant live for yourself, live for the sake of a future partner. imagine you have an ideal partner right now. how would they feel if u were always miserable and self loathing? now imagine how they'd feel if you worked on yourself; working out, taking care of yourself, having good hygiene and just overall beautifying yourself. think about it that way.
you could try hurting yourself.
>>41009960Are you ok with talking to a dude? I can drop disc tag
>>41010416>I'm a human just like you. I don't see how dehumanizing me for something I can't control is productive or righteous.If you are Right Wing, you are the same as every other Right Winger.If you are Left Wing, you are the same as every other Left Winger.You are nothing more than your political leanings.Source: Left Wingers
>>41010490agreed