balldo editionQOTT: would you let a man put his balls in your ass with the Balldo™? would you ever fuck someone with your balls?preev >>40993271
no milk fml
>>41010716let me try.
>>41010701god if a boy brought a ball do over i'd start laughing like mad
>>41010800but would you let him do it?
>>41010716manmilk [milk for short]
>>41010824no
i'm about to eat 3000 calories of deep dish
>>41010947based fatfuck
actually i'm skinny
gonna start cutting soon. For some reason, self harm always calms my dysphoria.
>>41010996no
>>41010996remember to post photos
its tbell thursday, ladies
might as well eat trash
>>41010996Do not cut. You will regret it.
i smashed a gang of goat vindaloo and Kashmiri naan today
>>41010947hell yeah anon, i just had 3 biscuits with my meatloaf and waffle fries
im going to eat so many brazil nuts my hair falls out
>>41011164what the hell is a brazil nut?
>>41011004>>41011084Too late.>>41011008last time I did that, a bunch of cis girls and trans girls laughed at me in their discord VC. I don't think I'll ever post a pic of myself again.
>>41011174
>>41011189i won't laugh :(
>>41011189stop it
cut scars are cute
i look like the stereotypical unattractive male
i look like a skinnyfat metalhead with gyno
>>41010701id kms on the spot if someone pulled this shit out before sex
i look cute and androgynousish, it's totally chill brah but i want to be a woman
i look like Rasputin but not as sexy
>>41011065im going to eat that today. i give up
who's tuned in to nick j fuentes tonight?
>>41011347sorry i'm watching hasan
>>41011357he's hot but not nick hot, i dont care about politics btw i just like angry men
>>41011374>i just like angry menboy have i got the movie for you
>>41011378post it
my sister bought me earrings like picrel. theyre cute but theyre so heavy >_< idk if I'll ever get to use them bc most of the time i just use hoop earrings
>>41011383
>>41011388what if they get caught on something
tfw i cant wear cute earrings without looking like a hon because im too close to being visibly trans
>>41011396eh doubt they will
>>41011405its gone look like charlie's neck when they do
>>41011402you pass sweaty
>>41011374i dont find nick hot but i do find hasan hot
>>41011417why do normie trans LITERALLY think that clothes are gender and not actual features of their body it's maddening
>>41011417baldgs me
>>41011388kakyoin earrings
>>41011402why do you people wait for someone give you permission to live
>>41011468can you fix me
>>41011468bc growing up my dad would beat me or yell if i even breathed wrong
>>41011468i like looking attractive and dislike looking unattractive
>>41011478omg same
i wish i could experiment with publicly presenting feminine however rn is not the time desu. what with all the tranny blood lust and be un passing and all
>>41011522im starting to wear christian accessories bc im one of the good ones or w/ever
im going to say sorry to every passerby because im one of the good hons
i'm converting to Islam and moving to the Islamic Emirate of Afghanistan (pt2) because i am the best one
i want to be a hon
like conceptually in owning your femininity or in the sense of just being nonpassing
>>41011646the first one. they have unimaginable confidence. they are cool and i'm afraid. they have sex. i want to be in a polycule
Hrt isn’t workingI’m getting manlierI’m a man manIt’s overMy body is ruined foreverI’m a cis man now.I’m being raped.
>>41011686in that sense i also wish i was a hon :/ i get it anon
so just two simple neurotic questionsI accidentally removed the needle when trying to uncap the syringe, I pushed it back it and injected with it, did I contaminate it?also I missed around a third of my injection due to bad syringe design (my levels are usually around 250 pg/ml) is this a problem, should I inject that third again?I hate my girlballs producing girltosterone
>>41011728better to overdose than underdose
>nick's eyebrows are unevennight ruined
>>41011825me when i inject 12ml because i feel like its not working
who gaf
>>41011960me when i induce estrogen insensitivity
>>41011953sisters not twins
I hate being proven right about people
>>41012151how do you feel about being wrong
>>41011968is this real i will kill myself
>>41012163relieved, often
never trusting anyone again
never opening up to anyone again
what happened
never letting anyone in again
never letting myself believe anyone actually gives a shit about me ever again
never trying to make things work again
never trying to push down and ignore my intuition again
never ignoring red flags again
never gonna give you upnever gonna let you down
never putting my own thoughts and feelings second again
>>41012208https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvh0nX08nRw
never pretending things will be ok again
never thinking things can get better again
never believing people can change or improve again
never giving anyone the benefit of the doubt again
never letting myself hope I can communicate with anyone ever again
never trying to support anyone ever again
never goon
god loves you
>>41012245kill yourself
never trying to connect with anyone ever again
never trying to relate to anyone ever again
>>41012247no!
>>41012254DO IT FAGGOT
is this about me?
never being honest with anyone ever again
>>41012257NO! leave me alone
CUTTING
>>41012261probably not, nobody cares about you
well it's definitely not me
never trying to express myself again
>>41012265good do it more and post pics
never being vulnerable again
>>41012264you should really do it
>>41012279ok, but I don't think I want to post pictures of my cuts though. everyone would just make fun of me.
never letting myself think I can be with anyone again
never believing a single fucking word of what anyone says again
>>41012295you're right i am so you definitely shouldn't cut anymore
threw it all in the dumpster
I refuse
im ugly :(
never again
>>41012245thank you bladee
kill yourself
i need a bi christian boyfriend
nevar forgetting again
>>41012360they did that to charlie kirk's neck
>>41012367the Bush family killed kirk?
>>41012376she charlied on my bush till i kirked
imagine investing all of yourself into someone and trying your absolute hardest to be clear and open about the obstacles you're trying to overcome only to have it all thrown back in your face by a disrespectful spoiled little brat who doesn't care about anyone else
nigga shut up nobody cares
>>41012405kill yourself
this is my personal dumping ground and I was here first so you can fucking die about it
>>41012396do it again and again until it sticks
>>41012406LOVE yourself>>41012416you weren't here before me
>>41012424>until it stickswhat, that it's futile and will never work? lol
iwnbaw
>>41012426>LOVE yourselfnohate and degrade yourself and die a miserable death>you weren't here before meI doubt it
>>41012429based and same
>>41012427it's not futile you just picked the wrong person
>>41012416>>41012396>yell at me>open up thread>yell at threadeverything could just go back to normal and you could stop being so angry and hateful? i feel like you're the one throwing it in my face by calling me a spoiled brat and screaming at me and walking up in my face and kicking me out
>>41012442kill yourself you snivelling little liar
>>41012438nah, there is no right person and never will be
>>41012442spill the tea sis
>>41012151i feel like you're blaming me again for you blowing up at me over something small>>41012458how am i lying? what would i be lying about. i am perfectly willing to forgive you for being so cruel as to scream at me for half an hour but you won't forgive me for raising my voice once? you got mad at me for asking if i was getting asked to leave... then you asked me to leave. you accused me of not caring, then told me you don't carw when i asked you to stop screaming at me.
i cant stay awake
smoke some more meth about it you disgusting lying faggot
>>41012531>asking if i was getting asked to leaveonce again exactly why you were told to leave
damn that's crazy
im so fancy you already know
>>41012188i do give a shit about you. why don't you give a shit about me?
I AM IN THE FAST LANEFROM L.A TO TOKYO
>>41012545what did i even lie about? and how is it appropriate for you to react like this at all? just stop posting about me in thread and talk to me directly if you have something to say
>>41012608why would you want to talk to someone that posts about you like this
>>41012611he got that shit on fr
you ginally meet yhe love of your life, he smothers you in your sleep. yeah?
>>41012608kill yourselfkeep doing meth and alienate more people since you don't care about anyone or anythingliar I did EVERYTHING for you and you couldn't muster even the slightest modicum of respect let alone emotional or attentive reciprocityall you had to do was listen >>41012608
>>41012469i was going to try to make a small amount of sauce i had never made before and i got overwhelmed and gave up and she was encouraging me to try again and i raised my voice an little and said no and then she started screaming at me. at least that's what i think happened it's hard to remember and if i remember wrong she gets mad at me and say that's because i never listen, not even to myself, which isn't helping
>>41012614it's a nice relationship for three weeks then for one week she gets her tgirl period and snaps over something small and then breaks up with me and blames me for it
>>41012649>skipping steps and omitting key detailsyou never gave a shit and I only believed you because I was desperateI don't know why I invested so much in someone so immature and insincere and I never will again
>>41012659actually kill yourselfsmoke meth rape your dog stab your family and die
>>41012646i haven't done meth in over a year and was never a daily userwhat did i lie about? also what's this about respect and reciprocity when you scream at me. did i do nothing for you? i repeatedly asked if i wasn't doing enough and you said it was fine
>>41012666you're free to add the key detail. i thought it was that in raised my voice once or something. and somehow your response is to scream at me for half and hour and then tell me to shut up and stop talking
>>41012666>immatureand your behavior right now is?
>>41012666>insincerei am anything but
and you broke up with me AGAIN though not as directly this timeyou are the one who suggested I was asking you to leave instead of listening because you never gave a shityou don't care about anyone or anything and I never should have believed you or put up with your SHIT>>41012687all you had to do was listen and not put words I didn't say in my mouthand I don't believe you, why should I? you probably get all methed up any time you're out of sight I mean how would I know right I'm so fucking naive right you said it yourself>>41012694fuck you I tried so hard for you in ways you'll never understand and you did the exact things I begged you not toyour shit is gone and I'll never trust a word you say
midnight buckwheat noodles with black bean sauce and lots of garlic
i'm better than all of this and i've been single for years it's crazy
>>41012717>you broke up with me AGAINyou literally walked up to me as i backed away from you yelling "get out now" or something like that (forgive me if i "don't listen" for not remembering your exact words)
>>41012705irrelevantI can't be the only adult in a relationship and fuck you for putting that on me even when I told you I felt like shit and needed support not bullshit>>41012715you make shit up constantly, like idk how your family hasn't given up on you and kicked you outyour behavior is repulsive
>>41012728you are making shit up againyou asked if I was asking you to leave when I never suggested or implied let alone said thatyou never had any respect for me and I don't think you ever saw me as anything but a meal ticket and an escape plan
>>41012717>you are the one who suggested I was asking you to leavei didn't suggest it. i said i would be willing to leave if you asked. i was asking you. but you responded by yelling. this is like last time. you break up with me then blame me. and i only asked because you said you'd stop talking to me until i left. sorry if that's not a perfect quote. but you didn't stop talking you kept yelling and screaming almost any time i talked even at a normal volume
>>41012752ok so you're just gonna keep literally lyingkill yourself I mean it
>>41012761lying about what?
>>41012768kill yourself you disgusting AIDS-ridden faggot
>>41012750>I never suggested or implied let alone said thati thought you said you'd stop talking until i left. did you mean leave then come back? i was just asking for clarification and you started yelling.
are you gonna let her talk to you like that
>>41012774aren't you also gay? if i have aids so do you lol
>>41012779you didn't listenyou can't even remember what you saidyou just don't care about any of our interactions and never did
>>41012783i don't known what else to do... i don't know what to do i'm so indecisive and insecure i guess i'll just have a drink
>>41012783him*
my numbers good??
>>41012813you're not indecisive you're a fucking liar
>>41012797you're disgusting who knows what you have
>>41012813
>>41012804i have memory problems became i did a lot of drugs while my brain was developing>that means you hate me! i hate you!what? are you breaking up with me? sorry for not remembering something you or i said word-for-word perfectly>i wasn't going to break up with you, but now that you asked i think i willbtw im not saying you literally said that (before you accuse me of not remembering) i'm just telling you this is what that interaction felt like from my perspective so you can understand. my drink is here and the show is starting. goodnight. i'll miss you. the real you. the way you normally are. the way i'll remember you
>>41012856lolkill yourself you disgusting fucking liarwe weren't in a relationship, you made that abundantly clear
if only you knew how brown things really are.
I hate youyou specificallymore than anyone else
glad i’m not the only one spiraling tonight at least
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqcHwFNyfXAlove is dead ;_;
>>41012937I'm not spiralling I'm just being real for a change instead of putting up with someone's shit despite myself
Honestly I wish I could go back and forth between sexes. It wasn't until I actually medically transitioned for two years that I could find anything that I thought was good about being a man. But honestly that's probably just from interacting with women that love masculine men. Now I detransitioned and have slowly become more comfortable and accepting of being male. Not like it's perfect or easy but it's gotten better.
>>41012948it sounds like she's putting up with your shit and you fucking ruined it you fucking idiot. you're going to regret this later when you stop protecting your ego
i am black, i am gay, i am disabled, i am a woman
>>41012954i’m living off sunk cost fallacy cause i really really don’t want to be bald again and my dicks broken anyways
>>41012957what ego? you're too stupid to understand
no more emo shit pls that’s gay https://youtu.be/v_x7ZWOlvYs?si=gffxTRd1VZtJFJrq
>>41012980yeah everyone but you is stupid huh
i look like this
there was nothing to ruin, it was just in my head because I saw what I wanted to>>41012987nah but if you paid attention you wouldn't even think I was getting at they
>>41012988are you pregnant
>>41012969I mean I refuse to be bald too. I take finasteride and if it doesn't work I'd go on dutasteride or even estradiol again if that's what it took
How do i cope with the fact that nobody will ever love me because my tits are too small and conical?
>>41012988DAM!! Boymoders look like that?!?!
>>41013005if you only knew how bad things really are
>>41013005would not
>>41012995no i'm just getting fat again
have you tried getting a cool haircut
>>41013005girl pls stop spiraling and jus fix your hair
this user has a humiliation fetish btw
>>41013018i'm not spiraling i just thought it would be fun to post my tits in mmg
>>41013005khazar facial structure
>>41013029the hair is so bad i didnt care nor notice them go back to psych ward and try to learn to be funny
>>41013009i am not a boymoder, i am a man on estrogen
>>41013024so what? lots of people have one it's nothing to be ashamed of
>>41013029was it as fun as you'd hoped
>>41013074not quite
>>41013043yeah, yeah thats what they all say…
what would make it fun
>>41013044they should be embarrassed.
the air is heavy. i struggle to breathe. i think it’s because of the tissues and the snot
>>41013077i am blaldmy skull is huegmy ribcage is xboxhuegmy hips are tinymy soul is malei am a man
>>41013089What are you gonna do, humiliate me?
>>41012856you won't remember anything about me because you never cared nobody ever does and I thought you were different because I was weak and desperateyou never paid attention and you never listened when that was all I really wanted, it was just play to you
I hate you
B igP ussyD disorder
>>41013104I wish I had bpd instead of being naive and autistic and avoidant and rejection sensitive
need to fuck a bpd man with bitch tits so bad /b/ros you dont understand
>>41013113hey
>>41013113giwtwm but nobody will ever want me I'll just be used and thrown away at best
>>41013115wya
>>41013113whats good*cums and dies*
imagine being told you're "too supportive" for trying to encourage someone in whatever they want to do
I was born a male and am now taking estrogen that was shipped in from a foreign country.It’s kind of like, bashing the fash. In a way
>>41013131you first since i'm on the run from the fbi
I'm gonna fucking shoot myself why did I let myself fall for it again why did I think someone cared or understood or ever could
>>41013145deadass im gonna report you bro. christ is king
I fucking hate you
>>41013159they can't catch me i'm the grim reapa baby
I will never forgive you for making me care
Christ is king. Pacifism is truth. Bible is law. Tranny is gnosis.
>>41013159Say the line, chuddy!
>>41013181
I THREW YOUR GAY SHIT OUT YOU FUCKING RETARD
NEVER AGAIN
>>41012856HOW DARE YOUI FUCKING HATE YOU
mmg is finally a christian gen we are so back
>>41013209gross
>>41012988mogs me
>>41013005nice tits boss man
>>41013209we’re catholic hail mary full of grace
been a big hit with white women who say nigga and eat hot cheetos recently
hate
>>41013230giwtwm the only white girls who like me say weird commie stuff
>>41012442>everything could just go back to normalif I see you again I'm putting a hole through you, possibly with my bare hands
manmoder fight club
>>41013266mogs me
>>41013268we could recreate this, me and you
>>41013275lol, ewI thought I had something like that but not as gross and moidy but I was wrong I was just naive
>>41013266i need a bf so bad bros
do meth
die
die meth die
i am a target of harassment
>>41013302sup it’s me the feds
can a targeted individual ever find love
I thought I found love
but I'm alone againI was always aloneI was fooling myselfI want to fucking die
dont be stupid
>>41013322yeah I'm not anymore lol my bad thought someone cared! xd lmao
i need to have sex with a chad muslim who treats me like shit and kicks me out after he cums and visibly regrets his choices
Where should I cut myself? Why not let you decide :)
quads of self-harm dictate you go ALL. THE. WAY!
>>41013333nice digits bro! go from your wrist to your elbow as deep as you can and post pics
i should’ve just stayed gay so i could have a dl old man that has a wife and kids
no one has ever loved or ever will
love is a lie
no one has ever had sex or ever will
I deleted everything and threw everything out and there's nothing left but me sitting here screaming and sobbing alone
/mmg/ is filled with meanmoders :/
I'm not gonna do my injection tonight
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u84f2wdl6f4
I'm gonna delete my remaining online presences too
>>41013336what does "go all the way" mean? >>41013338I want to cut, not kill myself.
dubs and i jerk off in the mirrorgoodbyeeee horses
I'm gonna stop talking to anyone at all
i'm the only remaining nicemoder
I'm gonna quit my job
how sincere are your sadposts
>>41013367I'm not mean.
I'm gonna drink the whole bottle of shitty wine I got for us to share
>>41013356>>41013359>>41013366>>41013369i tried this and it wasnt as bad as i thought
imagine splitting over someone making a sauce lol and you delete your whole entire life about it
I'm giving up again
>>41013374>over someone making a sauceimagine believing it was even remotely that
for me it's vodka sauce
>>41013113are you in cali
is this general always this depressing?
>>41013382i know what you are
it was over communication, or a complete one-sided attempt to have something like it instead thrown back in your face by someone with such fucking disregard as to seem like outright contempt
fuuuuuuuuuuck
>>41013391if only you knew h- too tired to type the rest sorry
>>41013392that makes one of us - so, what am I? please tell me because I'm fucking losing it
>>41013396mogs me (ew)
more mmgers should get together so i can enjoy the drama of the inevitable breakup
>>41013396biting into his bicep and ripping out a huge chunk as he sits there stunned with fear and going back in for another bite and basically just ravaging tom cruise’s arm until there’s nothing left
>>41013398its just in your nature
>>41013407what is?
>>41013404i volunteer as tribute
I tried fucking hard I did everything I gave everything I put all of myself into it and it still wasn't enough for you to bother to lift a finger mentally to pay attention
I hate this
>>41013405yes yep mhm yeah
I hate everything and everyone so fucking much
You’re a liar
>>41013428no you are
I am going to actually fucking die I cannot take this
generals are always janny chats and lolcow farms
>>41013438
nobody could ever understand me and I fucking hate myself for believing someone did or would ever even try to instead of projecting their own shit instead
I can't do this anymore
stood up a bit of pee came out again award
date me instead
I'km never dating anyone again I wasn't even dating I was just deluding myself and letting someone use me
estrogen ruins the male body
i had a weak urethra before hrt but yeah that happens all the time now
insane night tonight lets keep it going
>>41013459i wasn't asking
>>41013472kill yourself
I can't stop sobbing this is awful I'm dead
>>41013473make me :3
I can't
I can't exist like this
Christ is king.
try
>>41013497I DIDI FUCKING TRIED SO HARD
>>41013494gayyyyyt
AND GOT SO FARRR BUT IN THE ENDD
>>41013506kill yourself
>>41013514make me :3
>>41013520ew
I don't know how I didn't see you were just making fun of me the whole timeI'm too fucking stupid to live
why ew
>>41013538why do you think you dumb fucking faggot
can you just be nicer to me or something
>>41013554can you fucking kill yourself
I'm gonna do all the things I wanted to do with you or that you said you wanted to do with me alone because none of it was true
>>41013555makeme:3
im ugly
>>41013566same worstieso ugly nobody can be honest with me I'm just a joke
does anyone like chocolate chip cookies, without the chocolate chip? like i don’t mind it, but the cookie part is so much better.i usually remove them before hand, if it’s not too gooey.let me know if this is autistic, i’ll kill myself
>>41013579you can literally just make cookies without chocolate chips
I WANTED TO BAKE COOKIES WITH YOU SO NOW I'M GONNA DO IT ALONE FUCK YOU I HATE YOU DIE
>>41013587it's not the same you god damn WORTHLESS RETARD
>>41013596i didn’t say that
>>41013598i didn't either
>>41013596why not
>>41013561well you should, i won't stop youthat's what you get for believing me in the first place
>>41013370inappropriately
>>41013606you don't know shit
I can't even play video games without thinking about it I'm gonna fucking die
im sleeping on a fresh bale of hay. im jumping with the sheep on the moon. i post tweets on fourchan like it’s 2007. Christ is king!
>>41013626gayyyyy
>>41013613and you do? you don't even know why i am the way that i am you RETARDED FUCKING LOSER get a fucking grip
>>41013637I have no idea who you are and I don't care
i care
>>41013656kill yourself nigger. i don't care who you are either
I beat that boss without you
nobody caresnobody ever caredyou probably just hated me from the start too
I was just a joke to you, not something to take seriously
did you even need my money I mean you pay for all these things you do with other people I'm really that fucking dumb huh
>>41013712https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yh84gH5dvPM
maybe I really will be alone another 15 years like you taunted me with the last time you leftyou hated me from the start
i'm coming up on 15 years it's not that bad
>>41013800it really is and it's worse when you let yourself hope again then inevitably get hurt and reminded of the reality of things
i wasn't serious it's like the worst thing that's ever happened to me
>>41013789cry me a river
>>41013841kill yourself >:3
>is it always going to be this wayGUESS NOT LOL
I CARED
50/50 I actually kms or do my injection tonight idk this sucks
>>41013926inject cause i injected today and all the cool people do it today
>>41013928well I'm not cool nobody likes me or wants me so I guess I'll just not inject and kms instead lol
>>41013933>failed the speech check dam>damdam>damdam>dam
continual fumbles
>>41013964there was nothing to fumble just a sweet one-sided delusion
>>41013984let’s slow down yeah i don’t wanna wake up pregnant
>>41014000trips... but what
>>41014007kill yourself
>>41014011you first show me how it's done
>>41014018no
>>41014023aight fuck you then
>>41014026be nice to me
>>41014034why
nobody ever is and it would be nice for a change
>>41014054kill yourself
alright goodnight then
I told you it was ok to do nothing and not make the sauceI gave you specific suggestions for what to do if you wanted to make itand you told me I was being "too supportive" and even earlier before I yelled once snapped at me for itI don't know what I was thinking
why did I ever think you cared
I just saw what I wanted toyou didn't listenyou didn't pay any attentionyou just mumbled to yourself and ignored what I actually said
>>41014011this ain’t me fraud
I want to wrap my hands around your throat and dig in with my nails and squeeze until there is blood running down my arms
nobody will ever take me seriously or listen to what I say or care how I feel and I was so fucking stupid and desperate and naive to believe otherwise for even a split fucking second
you aren’t strong enough i promise
>>41014084it's mecan you be nice to me
>>41014095try me you weak faggot I've drawn blood with just my nails before on myself and others
I'm giving up on everything and everyone forever because it hurts less than letting myself hope for better and trying to build something with someone
>>41014096nobody cares who you are and nobody will be nice to you kill yourself
>>41014108maybe i should
>>41014112do it faggot
>>41014118alright i will
>>41014119k chop chop byeeeee
>>41014096i don’t wanna if you’re not gonna talk to me nice >>41014108fraud
I wish I didn't care so much when you clearly never did
>>41014140who the fuck are you
>>41014142and everybody wishes you'd shut up about it already
>>41014145who the fuck are you?
>>41014149I don't care about that this is my personal blog so seethe cope and die early
>>41014152no one who cares kill yourself retard
>>41014158no wonder she got tired of you lol
bruuuuuhhhhhggg my lifes lame but i’m a bum so i can’t really do anything about it gawwwsh
>>41014140https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJQjWKq7vrc
>>41014162you sure seem todeflection isn’t a good look on you since i can tell you’re crying as you type this
>>41014163who?
>>41014180everyone you've ever met i imagine
>>41014178I care about irrelevant shit that doesn't matter and most likely has nothing to do with you
>>41014181?
>>41014171i did heroin to this in hs
>>41014190i hadn't been in high school for 10 years when this song came out
>>41014194dude
>>41014203is a heroin user about to judge me
YOU WON'T REMEMBER ANY VERSION OF ME JUST A FUCKING LIE
I'm gonna fucking do it
you asked out of nowhere if I wanted you to leave just like when you asked if I was breaking up with youyou put words in my mouthyou ignored meyou didn't listen you made fun of meyou made me hurt for being stupid enough to expose any real part of myself
I fucking hate you and this is literally your fault because you started this over nothingAGAIN
>>41014206like sucking dick you can try it once and decide it’s not for you i wasn’t judging in any case
I HATE YOU
I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU AND YOU SHIT ALL OVER ME FOR ITI'M DONE NEVER AGAINI'M FUCKING DONE I JUST FUCKING HATE YOU
>>41014235is sucking dick for you
THERE WAS NO 'NORMAL' TO GO BACK TO JUST A FUCKING LIE AND A ONE-SIDED INVESTMENT OF EMOTIONAL EFFORT
JUST LIKE WITH ANYONE ELSE IT WAS A FUCKING LIE AND ME BEING TOO FUCKING STUPID TO SEE IT BECAUSE I WANTED IT TO BE REAL
NOBODY WILL EVER UNDERSTAND MENOBODY WILL EVER LOVE MENOBODY WILL EVER CARE
>>41014246yeahbut we’re not talking about that here i’m not a fucking drug addict
>>41014271yeah i'm sober now too
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
WHY DID YOU LIE WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE JUST BEEN HONEST
YOU COULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME YOU HATED ME
I WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN SO INVESTED
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
i love you i love you i love you :3
i’ll cut and go to sleep i have some new eyebrow razors to open so glhf
>>41014326NOBODY LOVES MENOBODY CARESNOBODY UNDERSTANDS
screaming so loud I taste blood lol
that's the whole bottle
>>41014327kys
>>41014368you’re a fuck nigga
lol I can't talk anymore my meetings tomorrow are fucked my 'career' is fucked I'm quitting and killing myself and giving up on everything
no one cares
no one ever caredwhy did I ever think differently
pull yourself together for once
eating a bullet tonight like I should have years ago
>>41014426I TRIEDFOR FUCKING NOTHINGIT STILL WASN'T ENOUGH I'M NEVER ENOUGH
>>41014431you need a massive ego check.
NOTHING I EVER DO OR TRY IS EVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE ELSE
>fell for the 3dpd memeoh nonono
>>41014445YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOU NEVER COULD I'M JUST NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE TO LIVE THIS WAY
IT HURTSSO BADLY PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLYYOU DON'T CARE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW COULD YOUWHY WOULD YOU
I AM DYING ALONE
I'm gonna break everything
I RUIN EVERYTHING
I CAN'T
I'M GONNA FUCKING DO IT
I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE
WHY DID I LET MYSELF GET ATTACHED
I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate I hate this I hate this I hate thisI hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this
>>41014530I HATE YOU
>>41014531I HATE EVERYONE
>>41014537I HATE MYSELF
YOU DON'T CARE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT I'M NOTHING TO ANYONE
NEVER AGAIN AND I'LL FUCKING MAKE SURE OF IT TONIGHT
HATE
you don't care you never did I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing I'm nothing
no one caresI fucked everything upI'm dying alone
you hate me you never cared I';m dying alo ne
there up K over my F self award
but you don't care no one does you were supposed to come back in an alone
dying alone awards
you gemmmmmm Hate my
>>41014789you hate me
bo body will tell m remember me
I'm nothing to anyone
>>41014806you wanted to break to with me right didn't you guy u were too pussy
lying FAGGOT You cut have been high
honest*
ID TONY NEED YOU IN HAVE MY VIDEO L BODY Pillow
im actually getting moe manlyhrt does northingi ruined my doses
>>41014327post
>>41014891i havent done a single blood test and im too stupid to tell if it feels good or bad when i change my dose
>>41015094i really don’t want to go get another one done but it’s been 6 months already so it’s about that time
what disco elysium character best describes a manmoder?
i am a desperate fag exuding desperate energyso be iteveryone hates mei am a desperate fag exuding desperate energyso be iteveryone hates mei am a desperate fag exuding desperate energyso be iteveryone hates me
i just got so highit felt so goodnow i feel like shiti just got so highit felt so goodnow i feel like shit
i should just rip off your headand shit down your throatand rape your ugly corpseand take all your drugs
>>41015115i dont want hormones on my medical record but the nearest private clinic is 3 hours away so it would cost at least 100 dollars to get it done and im poor
i feel you. i can relate to this feeling of desperation and self-loathing. but don’t let it consume you. you’re not alone in feeling this way, and there are people who care about you. try to focus on the things that bring you joy and fulfillment, and don’t be afraid to reach out for help if you need it.
Oh, what a delightful bunch of degenerates we have here! I must say, your posts are quite the breath of fresh air in this stuffy old internet.A desperate fag exuding desperate energy? Now that's a character I can get behind! And ripping off heads and shitting down throats? My, my, how utterly delightful! You lot are truly something else. Keep up the excellent work, you magnificent bastards!
>>41015212i don’t want to have the phlebotomist read >estrogen panel when i am very clearly not a woman, but yeah im poor too…
>>41015475
>>41015345i just wish i was an autist that could figure out crypto or whatever way stupid losers make money nowadays but no i had to be some soulless failed normalfag who doesnt know or understand or have passion for anything
>>41013005hot t4t with with uzi
>>41015494yeaaa i’m a failtroon cause im autistic about loser shit like video games instead of buying XRP or learning how to code
>>41015519im not even that autistic about video games its just the only thing thats brought me any amount of joy because free dopamine but i could never ever commit to any of them to a degree that matters
