I kinda wish I could be like those outwardly needy whiny clingy trannies that constantly garner attention from their friends and the internet by being loudly suicidal. I know better because its fucking pathetic and I dont wan't to stress out my friends. And no one is even obligated to even care about me. but I feel like I missed my chance at it and now me wanting to kill myself is just annoying and overdone. No one thinks I'll actually do it and if they do no one cares enough to reach out. I feel like the boy who cried wolf who's talked about suicide too many times. Only times I've tried to kms I didn't even tell anyone so I missed out of that sympathy too so I'm just an idiot tbhonest. I wish I'd gotten it out of my system before I had to become a stable-seeming adult. FML.
>>41013747I bet you have a fat ass
>>41013765Kinda average but yeah
>>41013830anon, time to get fucked by some stranger, don't kill yourself for bullshit
>>41013747idk i constantly suicide post and no one cares except once someone re added me and like told me we can never be friends i even posted nudes with face and i couldn’t do it and almost posted ssn one time i mostly want to back myself into a corner i cant escape from and actually kms i really hope i can do it soon
>>41014679you are likely just ugly
>>41014686yeah this is accurate yeah idk ppl like the nudes :( i rly hate myself oh so much
>>41013747youre doing it again with this thread
I just want to say that I appreciate you NOT SUICIDE BAITING. THANK YOU for being a good person, genuinely.
>>41016475I've never posted anything like this before or shared these thoughts with anyone but yeah fair enough lol.>>41014679I'm sorry, people are mean. Please keep yourself safe. for what it's worth I hope you don't die. Drop discord if you want
>>41017794ty anon, i appreciate it actually. I've also just been on the receiving end too many times and know how much it sucks. Just seems like the attention must be nice sometimes
>>41017891Yeah I know people who suicide bait oncre a month at least and they've been doing it for years. It's genuinely aggravating seeing how much sympathy they get as a reward, because it visibly drains the people trying to help them. The baiters are either oblivious or dont care that their antics have an emotional cost to others. At some point people need to wise up and stop enabling and equally recognize the effort it takes to cope with problems on your own while being considerate to others.
>>41017991Same, it's not so much anymore but it used to be a big problem in my old circles. It's tough for all sides but I do hope more people can come around to understanding there are better ways to cope, imo it'd be best for everyone involved.
>>41013747Lowk wish I was friends with you instead of the whiny needy attention seeking suicidal tgirl im friends with now because I respect the way you handle shit more and I would have actual empathy for you. Im shy though.
>>41013747Everyone is struggling try not assuming your the center of attention in any given situation. Being trans seems ot be about 90% narcissism and 10%ocd.Perhaps your friends just assume your not a pathetic waste of space that lives on BPD induced attention seeking binges
>>41018410Drop discord? I'm friendly I swear
>>41013747I do that as a straight-ish man. The key is to bring it up verbally not just in text. Also those feelings have to be genuine.Im a regular caller into the suicide prevention hotline bc i keep watching romcom animeys and then realizing i will never be loved because i'm an unkissable boycel chud.
>>41018457I know I'm not the centre of attention lol, I think I'm a pretty empathetic person considering people often come to me for comfort. My point was that I wish it could be the other way around sometimes, b/c getting that attention must be nice.>>41018671Trust me those feelings are very real lol, I think about suicide non-stop. It's horrible. My irls believe I'm pretty well-adjusted because I never talk about these things. Every time I consider calling a hotline when I'm on the edge I just tell myself to man up and get through it alone. Usually does the trick.
>>41018908Hopefully if you are really in need for it they will. I used to be weak as fuck and often dream about passing out or collapsing when im doing something but the reality is I am just too strong. Don't wish for lighter loads but broader shoulders (Or wider hips for a tranny) Life is easier for the weak but they are something to pity. It is a shameful existence to be weak
>>41013747i struggled i learned life needs to be clinged to
>>41018980I would hope so, I also hope I never have to find out. I used to think about similar things a lot but I'm the same way. Broader shoulders indeed, I just need to get stronger and endure>>41019005It's true... I will continue to cling
