>Micropenis>22>5'5>100kgs>repper >pansexual / bi>sub (currently side but probably will bottom after I start anal training)>hon face>obviously a virginwhat can I do to find love or is my body completely unlovable and I should neck while I'm still young
>>41015041>5 5 >100kginject yourself with grey market semaglutide
>>41015041idm any of these things except maybe the bottom part. 22 is too young to be dooming about being a virgin
>normal working penis>6'2>manmoder>gay (into men)>sub>manly face>a virgin tooI know it's over for me.
>>41015041where you at
>>41015050it feels impossible not to. I'm so afraid of being rejected because of my body that I don't let myself get closer to people beyond being friends.
>>41015082New Zealand
>>41015041also im white
>>41015091ye really far
>>41015090youre setting yourself up for failure so you dont need to be vulnerable. youre going to end up a 30 year old virgin this way
>>41015131well how can I avoid that or at least start working towards avoiding that?
>>41015163letting yourself get closer to people beyond friends would be a start, allowing yourself to be open to being hurt
>>41015177part of the problem feels like that opportunity to get closer never comes with everyone I know. Either I don't recognize it or know how to try to be closer friends because I've never had that before or I try venting to them and it doesn't really result in anything. I'm afraid of making anything awkward and humiliating myself especially since I'm constantly trying to not humiliate myself and I still fail anyways.
>>41015366thats how relationships are in general, especially in the beginning. its a lot of opening yourself up to potential hurt and humiliation.
>>41015374I guess so. I don't want to be so self defeating, it just feels intimidating since it seems like it comes so naturally to everybody else and like I was always bound to be self defeating with the way my body is. Even if I get complimented, my ego makes me think I'm in-debt and still just trying to catchup to being a normal person. It's my own fucking fault really and I've gotta just get over it but it's hard when it's everyday that I have to keep getting over it, especially when there's zero guarantees that it will work out in the end.
>>41015572yeah this is somewhat just regular shit people deal with but it feels worse given how my body is
>>41015041you sound so sexy>>41015091i imagine that is a difficult place