It's been about a year of me trying to figure out whether I'm a tranny, and all the evidence I managed to gather points towards me being just a confused cis guy.Looking into whether I'm dysphoric only made me realize I am completely fine with my male body. All my hang-ups and gripes I have with it, like disliking having rough skin and the amount of hair that grows on me, are just me being dramatic and vain.Imagining myself as a woman also makes me feel nothing at all, nor do I feel anything at the thought of living as one. This already is enough proof that I'm just cis, but there is even more of it when looking at my past.Despite all of that, each and every day, I desperately try to prove to myself that I might actually be a tranny, all in the hopes that it'll let me escape the person I am now. I've no desire in continuing my life as the man I am right now, but it's not something that can be changed, no matter how hard I try.It's genuinely disgusting of me to appropriate the struggle of actual trans people, only to cope with how much I hate my own life, so I must apologize for that. I am deeply sorry I exist
don't worry. that's like every second tranny now
>>41015869Trannies dont exist. Theyre just people with pathologically low self esteem, low social value and or trauma. They use the escapist fantasy of inverting their gender as a sort of living suicide, a suicide of the persona. You arent really “appropriating” their experience, youre havimg the same experience except youre too self aware and grounded in reality to make the necessary leap to troondom. Youre “CIS” theyre also “CIS”. Cis is essentially meaningless insofar as transgender people dont actually exist and the antonym is unnecessary.
it’s fine if you’re trans and it’s fine if you aren’tyou can be a man and work on making your skins smoother and your body have less hair, there’s nothing wrong with that it’s not even particularly vain or dramatic and you should work on improving yourself in those ways regardless of whether you are trans or cisThere’s nothing wrong in and of itself with your existenceYou’re fine, anon, don’t be so hard on yourself
>>41015996Trannies definitely exist. It's just that I am not one. I'm in no way more grounded in reality. If anything I'm so detached from it I can't even discern who I am as a person except of what's been imposed onto me. I am a stranger to myself
>>41016047Putting in any effort into "improving" myself is completely pointless to me, since I'm a man. It will always be a sisyphean task bringing me no fulfillment or respite in the slightest.My existence feels inherently wrong and I'm deserving of the harshness I impose on myself.All I want is to make amends before I let myself wither away
>>41016203just be a man on hrt who has a smooth body with smooth skin, that’s fine
>>41016541Can't be a man on hrt if I'm cis. Men on hrt are just trans women in denial
>>41015869Apology accepted. Now leave the tranny board
>>41016575nah you can be a man on hrt that’s fine it’s not against the rules
>>41016203>Putting in any effort into "improving" myself is completely pointless to me, since I'm a manSis that's standard dysphoria lmaoHow are you so brainwormed
>>41015869why are you trying to drag everyone into your own psy op, just transition or get out. No one can do it for you
>>41017318How is that standard dysphoria if existing as a man doesn't cause me any distress? I have no interest in being one and working on myself and my masculinity, but having the body and anatomy of a man doesn't cause me any emotional pain. This lack of suffering is what defines me as cis.If I were trans, I wouldn't be able to have this level of apathy. I'd just be dysphoric and hate being a man
>>41017429This isn't a psyop. I genuinely just wanted to apologize for appropriating your struggle
>>41015869god i love john 50s
>>41018724I'm not a John 50, I won't make it to 30
>>41015869That's how most men feel. They just don't get stuck obsessing over it for a year
>>41021188Men don't feel like that about being men>t.ftm
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