>>41017589
>She broke my egg
lmfao you will NEVER get over her

>>41017589
bruh I fumbled the love of my life by being an immature idiot about three years ago

o7 it doesn’t get better , miss her every day

>>41017616
It was a mix of that, issues bc of her, and issues bc of my family for me. I didn’t treat her how she deserved to be treated but she also did me dirty twice.

>>41018310
“it’s what happened but it isn’t who i am”

i feel that, i skim the memories a lot, if i was the person i am back then, i know we could of made it work. Sadly thats the one gift you’ll always get with time. Hindsight.
I’ve spent so many nights awake recently wanting to even just reach out. But I know she probably doesn’t even think of me anymore.

I know the expression isn’t to put your hand into a fire once it burns you.
But maybe enough time has passed for you to get some semblance of reconnection. Or even if just closure to shut the book properly.

Time is a fickle thing and we don’t have enough time for regrets

>>41018363
she probably does think about you anon. If it was more than a short stint relationship.

>>41018310
>>41018363
Epic double post

Regardless i hope you can find peace in this world that won’t stop falling apart <3

>>41018368
We lasted about a year, i really didn’t make it easy for her to love me.
probably doesn’t warrant a long relationship because my ex before her was a 13 year relationship lmao.
So maybe it’s just me being too attached to a stranger I had the luck to interact with. If love is real then I’ve definitely felt it before. I’d trade every future for a single day of that past. Fights & all.
i don’t think I knew what i actually wanted and she was the victim of my ignorance.
c’est la vie *shrug*

>>41018368
not sure if you meant to @ me or the other anon, but if me I know she does. She almost always reaches out first

>>41018372
Thank you, anon.