QOTT: Do you ever roleplay? Does it help or worsen your dysphoria?last thread: >>41008031
>>41020476daddy please carry me and call me a good girl
i roleplay on SL sometimes and go on virtual dates with my e-bf (he doesnt know im a balding repper but i hope he enjoys our time together anyway)
babydollanon is a good girl
i need to be princess carried so bad t.cute hrt repper girl
>>41020485it eases my dysphoria. I dont deserve that desu but i only do it when i feel super dysphoric. I even have new name and stuff. peak mental illness
>>41020537describe your troonsona anon, what's she like?
none of us here thinks were cute, what is this weird shitposting
>>41020548>but where's the non passing nasty ftms who treat and carries the princesses??>>40970840
>>41020542its not like i have given it that much thought.for sure shorter than me with longer black hair and cute nails and other faggotery stuff
>>41020561I got an egf posting selfies like the top lmao meeting was a nightmare
>>41020485nah I can't even really get into crossdressing or anything anymore because it just makes me more acutely aware of how gross I am>>41020560yea this is one of the weirder bits i've seen
Someone clearpill me on behavioural agp, because I think I have it really badly. I listen to kpop, Ayesha erotica, and do loads of other girly shit and it makes me feel good and I get a thrill. I like when people say it's feminine or girly. I also act like a wife/mom for my male friends often, but this is my personality also. I make sure I look good before hanging out, and often use women's hair products and shampoo. I have regular agp for sexual stuff also, but I want to learn more about the behavioural stuff.
>>41020561straight up rep fuel, im repping till the day i die why am i even here on this godforsaken board. why did i think it would make me feel better.
>>41020590the last thread had a gooner chaser trying to flirt
>>41020593>also act like a wife/mom for my male friends often>I make sure I look good before hanging out, and often use women's hair products and shampoocute and valid sounds like gf material
i always use a hair mask on my balding head uwu just girl things not to brag but I'd make a great gf
>>41020603guy who's so closeted he chases reppers to convince himself he's straight
i need a pinkpiller to ruin my life again
>>41020636this doesn’t make any sense repping makes you dumb but I guess that can be cute too
I NEED OT KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW
i need someone to hug me and call me a girl even though i am not :c
I NEED TO KILL MYSELF
I keep the anglefraud selfies I took to remind me why I fell for it and how ultimately unrealistic it was
>>41020709>>41020722now we're back to playing the hits
tfw someone calling me a good girl on a mongolian basket weaving imageboard makes me leak some precum
>>41020485embracing a female persona of any kind feels wrong in the sense that I'm lying to myself/a freak, I am but that's beside the point
>>41020721you are a good girl tho
I NEED TO DIEHELP
>>41020769thanks hopefully ill sleep better now :3
>>41020744things I can offer you if you become my gf>5" >can live in my car with me >can use my yugioh decks >350lbs so warm and chunky >we can pretend to be best buds instead of a couple in public to avoid shame
all these babydollanons we got sad ones we got mad ones we have horny ones we have catatonic ones but all babydollanons are ashamed ones first and foremost my poor babydollanons
its closesooner than laterapril 1st 2026
>>41020794I will visit you in your dreams (where you have already socially transitioned and we are dating and holding hands in public)
I'll visit you in your dreams princess and suck your fat girlcock dry I don't mind that you look like a guy I'm kinda bi
>>41020485take your HRT, retards
>>41020833jeez who can compete with this guy
KILL KILL KILL KILL ME
>>41020850make me make me take my meds please
>>41020850then what
deadim dead
>>41020709>>41020722Ever think a bunch of us disgusting suicidal reppers could get together and be like... chill together? or do you think we'd all sit around on our phones complaining on repgen and not speaking to each other?
>>41020485I used to do very mild rp a bit with my ex-wife, dress up in fishnets and a corset, she would call me her good girl and play with my chest while she pegged me
take your pills passing doesn't matter, you should be happy regardless of how everyone sees you you already look great hon you're so brave
>>41020869let the body operate stand up walk to the hrt take the hrt let the body do each step moving forward making progressleave the mind behind when the body raises from the chair
>>41020883youd all mog me by bei gactually at least somewhat young or feminine or real
>>41020906> at least somewhat young or feminine or reallol lmao even
i cant sleep fuck my fake dysphoria
>>41020850no <3>>41020883based on this thread everyone would immediately have a meltdown so probably not
I WILL FUCKING DO IT
>3 years detrans and I'm obviously balding grim, to think I ever thought I was cute
>>41020953YES TAKE YOUR HRT! YAY!
>>41020986I meant suicide anonBut yeah sure hrt tooIt does nothing anyway
>>41020485im a submissive male repper why do i exist
>>41020980Maybe you were onceI don’t as always ugly fat and a loser Better to have had and lost or never to had anything to begin with?
>>41021010well I mean if you’re gonna kys anyway ya know why not just take your hrt
>>41021020Yeah I said I did
>>41021012isn't that all of us?
>>41021012you literally exist to be submissive to me, your dominant bf
>>41021043>>41021012https://support.discord.com/hc/en-us/articles/218344397-How-do-I-add-friends-on-Discord
>>41021030good girl
>>41021067Kill your self subhuman trashDisgusting
>>41021052I'm too dominant for discord
kitten I hope your taking youre pills for daddy
>>41021052drop disc jealous babydollanon
>>41021155bbcsissydaemon7
>>41021155cuteuwurepperfordaddydom
Too late youtube, that content is my life
>>41021155dylanrogan1998
>>41021114https://support.teamspeak.com/hc/en-us/articles/360002712958-How-do-I-set-up-my-own-non-commercial-TS3-server
>>41021200I can't use social media because of court stuff :( anywhere children can post is no go
>>41021085lots of bad girls itt
why doesn't bro use grindr?
>>41021214Kill your self unironically
>>41021238you first (unless you transition then maybe drop disc)
bought a lottery ticket, this will be my test of god's intention for my life
>>41021253I don't think I'll socially transition anytime soon but I've been on hrt for a year... bubblegpeng
>>41021254you did not win, transition anywayt. God
>>41021254Watched a tattoo show on british tv and there was a transwoman in who said she won the lottery and paid for all her shit and i was fucking SEETHING
>>41021278maybe God should've give us better genetics huh?
>>41021253That anon isn’t me and yes I’m killing myself
>>41021292god wants us to be warriors... to die for Israel
>>41021270oh nice congrats : )
>>41021321no friend request?
>>41021253Also kill your self
>>41021292thou shalt be glad it wasn’t worse since thou hath already squandered so much of what thou hath received
>>41021329tried did not work assumed you trolled
>>41021336im more upset it wasn't better
>>41021352I was trolling yeah lol
>>41021354thou wouldst have squandered what thou hath not received yea even as thou squandereth what thou hath receivedfor it is said, no amount of femininity is too small for the wise tranny and no abundance of it is ever enough for the foolish repper in her vanity
one of those discords posted is active btw
>>41021410this isn't even King James English. Be gone vile serpent
they killed charlie because he was a repper
>>41021401lol I would have liked talking with you
>>41020883it would be based, just a bunch of bros hanging out drinking beers but we watch yuri anime together
>>41021436trvth nvke>>41021441cannot believe this is unironically happening
>>41021425see how thou bringeth the sayings of my prophets to pass
>>41021463We'd all get bullied by the femrepper meetup nearby
>>41021468what? : )
c’mon babydollanon
wish I could have transbian gf
>>41021577same, so bad
meetup is off, too many transbians who are just gonna try suck each others masculine dicks.
>>41021607Hi>>41021648Hi
>>41021674sorry, I gave up being a transbian years ago
>>41021705what did you replace it with? loneliness and despair? homosexuality? breederism?
>>41021728>loneliness and despairyeah, though I was basically an incel when trans anyway
>>41021735me too bestie, me too
just noticed i have hairy knucklesi wanna die
I wish I was human
>>41021755men (and some women) have hairy knuckles, just a fact of life...(in fact everyone have them, but people running on estrogen have thinner, shorter hairs making them practically invisible)
>>41021740aww, if only I could go back in time I'd probably date you
>>41021857That would have been nice. Maybe in another life x
>>41021902ugh robbed of a cute gf kms
I’m so male masculine :(
>>41022011robbed even more if you're british.
i wish i didnt have to spend more money than ill ever have again to get my face fixed so i dont kill myself
i finished symphony of the night today
I wish I was authentic and real and knew myself and wasn’t fake
>>41020485sure mostly skyrim and morrowind>>41021012you rep cause your submissive people pleaser>>41021280interesting>>41021755get shaver
>>41022279
>>41022453Good job! Play aria of sorrow with me it's best Castlevania
>>41020485Repping because my desire to troon is solely because I want to be a bimbo tranny and have vers sex with my guy friend. Don’t think I have dysohoria but I do think I’d be happier if I saw a gorgeous woman when I looked in the mirror.
>>41022552o-oh... goodnight...
metroidvanias sound terrible, I'll never understand the appeal of backtracking and progress blocks
I’m just a masculine male manNot a tranny or a girl or anything but a masculine male manI cannot be anything elseI led it mattered to me I would have changed as a person years agoBut I didn’tI never willBecause I’m a man and I actually enjoy my lifeDead end job. One friendFucjed yo hormonesNo relationships, last one was a decade ago and I was terrible at it and still amNo life. No joy. No future. No education. Ofc I’d turn to pin addiction and granny issuesAs if they are mineBut I’m not feminine or a femboy or a twink or gay or biI’m an average suicide statistic. And male. I’m nothingIm already deadI have been deadI didn’t notice yet
>>41022633exploring is nice, especially when you get speedboosts and other movement abilities, and unlocking new areas is good dopamine.
>>41022633Play aria of sorrow
do i have repper phenotypehttps://unsee cc/album#EJvmSE2LSg4f
>>41022935sad repper eyes :(
>>41022637I think that you should try completely changing your life in every way before killing yourself. Not necessarily in a troon way I mean like quitting your job and moving to a different city type of shit
>>41023005nta, everyone always says shit like this but like i'm so depressed i can barely plan anything how the fuck am i supposed to move to a different part of the world and not have that be an enormous failure. i've moved across the country for work and then was able to get fuck all done to make friends and can't be in a relationship because of how bad i feel about my self. if i tried it again i'd almost certainly fail again. if i kill myself now at least i save those around me from some dipshit crisis caused by whatever inevitable fuckup awaits for me in the new place and can give some finality. plus i'd finally get to be done with it. like i've always thought killing myself was the next logical thing for me to do since forever it's an actual genuine miracle i'm in a fine place now with essentially zero long term planning no reason to squander that
i could kill myself, or take hrt and then kill myself, but if i do the latter the suicide will be 10x worse
How does /repgen/ deal with long term isolation?
>>41023297I watch bodybiilding videos and erp
>>41023297smoking too much weed
>>41023297cry
>>41023297You assume long term isolation isn't my goal.
>>41023297a fuck ton of weed and long, open-world rpg games like fallout to escape into
i'm crying right nowdo i take hrt at 30
>>41023592think of it this waycan it get any worse?
>>41023592Would you prefer to start at 50?
redownloaded grindr and apparently they have you do an ai agreement now, which has me thinking - would the historical versions of this thread be the most brain damaged dataset out there to train an ai on? what would the repgen chatgpt be like
>>41024064What's an ai agreement
>>41024076they're going to use my data to train llms like chatgpt etc, which idc b/c it's not like i'm putting that much into that app anyway
>>41023656>can it get any worse?well i might lose my job and eat through all my savings as a neet>>41023664idk
>>41024064babydollAI
>>41023592I’m in my mid 30s and probably about to nuke my marriage if it makes you feel any better
when i first realised it was possible for a male to be feminine and cute when i was like 11-12 i had this moment of being struck by lightning, like that was all i wanted or could ever want. I could lose everything else but so long as I could be feminine I'd be ok.
bf who hits me so hard it rerolls my brain into being fine with transitioning late>>41024766and then what happened
>>41024766This guy never met someone with ADHD, because you'll get a new one of these every so often and it'll last like, a couple days or weeks.
Everyone here telling me to take my meds is kinda nice. But on another thread a girl with the same built as me was told to keep repping and detransition :(
>>41025026here and hornygen are the last remaining hugboxes where ppl will be fine with you no matter what. anywhere else you're bad optics
>>41025042shouldve taken hrt when I was 13 fml
I love all you babydollanons so much
>>41024778>bf who hits me so hard it rerolls my brain into being fine with transitioning latehits you in the prostate
>>41023297i try to make friends online and make the best job of it I can. 99% of the time it fizzles out within 2 days at most. Mostly within just a few hours. The other 1% I've been talking to them for yearsSadly I don't like doing drugs, or I'd love to drink and drug myself to death. >>41023300Do you erp as male or female? I don't get horny from it anymore, and it's very rare that I do it these days... but I find it depends on the other person. There's one guy I've spoken to for years who can be a bit of a hornball and when we do he gets the full on devoted girl treatment, whereas most others it's mostly been them wanting guy mode, which I enjoy even less (naturally)
>>41025440I want girlmode from you
>>41025663thats against the rules!
>>41023592it's not worth it, you'll probably just be a guy with breasts
>>41023297I'm used to it, I guess. I lost all my friends when I transitioned 7~ years ago (god I should've listened to them) and haven't had another since. The whole support network local trans community shit doesn't work if you live outside of America and then it's basically impossible to form connections as a soulless depressed 30s repper.
>>41024766>>41024833I have ADHD and despite having a low-level version of that reroll, I've had a strong-level version of that for the single thing of wanting to be a girl since I was 12 and it never changed or was replaced by something else.But I repped instead so now I'm just another dull book.
>>41025700break them, for me
>>41024766as a kid I spent all my time indoors or under the supervision of family/family friends on trips so I thought going to primary school meant I could be my own independent person away from my family. I'll never forget getting laughed at as a 5 year old giving a female version of my name in class and getting into fights at lunch. My mother pulled me out of school, which was just a walk from our house, out of embarrassment or because I was so injured. I attended another an hour's drive away the following year. Since that day it's been over.
>>41025845I wish I could remember if she gave me a talk about it or something. My mother would always drag me kicking and screaming to get skinhead haircuts and eventually started doing it herself so she must've known something was up.
i'm so tired of being a submissive male repper. it makes me feel so miserable that i can't be a normal man
>>41025879idk watch pinkpill hypnosis or something, worst case you can manmode and keep the trans thing as a private kink
>>41025879Are there any other types of repper? honestly?
>>41025837maybe just this once...
>>41025879It’s okay to be submissive, you just need me (do,I ant) around and then your life will feel complete
>>41025938babydollanon : )
unironically the world is fucked and nobody gives a shit about people with our condition and all I do is suffer and disassociate all day.I *need* to cope with something but drugs produce more suffering for other people.Why shouldn't I just sink into some AGP gooner haze as deep as I can?It seems like the best option that hurts other people the least as long as you keep it in private.Unironically.
>>41025930I would rather be a domtop woman
thoughts on the new hit pc game?
>>41026058not a fan of femboys or futas, so I guess it's not for me
>>41025930some days I don't mind the idea of being a mommy gf
>>41020485realistically i can only rep since im 6'4 and 19i should be able to pull girls or boys but im a submissive male repper :(
>>41026049>>41026077Well, that's shown me then.
>tfw was the mommy domtop gf to a post ffs passoid and threw it away to rep
>>41025954mommy
>>41026087> 6'4 and 19If you can, try and gaslight yourself to be at least be a little more switch/vers. Your age and height you would be slaying cis puss, so if you think you're might enjoy that even a little, save yourself the misery of what we all go through.
>>41026087>19take your pills youngshit
i'll never transition because i feel like a predator whenever i do anything related to my body
i will never transition because my brother jimmy says that transitioning is for fags and I don't want to seem like a fag to my brother
found an img for my babydollanons
>>41026425TRVTH NVKE
>>41026430uwu boymoder reppers are made for daddy dom chasers like me I would suck their gock so much it'd bleed
giwtwm
>>41026087>>41026246This>>41026328Then this.Whatever you do don't try to gaslight yourself that the pussy cured you. here i am 5 years later not cured
>>41020485I met my ex boyfriend in repgen, he posted about wanting to make a repper feel like a woman and I had been off hrt for a month, so I hit him up. It turned into a 2 year long relationship and the best one I've had. I ended up going back on hrt for him and even started girlmoding for him. He'd read me bedtime stories and watch me put on makeup, it was a boymoder/repper's dream.I wonder what he's up to nowadays, he has me blocked everywhere but I do still miss him sometimes.
>>41026749fetish shitters are the worst. Imagine blocking someone after 2 years unless you really fucked up something bad.
>>41026749Why'd it end?
>>41026759gotta groom the next one, I drop them once they're no longer boyish because daddy is gay
where are you babydollanon :(
>>41026759I did and totally take the blame for it, which is why I'm not going to try and hit him up. He was a good person, he just had his issues like I did>>41026763Lots of resentment on both sides, once contempt sets in it's hard to recover things. There were bright spots after our first rough patch, but nothing like how things were before then. Eventually things got bad enough that after a really bad argument that he ended things and cut contact>>41026775evil psy op
>>41026780we are all babydollanons
>>41026802this is the truth that will break me eventually
>>41024766ah. yup. in a way gradations/progressions of it would being into/fascinated by femmier chinkboo stuff, glam, girly elves, femboys/scene/crosdreesers/tftg. too bad prettyboism went out of fashion, current femboys are just variety of transvestites... clearly a "fetish" subculture. well by early to mid 90s it was over and fubar... sigh. senstivity went out of fashion. edgy became cool.
>>41025956Run, cycle, or swim for 1-6 hours a day, and you'll be too tired and numb to care.
>>41026851doesnt work like that. desire is still there its just less emotuonally colorful yet as real. more spooky and unexplained un a way, seemingly defying logic but if youbremember that feelings now buried are as alive as they were its just sad. being lean decreases bad aspects of mascunization like bone growth or hair stuff. partly from horminal modulators in veggies etc.
who is babydollanon?
>>41026879It is sad yes, and I agree with you. But nothing you said contradicts my post. I realise the feelings are still the same, but I am too tired and numb to be fully impacted by them anymore. If anything stops me from being able to numb myself this way,.the feelings become sensible again in an explosive fashion. You made an interesting post!
it's so depressing being a submissive male repper. it makes me want to cry
>>41026981there there sweetie
>>41026981bro just be a girly hrt faggot then
>>41026902in a way it becomes akin to hybrid of depression and ocd. less dramatic,tragic but more "insane" and compulsive as reason is less bright but is not less existing... can be more puzzling without ezperiencing acute state before or it ending years ago... chronic serious stress can bring it on too. i think its cause of mist cases of "tocd" undeniable feelings then questions then scary implications, freakout, emotional numbing, doubt because of it, freakout because feeling on some subaware level losing shot at happiness...
>>41026718i find it hard to date anyone because i have low energy in general and i dont want people super close to me (they'll find out im a repper). My face is also kinda bad with acne scars since i neglected myself a lot in middle school.Im not sure about taking hrt, it'd be bad for optics and i saw a thread about a person with the same stats being told to detransition.Honestly i feel like such a dumb faggot, people literally break their legs to be a couple of inches taller meanwhile im complaining about wanting to be a girl T_T
i fucking love the fact that i can spiral into suicidality within like 5 minutes just because i get my reflection in my eyesight
>>41027105Great isn't it. Very intelligent creator to make us want to kill ourselves because we hate our natural bodies
>>41027056Its up to you man I just think it would be worth a try. The guilt of having desirable male traits while being a troonbrain is real i get it.
>>41026880the girl reading this
being a submissive male repper is so unfairimagine being given a male body but for some weird reason your sexuality is not male. how could this happen?
it's so hard being a submissive repper and everything in your brain rewarding you for taking her, transitioning, wearing a collar... fuck off dude, if you're AGP then you have every reason to transition because it makes you feel good
I like submissive reppers they’re cute girls in the making
being a submissive male repper is very sad and lonely because most other reppers look down on you for not being a real man like they are
>>41027868it's true t.detrans repper who could beat you up
This guy spamming the 'omg submissive male' thing reads like the prelude to some sissy porn or something. Just bizarre.
>>41028017it's because i made the thread i think, whenever the other guy makes them, they're normal
i don't want to be a submissive male repper. i want to be a wife
where is a good place for submissive male reppers to post? even other male reppers don't like us (ó﹏ò｡)
>>41028074/hornygen/, /mtfgen/, all of /trash/, etc...
I hate submissive male reppers because they're probably twinks or boymoders but I feel obliged to let myself get hairy and buff as a guy
>>41028017yeah at least the people who posted about transitioning to 2d anime girls weren't spamming like this>>41028074type "vi super_secret_forum" into a command prompt and you can type whatever you want in there
>>41028043here here :(
i don't want to be a dominant male repper. i want to be a mommy gf
>>41028160>type "vi super_secret_forum" into a command prompt and you can type whatever you want in therei don't know what this means because i use a macbook
>>41028043I reckon I'd make a great wife, but part of me wonders if that's because I was socialized male and I understand what it is that straight men desire in relationships
I wish I were a woman
was he one of us? I don't feel so good, they'll come for us
>>41028650>right angle news networkon the one hand he came from a republican family and went to one of the most republican universities this side of liberty and by all accounts fits an irony poisoned groyper role to a tee, but on the other hand there is this tweet. tough to say
i wonder if i could ever get foid status or if i should just keep living my life as a guy that just likes to wear makeup
FUCKING PASSOIDS GET OUT OF MY GEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>41028930making me too depressed to even doompost
>>41028906giwtwm
>>41028160>command promptwhats that? be kind i am tech retarded.
>>41028906ass chin cleft ruins it
>>41028906kys, just take your fucking pills already and gtfo
>>41026604this makes me cry
>>41024778well i just hung around with trannies or fem twinks online while feeling inferior to them and pushing my envy down for 10 years and now im pushing 30 and mindbroken. it never went away.
>>41026846it all started for me with like emo boys, then gay furry shit then femboys/traps... being a tranny was always way off in the distance as something scary and alien. its easy to ignore it when you're a teenager. yeah im just a boy, just a normal boy. worst mistake of my life
i really can't look my family in the eye and tell them i'm trans
i've been a predator ever since i wanted to change with the girls before swimming lessons in kindergartenreally never had a chance to be a normal man
>>41029304same tbhon
>>41029527it's not fair
I hate being horny transbian
>>41029551owo
>>41029557Hi
>>41028987I guess it's command prompt on windows and terminal everywhere else, basically just a window where you can type direct instructions to your computer
>>41029527tfw iwn be a cute brick twinkhon having psuedo lesbian sex with other gay boys with tits while living in a tranny mansion together bought by paypigs and never suffering
>>41029634i'm gonna shoot myself
Growing old together with another unfulfilled depressed repper.
>>41029695kinda need
>>41029551how can you be a repper and a transbian?
i experience intense self-hatred as a submissive male repper
all male reppers are submissive
Seriously going to have to filter that phrase aren't I
babydollanon made me a submissive male repper
>friend is a fujo who desperately wants to have a penis and would go on testosterone if it wasn't for hair loss>friend's bf revealed he wants to be a girl but won't transition because he thinks he won't passi thought straight repper4repper relationships were a myth
>>41029674theres an alternate timeline where you didnt repress and put yourself online and found others like you who would accept you and be with you and love youbut you didnt
>>41029889that doesn't help
>>41029873>would go on testosterone if it wasn't for hair losscan ftm not take fin/min to avoid it? actually made up problem
I can't play BG3. I made a cute avatar, cried and uninstalled
>>41029448yep totally get it. magical gender bender stuff in the other hand.... nice to daydream.... cd kinda too but was too chickenshit to try for real as teen. fucking moment at like 22 when got sad from browbone getting bigger cause i would no longer look like a girl when dressed. as if larping as girl was something important. its like pecuilar type of repression, shattered into separate pieces... likely more present among empathetic people pleasers...>>41029469sigh. i dint know how people can do this desu. even if i somehow manageed to troon successfully i would do this in different country and would totes boymode visiting. would limit fashion optiotions for hair, eyebrows, piercings etc but whatever, already have been long haired for almost two decades. maybe it would settle well after....
tfwiwn be a cute transbian like picrel
how do i find a "transbian" gf to live through
i want to get ffs but then my family will find otu and ill be homeless
>>41029917>i would do this in different countryi live with my parents and i can't even come close to affording a place of my own
>>41029906eeh. eat sebolytics. flavonoids, catehins etc. veggies. as bacteria eat sebum shits vasocinstrictors. hypoxia boosts dht. dht boosts sebum. western diet (mostly cholesterol, pufas and fructose) is mostly for blame. anything that raises prolactin too. but even without that testostwrone is shite, dulls most of feelings, causes rage, coomerism, violent ideation etc...
>>41029936i understand very well. i recently almost came out of debt that was my family (grandma&uncle two retards) but it still would be hard to flee, having stable job here. and questions, nagging, suspiciousness... gotta have good excuse.
>>41029873>he wants to be a girl but won't transition because he thinks he won't pass This was me for a long time later in my teenage years until I gained the courage to get rid of my facial hair. Because I thought I couldn't look good without facial hair because I had a shitty natural five o clock shadow where my mustache hair is. But then I found out about a natural hard way to (mostly) get rid of it by plucking all of the mustache hair one by one from an asian mtf in one thread. It took hours. But it's not bad. Natural is best as Asians know https://youtube.com/watch?v=AkWesuOM4Is&si=_X5T_8mraKxUnMIG
>>41029933transition and then flirt with anons
>he wants to be a girl but won't transition because he thinks he won't pass this was me but then I went through all the effort to take care of myself, pluck, laser, electrolysis, voice train, take hrt for years, etc and it turns out I didn't pass and spiraled into self harm and alcoholism to cope
i don't like having to live in hell
>>41030217based. glad i skipped all of that hard stuff and went directly to alcoholism and sh
>>41030240now that I'm detrans I was able to drop both tbf I find it easier to deal with when I'm not trying to be a woman
>>41030217I DON'T DRINK ALCOHOL OR SELF HARM
>>41030278well, maybe you should?(no, no you shouldn't, you're a good gir... repper!)
>>41030312Talking to you feels like having to make decisions in a visual novel but none of them make sense
>>41027446Wish I could trade my body with a ftm feels like a waste. Why can't I be normal, why am I a submissive male repper T_T
should i go insane and start screaming and breaking things or should i go catatonic and lie in bed for 24+ hours straight
>>41030439combine them by screaming into a pillow until you're catatonic
So, you injected. You lost your RepChad status. You know what you did wasn’t based. The question is, how are you gonna make things right? Maybe you’ll try to girlmode. But take it from a chud who's been wetrepping for years. The only way to really be cool is to keep that hair short.
>>41030532should I cut off my hair it's almost shoulder length and not socially accepted for a dude
>>41030439take few deep breaths. maybe run few circles around your home. open up sufficiently big bottle, or have enough bottles and play...https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5dkpk1gmaDcnow this is how productive reppers do it. long term evening opiates and playing as a girl, looking like long haired prettyboy (at least in style, be slim and haired) and daydreams are okay too.
>>41030574no, you shouldn’t. but i’m totally biased
>>41030574the only socially acceptable hairstyles for men are practically bald it isn't worth it
>>41030593it's straight and thin but I think it's genetics cuz my mom has the same hairtype. I wanna cut it because it's annoying for work and school
>>41030574>should I cut off my hairnope. never.>>41030574>not socially accepted for a dudenah. maybe among bible thumpers. or bank workers? even like half of chuds like metal and likes...
>>41030646yeah i have the same hair type it’s pretty fucking lame and i don’t brush it because it’d look even stupider. but don’t cut it, i cry at the thought of even having to do it eventually
>>41030671I'm indifferent about it desu, at worst it'll keep me up at night but I don't think Id cry or anything.If I'm going to rep I might as well do it properly.
>>41030664your body is hot desu
>>41030664I should lose weight cute little butt
>>41030664maybe i need to start doing rc stims
>>41030693unfortunate but i feels
>>41030671do this with comb or brush
>>41030776thx basedgod
it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair
I'm feeling terrible nona.. reppers.I need terf asmr instructions on how to hang myself that would fix me
i have no personality, no opinions and no real idea how people work
I wanna force a repper to take hrt and girlmode eventually
>>41031320hi
>>41031320i would love that but its going to be honmoding
you guys ever take a picture of yourself on the front facing camera despair
>>41031406why would i want to take a picture of myself? (or look at myself through a mirror)i have better ways to self harm
>>41031406dislike. would never post here for obvious reasons
i feel terribly depressed as a submissive male repper
>>41031320You're imagining a cute twink when you say this, not an average repper
>>41031429we're twinsies
I AM PUSHING 30 I HAVE NO SKILLS IVE SPENT MUCH OF THE LAST TEN YEARS HIDING FROM THE WORLDI WANT TO WAKE UP
>>41031658Did the same. Woke up for a few years after 30. Got annoyed with being awake. Now I'm back sleeping.
>>41031624yea 0% chance someones trying to do that to a fat balding uggo
>>41031670>Woke up~2006-2017ish was haze for me. felt like i woke up or grew brain or something. (near( totally oblivious to events and culture around. i was lost in weird copes, obsesions and delusions... as for years well once brainworm hatches for reals it wont get better unless you fix yourself. cant unscramble an egg. like had thus shit that Ted Kaczynski had in 2018 and its not going away, more like alternating periods of acute longing, powerless numbness or being stressed by something else... natbe haze us period before shit hits the fan
as a submissive male repper i envy women so much
Was he a repper? When people were sharing facebook photos I legitimately thought he had the repper stare before even all the news about his roommate started coming out today.
i am paralyzed with guilt and fear
