My socialization and mannerisms are too masculine. Im too stupid to figure out voice training. Im too ugly to be a woman. My body is too brick to pass. I let people misgender me because they're right I'll never be a woman. Im not feminine im not good enough. I don't deserve to have my identity respected just because I say I think im a woman. Im just a freak with a broken brain. I can cry every night about how I can't be seen as a woman but nothing will ever change that I was born with a penis and that's what defines me. Don't even bother saying that im valid because I myself no longer feel like im valid. I used to feel like I was real but the world beat me down and ripped every ounce of confidence away from me. Im just nothing now. Not male, not female, not even a human
because other people want you castrated for your autistic behavior, this was never about you or being a woman or happiness (well, not yours)
>>41023429You're right no one cares about me and even i don't care about me anymore. Im just worthless filth
>>41023422I wish I could give you a hug
>>41023673A failure like me doesn't deserve hugs
I’d offer you a hug too, OP. I’m sorry you’re going through this.
>>41023422At least you won’t lose as much hair on hrt. No one cares. Do what you want.
>>41024165Why should I get a hug for being a whiny loser on the internet? I don't deserve kindness it's my fault for having this stupid messed up brain >>41024193What is want isn't achievable i can't ever be a woman and happy the world doesn't want me as one
>>41023422isnt it simple anon?if your life is soooooooo awful just do everyone a favor and kill yourself >w<
>>41024256I honestly should figure out something it's not like anyone wants or needs me it would be nice to not feel anything at all anymore
>>41024270theres plenty of easy painless suicide methods you could find online, but everyone knows you wont actually go through with ityoure only here for the pity right?if you actually wanted to kill yourself you wouldve quit being such a pathetic loser whining about your troubles online for the easy showers of praise and attention like countless others before you and done so already
>>41024307Because im a terrible person and I can't bring myself to actually do it. I guess im good at annoying people and ruining their lives too
>>41024325it sure sounds like it........if its any help you should embrace it anonsomething ive learned as i went through a phase rlly similar to yours is that life is so much more fun and meaningful when you literally just stop giving a shit about what other people think of you and be the truest version of yourself you can be, no matter how awful that person isyou only get to live once after all>oh no, you ruin other peoples lives just by existing???good, they deserve it!!!!if you're already """terrible""" according to everyone and yourself, why not at least enjoy it? ^^
