I've been boymoding on hrt for years now but the idea of actually living as a trans woman feels terrifying to the point id rather be a fem man than commit social suicide, though I cant tell if I specifically dont want to be a trans woman in current day America.Has anyone "given up" and regretted it later?
>>41025265I've been boymoding for years and and I think I've gotten to that giving up point. I used to at least try and be an effeminate guy and practiced make-up at home or looked at women's style guides frequently but I've kinda been mailing it in lately. I rarely shave my body hair anymore or paint my nails or wear jewelry or probably style my hair. I just don't really see a point in trying if I'm gonna be seen as a man anyway. I don't know if I'd go as far as to say I regret it though because it's not like I really had another option. that being said if you feel like you have a shot, id say go for it.
