8 years of hrt, feels like, good in my body most days. However some days, I feel like a bloated disgusting cow especially about my breasts. I sit there think of being a guy, it's nice, I even bind, use my guy voice, but then it goes away after a few days or a week or two and I need to be a woman again. Life would be easier if I could change my body everyday on a whim. Is this simply some severe form of mental illness? Inevitable detransition inbound? I have no idea. It's all so confusing.
>>41031734sounds like you're just rolling with it, good on u anon
>>41031734bump
>>41031734Hey, you are non-binary.
>>41031734here's my psy op take, you are feeling what most women feel at times, but you have the special case of reverting back to being a man to escape it
I feel the same way. Most people tell me i'm very pretty, and most of the time i only get misgendered when my voice is heard. other trans women dm me about how jealous they are about my body and my breasts. But i feel weird and sometimes think about detransition very intensely. I doubt i would ever do it, because i was an ugly man. but it keeps popping into my mind.
>>41031734I think you view being a man as living an easier life. I have a bigger chest than most tgirls and I definitely feel like that. It's hard to put all this effort in and it's nice to think of a life of being a carefree guy. I think you made it all the way Nona isur having gender envy like a cis f girl <3 this is fucking 120 worthy ig
>>41032473Eh, this is more about my body than socially being a guy. I like the idea of a more andro male body
>>41032403most women are pooners ?
