My parents always call me on the phone yelling at "me" but they're not really yelling at "me" they're yelling at "their son", they refuse to acknowledge my transness and are just mad I walked out and changed career paths. But anyway, every time I talk with them I get this strange feeling, it's also the feeling I get remembering any pre-troon memories, I don't feel like I'm the child they raised, at all, it feels like I'm so sort of formless entity that hijacked the body of some poor promising young man, my childhood memories almost feel implanted, and so, whenever I talk to them, it feels like talking to strangers, people I don't know and can't relate to, in turn, I feel like I've never had any parents, it's an awful, bizarre feeling and idk what to do about it.
>>41032179They had a preconceived ideal of what you would be, and what character you would play in their lives, which was all based on Jewish Hollywood films btw, and they can't see anything outside of the scripted rails. The first of many, many red pills.
>>41032179I'm sorry I can't offer any advice, but feel the exact same as you do. It was kinda surreal reading this. I feel completely and utterly detached from who I was in the past. It feels like I have to remind myself that my parents are actually mine, and not those of that person I apparently was
