I’m MTF 23. I get off to pictures of busty women sometimes but I only get aroused when I imagine a man also there, or least like a spectral hentai dick. When I get off to vanilla stuff my mind will wander to wanting to look like her and I’ll think about the man behind the camera so to speak and that turns me on way more than trying to picture myself fucking her. I get off to very male brained shit and a lot of my fantasies are autosexual, I’m thinking about my face, breasts, what I’m wearing and becoming a hyper feminine sex object for a man’s enjoyment. I like gender bender stuff and trap hentai as well. Comparing dick sizes really turns me on, in general I like to be degraded and called weak and feminine. It’s all about me and my own femininity but I also need a man there to reinforce it. Pretty classic meta attraction, right? It’s complicated for me because I was groomed by a woman as a child. The only situation I can picture being with a woman is when I fantasize about that, with me as a young boy getting assaulted by an older woman. My interest in women is purely visual/sexual. I can’t picture being with one long term. All of my romantic fantasies involve men and the idea of being with a girl just doesn’t compute in my brain. I read a lot of romance, het stuff and yaoi makes me yearn but I feel nothing at yuri.(1/?)
>>41034929I am attracted to masculinity and body hair, muscles, etc. I get off to gay porn as well and I often have autohomoerotic fantasies. The idea of getting forcibly detransitioned and masculinized by a gay man is very arousing. I enjoy stuff aimed at FTMs as well. I don’t know if this is just an outgrowth of the humiliation fetish or the desire to be more masculine.I like computers, video games, anime, geography, history. I am a major autist and not even that feminine. I don’t like wearing makeup or traditional women’s clothing and my goal is to look like an androgynous tomboy. Everything about me including my fetishes screams AGP and yet I only seem to have eyes for men. Is this just a terminal case of meta attraction, am I so AGP that I need to be sissified by a man? Am I bisexual heteroromantic? Just a faggot? I don’t know if it is meta attraction though, I’ve always been more into boys even before I transitioned, and I specifically get off to the idea of being with a guy in a gay way. I always felt awkward at the idea of being with a girl and I thought transitioning would change this, that I would be able to date a girl in a lesbian way, but that doesn’t work for me either. I tried in fact and felt nothing for her. It was a loveless relationship at least on my end.So yeah, what’s my deal? I’m a massive coomer with AGP fetishes yet I can’t see myself with a woman, I just cant. Can anyone relate? Also anyone else both AGP and AHE? (2/2)
