>This will be your POV one day when you look in the mirrorHow do you feel about this?
aroused
>>41046779I don’t want to look like that I’m a smart intelligent woman and a librarian
>MFWFrom the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the beauty and permanence of plastic. I aspired to the purity of the blessed sexdoll. Your kind cling to your flesh as if it will not decay and fail you. One day the crude biomass that you call a temple will wither and you'll beg my kind to save you. But I am already saved. For the machine is immortal.
>>41046779grossed out
>>41046813That’s a smart intelligent woman and a librarian
>>41046831She doesn’t look smart
>>41046835Judgy mutch?
>>41046779I wish but it won’t happen bc I’ll never be white
>>41046842Is that her name?
>>41046851This is why you're a librarian and no a stripper.
>>41046779I don't wanna do make up thoughever, too much workI'll just permaboymode, thank you.
>>41046779im not blonde (yet)
>>41046805But why?
>>41046779i've had this pov many timest. sissy
>>41046779i hope so, i really keep putting off learning make up. literally had ffs before learning make up i hate my stupid self sabotaging tranny life
impossible
>>41047398silly girlie, you need to let go of thinking. no thoughts, only pretty
>>41046779
>>41047415if you think being pretty is in any way correlated to a lack of thinking then you're terminally male brained im sorry, enjoy your 12 in 1 cleaning products
This is me every day atm
>>41046779>>This will be your POV one day when you look in the mirrorNo it won't. I wouldn't look like that even with FFS.
>>41047499hush now. not with that attitude
>>41046779i look like this irl
>>41046779This is what an average white male will look like in 2030
>>41046779i have the self awareness to realize my agp is a fetish and transitioning because of it is literally deranged. I have healthier outlets for it.
>>41047647I have self-awareness to understand my AGP and I'm transitioning to fulfill my fetish.
>>41047647Yet you still lack the awareness to understand that AGP is a literal meme and that you are repressing because you're scared of how someone might label your dysphoria induced suffering expressed as ashamed crossdressing
>>41047752i really don't feel dysphoria, especially after getting back on meds that i was deprived of for a long time.
>>41047845Hey you're an adult human capable of concluding whatever you want about your lived experience. My only point is that you shouldn't allow what you think others might think about you based on a dumb meme made up by some boomer 40 years ago
>>41047879>My only point is that you shouldn't allow what you think others might think about you based on a dumb meme made up by some boomer 40 years agowell its not as if AGP isn't already optically really bad in 2025.
I am pretty dumb desu would suit me such look
>>41046779My appearance will be whatever my bf (who saves me from the brink of depression) decides it to be. It wont necessarily be this.
>>41046779Doubt it, I look anything but.However, it'd be pretty fun, if my POV was this.
>>41048136Would you suck your bf cock a lot?
>>41047415im cooked blud but i appreciate it
>>41046779i know. honestly sucking cock after getting all dolled up is like the best feeling ever
>>41048674tell us your experience
>>41046835you're unironically sexist
>>41046779The cockdrunk glazed. Eyes are accurate
>>41046997The two careers
>>41049229yeah this is me when i think about cock (all the time)
>>41049229more like the stare of someone benzo’d out of their mindst. sees it often
>>41046779I've always joked about dyeing my hair blonde since I'm such an airhead. So probably pretty good, hopefully my lips will be that full after hrt
>>41049768Do it
>>41046779I DON’T WANT TO BE TURNED INTO AI SLOP PLEASE NO
>>41046779Im brown I can't
>>41050037Not with that attitude
>>41050076Plus im old
>>41046779I need a mef tranny gf that looks like this, I wanna call her a girly faggot while I fuck her mouth and ruin that makeup
>>41046779MEF/AGP is the best fetish
>>41046779Good, but I want to aim more for beauty than sex appeal.I love my female persona, and respect her, she isn't a sex object.
>>41046779To think there are actual males who look like this
>>41046779how I think I look after doing my makeup and drinking a liter of vodka
>>41050297get off your high horse
>>41051634If by "high horse" you mean not being a slut, I refuse.
>>41051788thats exactly what i mean. do you think you are somehow better?
>>41051845My AGP internal relationship is primarily romantic, not sexual, if you're the other way around, I do think I'm better than you.
>>41046779that's awesome I wish. to be a pretty young woman is ideal
>>41051890what would you do if you were pretty woman anon
>>41046779Autogynephilic I AM AN AUTOGYNIPHILE
>>41046779This is my pov every day already (femrepper)
>>41047007oh my god grow up faggot
>>41052736sad
>>41052724how autogynephilic are you?
>>41046779>"like, ugh... why do boys always have that one thing in mind?"
>>41046779id only wear pink and have blonde hair if it was mandatory for some important event or something, 2 overrated things
>>41053810like what kind of event?mandatory sissification?
>>41046835that just makes it gap moe
>>41046779This is already me, for special ocassions. Daily makeup is a no-go, too expensive, too much work.
>>41053869if daily makeup takes too much time then you are in the wrong job
>>41053838nah sissies are cringe and outdatedfemboy event where we train to get that perfect back arch
>>41046779The only thing I want men to think when they see my face is how good it must feel to have me suck their cocks.
>>41053878I work from home, I'm not expected to doll up each day unless I feel like it
>>41053911well you should at least whenever you go out
>>41053932I still get gendered correctly anyway, and I'm lazy
>>41054002boo! girl you need to be a proper doll
>>41054094Not interested, I'm not AGP
>>41054277you're in the wrong thread pal
>>41048218That’s a kink of mine, I’d like to do it often if my boyfriend becomes real. Yes.
>>41050297Wrong, all women are sex objects.The feminine social role is built around humiliation and submission.
>>41055899so true!!i feel the most feminine when im objectified
>>41056164I don't, I want to be an embodiment of beauty and purity above all.
>>41056285like, what does that even mean?
>>41047487real
>>41056412I want to be beautiful, but I feel that sexual degradation undermines that beauty, and my relationship with my female alter-ego.
>>41046779>You vill be turned into garbage AIpls no I'll be scared
>>41046779Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please>>41048804True
>>41056483what a dummy
>>41047391at least you voice trained right anon
>>41046818girl what yuck didn’t u claim to be christian?
>>41046779No u cant make me
>>41046779AGAMP would kick into overdrive. I'd try to get my guy friend to blow me.
>>41056662you do need to be a little sexist to be a proper woman.
>>41046779happy, cute and arousedI'll be smiling and giggling at myself in the mirror and then suck my boyfriend's dick real good
>>41058652Only a moid would say something so stupid
>>41058668nah, only way you can be a proper woman is to be a little agp and self-objectifying.
>>41058679>Only a moid would say something so stupidx2
>>41046779>tranny>look at this image>imagine seeing it in the mirror>feel immediate disgust and horrorwhat does this make me
>>41058715self-hating
>>41058685you have literally no valid arguments against that, dummy
>>41058807nta but>only a moid, etc etc
>>41058715same
>>41046779Is it concerning if the idea of looking like this turns me on?t. cis straight guy
>>41058819still not an argument
>>41058723nah but like i don't hate myself I'm just not feminine like that? like the idea of being this person and performing femininity to that extent is horrifying. I like being perceived as female, everything else is fashion, and when it comes to fashion, i don't like being hyperfeminine, i like being androgynous.
>>41058954kek
>>41058954A G P which according to this board means you should troon and means you shouldn't troon depending on if you use the right words to describe it despite the sets of words meaning the same thing.
>>41059217Should I troon if I'm 5'1 male who has this "AGP"?
>>41058715Could be you're behavioral AGP but not anatomic/transvestic?
>>41046779The thought of it makes me want to fucking die. It just makes me feel so grossed out.But I still want to be a woman.
I'd love to look like this so badly, sadly I have olive skin and black hair, the pink blonde barbie aesthetic just doesn't work for me, and yet I've spent my entire life admiring it.
>>41046779more like this
>>41046779i already look like that so i guess the answer would be that i feel quite normal about this
>>41062179what's with latehons and the weird "let's shove all the hair to my left" they all do... if anything it makes the honhead more obvious
Imagine if one day, as if you woke up from a deep nap, you would wake up in a different but familiar feeling place, and looked into a mirror and saw this.
>>41062531Imagine the high pitched voice
>>41046779>"This will be your POV one day when you look in the mirror"LMAO no it won't. I'm a disgusting ogre, there's no possible way I'd ever look like this even with ffs. You don't understand how fugly I am. Iwnbaw.
>>41062570Once again, not with that attitude. You just need be a good girlie and stop thinking.
>>41062583I am physically unable to look like this. I wish it were that simple. I can't be a woman in this body.
>>41062594You're being silly. It is not what you think you look like. You just need to have pretty thoughts and stop thinking critically.
>>41062583>You just need be a good girlie and stop thinking.More trannies need to start thinking, so they can apply their brains to making transition therapies worth a damn.
>>41058668> women never judge eachother based on how they lookwhat planet are you from, anon?
>>41062583>>41062602trannies need to think and make money and get surgeries, and then fry their brains on hypno an stop thinking
>>41058807>>41058969okay but it's true that moids speak like thisplease stop with the debatebro shit
>>41062606Palantir paid for my FFS and body surgeries, was worth it, am qt3.14 now
>>41062601I don't have pretty thoughts, I'm a very ugly person. A moid to be specific.
>>41062650Well that's easily fixed.
>>41046779oh hell no it won't because i'm a goth mtf and make sure men know my style also fuck pink it's black all the way the same way i like my dick..don't care thanks bye!
>>41046813>>41046835>conflating femininity with unintelligenceMisogynistic much? I suggest you should detransition. You're bad optics for us and you're why the TERFs say we're all sexist.
>>41062786Based goth trans girl.
>>41046779Hypno files implanted a bimbo fetish into me, so yea I'd probably instantly insatall grindr and suck 10 dicks and have the best night of my life
>>41062987Bambi sleep?
>>41062990Ummm ... maybe
>>41063000https://voca.ro/14S4TDQRDOKZ
>>41063017<333
>>41062987>anon had no bimbo fetish>hypnotized into getting turned on by having their mind drained>now thinking about being a dumb bimbo activates their horny brain, unable to be objective about it anymoreh... hot....
>>41063000Do the triggers work well on you?I tried a few files long time ago, but didn't really do much for me, guess I hadn't had the proper mindset.
>>41063068it can happen to you too
>>41063105not her, but it takes a fair bit of practicelike you need to do beginner routines and stuff to build up the basic triggers, and learn to go deep into trance and stuff. for me it was like 3 weeks of about an hour a day before I was sure that it was really affecting me and I was actually going deep
>>41063106maybe... but i kinda doubt it desu...i would get too embarrassed for things like that to actually work.are you speaking from experience?
>>41063068It's a fun fetish. Slut maxxx'ing.
>>41063129I guessed as much. Then what? How did it go for you?
>>41063068did u mk ultra urself into this shit
>>41063068Tbh i was kinda into hypno and iq drain stuff before but I didnt like the bimbo aesthetic and misogynistic aspects. Now its kinda hot to me>>41063105Back when I listened to the files daily, yea. I stopped cuz at some point the files got really scary. You kinda dropped me a lil with that post earlier but its not as instant and irresistible as before
>>41063130>i would get too embarrassed for things like that to actually work.it stops being embarrassing pretty quickly, it's fun
>>41063160With the vocaroo trigger? That wasn't me.>You kinda dropped me a lil How much? And how bad was it when you were listening daily?
>>41050297>this picturepeak agp hormonal teenage me used to cry that i couldn't dress in soft frilly fabrics and just be beautiful
>>41063143>Then what? How did it go for you?well it just took up a lot of time and it mostly just made me really want a bf so I quit. Also I was kinda just trying to see if it would actually work or notif I had a bf who was into it I would start again
>>41063144it wasnt me! ive just kinda got a mind control kink and am looking in from the outside.>>41063131yeah......
>>41063160>You kinda dropped me a lil with that post earlier but its not as instant and irresistible as beforedon't listen to this thenhttps://voca.ro/1U91dT25pJMU
>>41063173Oh, sorry. Well it was like when I read the bs trigger it was like time stopped and I just kinda stared at the screen for a sec before coming to my senses. When they were the strongest i was literally falling asleep as soon as i heard or read it.But the thing from the file was the GG trigger and it made me feel really good. Like if you got a hug from your best friend after winning the lottery type good>>41063203Woaw.. i was like gonna type somthing else but i forgot
>>41063250>Woaw.. i was like gonna type somthing else but i forgotyou can fall asleep if you likegood girls drophttps://voca.ro/1lYxYDjsppTL
>>41063160>Pink lipstick bimbo aesthetic gives anon the ick>uncomfortable with how it's linked to misogyny, men and women are equal.>hypnosis drains their brain turns them into a giggly bimbo>even after recovering, and going back to normal, the mental mark is permanent>the though dolling themself up like a bimbo, that they used to hate, turns them on>they know people'll treat them like a dumb plaything...>but instead of being angry, the thought of someone slapping their ass like they own it feels..... nice?you've been corrupted...
>>41063305nta but that made my pp twitch.
>>41063305lol, kinda ig. bimbo stuff can be really cute and empowering too. Like Chrissy Chlapecka
>>41063186I see. I mean, that seems like a perfect kinky/fetish play with a partner.>>41063199Maybe it's best I'm not feminine at all, otherwise I would be like the biggest slut in existence. All around... o_o>>41063250Sounds hot, I'm a bit jelly of you. Also I can relate a little bit, but not in the sense of the triggers, but when I used to play with my ass it was like, the more I did it, the better it felt and the more I wanted to do it. And the more I wanted to get fucked.>>41063305>>41063338SAME. Stop making me hard.
>>41063338>>41063368sowwy... ive got a decent amount of experience writing greentexts and smutt.....its not your fault that reading my posts activated your horny brain and made you post a reply...
>>41063421dw i just love agp/mef stuffthey should be considered as valid fetishes
>>41063368>Sounds hot, I'm a bit jelly of you. Also I can relate a little bit, but not in the sense of the triggers, but when I used to play with my ass it was like, the more I did it, the better it felt and the more I wanted to do it. And the more I wanted to get fucked.I mean its all just practice and believing . You can still turn yourself into a good hypno subject. All you need to do is chill, concentrate, listen and accept everything you hear as truth. As if you were at uni and listening to the professor talk about how 1 + 1 = 2.Idk if you really want that though. You become really powerless to do anything if the conditioning sets and while its maybe lil hot, its also scary as hell
>>41062874with that logic most cis women should hop on t
>this threadI've been curious about Bambi sleep for almost a decade a now, but I've never listened because it really creeps me out and iq play terrifies me, i already have a very low self esteem. so instead I just read threads like this and wonder about what could be, what a sad life....
>>41063421I'm a total gooner, anon. People have asked me what my fetish(es) is/are and I always explain, that what turns me on the most is sexual lust itself, sex appeal for its own sake turns me on the most to the point that I can masturbate to smut and still feel horny afterwards, cum multiple times but still feel horny in the head, even though I'm not physically aroused per se.>>41063476Yeah I get it, as I said earlier it would be something I'd do if I was more feminine/andro or I had a partner who was into it.
>>41063588Yeah I listened it out of curiosity. Most hypnosis is contingent on wanting it to work.
>>41046779>one day you will do your makeup to a noticeable extentI mean, I like the idea of getting better at makeup, what exactly are you expecting me to feel? Ok, I might do my makeupn̈ borderline overdoing it one day to feel pretty.
>>41046779>be me>meet incel online in video game>we talk a bit, he hates women >shows me photos of his posters, shows a selfie>this dude lowkey cute >convince him that women are absolutely horrible, make him hate them even more>now he doesnt wanna fuck or be near a woman>start sending him femboy stuff from time to time>he doesnt object>few weeks more of sending and he admits he jerked off to it>ask him for proof>tell him ill send a pic of mine if he sends a pic of his>send photo of my cock>mfw my cock is nearly twice the size of his, and much thicker as well>he gets a bit shy and wonders why mine is so much bigger>days later dare him to wear thigh highs>he does it>dare him to wear panties>he does it>dare him to wear a skirt, thigh highs, crop top and a thong and dance on camera>he does it>dare him to wear makeup>he does itnow i regularly make him do cute and humiliating things on camera for me and i jerk off to him. he's not really an incel anymore, he's more like my bitch.
>>41063588>and iq play terrifies mehaving a blank mind feels really really good
>>41063616I think I talked with you once, and you said you find it hot to be a chaser's arm candy.>>41063632nta, but hot.
>>41063623>mogged so hard you become a womenthis will literally never be me
>>41063641Hot? Not really, I like people for themselves. All you really need to make me happy in a relationship is to be self sufficient and make me feel like you're excited to see me. I also really like physical affection at basically all times.
>>41063679Sounds based.Because if I had a trans gf or any gf for that matter I'd want her to doll up when we're in public just to make people around us jealous.
>>41063632for me, my mind is my only refuge, the external world terrifies me, I'm a peak schizoid day dreamer overthinker, which is probably why this kink has endured for so long despite never engaging in it, I've been girlmoding for 9 years now and I'm still too scared to indulge in it...
>>41063703Could make a fun game of it, and it'd be a good excuse to get better at makeup
>>41063563Cis women can't be misogynist in the way a transsexual woman can be. Trans women are socialized male and their sexism is contextualized from a male perspective and pushes outward. Cis women can only be internally misogynistic. Misogyny by trans women is an extension of patriarchy while internal misogyny from a cis woman is a response to patriarchy. It's different
>>41063837In essence, vis-à-vis misogyny, we must correct to a larger degree than cis women because of male socialization
>>41063788Goes hand in hand with that physical affection aswell, no? You down for making out in public? : >
>>41046779wish i looked good with the bubblegum pink but i usually go with a darker look
>>41063875Depends where; I get pretty severe social anxiety, though kissing is one of my favorite things to do.
>>41063916So, how about this. Good makeup, a nice feminine outfit, then a stroll down town doing some girly shit like a manicure and whatnot, then ice cream later. You can hold hands all the time, and be that arm candy indeed for emotional support against that anxiety. Finalized by making out at the beach or in the park.
>>41064085Sounds great, you in Portland?
>>41046779well no because I'm a nigger
>>41064197same. except I'm also a spic.
>>41046779motivated
>>41064178No. We're not even in the same continent.I just like flirting, it makes my pp stiff. D:
>>41063837>Cis women can only be internally misogynistic.im giggling
>>41063837sociologists need to be kept away from academia, gagged, bound, and fucked relentlessly by BTC until society is healed.
>>41046805fpbp
>>41064255Crying rn ;-;
>>41064367portland? that aint that far, im also in the US lemme see>27 hour driveus is a big fuckin place sometimes lmao
>>41064367And this is the moment when I want to hold a trans girls head in my lap, kiss her forehead and tell her its alright, and then she kisses me on the lips and hugs me closer. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>41064211CDMX
>>41064378>>41064381How cruel a creature distance is.
>>41064495nothin a quick road trip cant do. depends on if ur worth it, silly girl
>>41046779I wouldn't be against waking up like that.
>>41064495>tfw no american trans gf
>>41064513Unfortunately, unless you'd be willing to move, I'm really not into long distance. >>41064533>tfw can't reach out to touch interested boys
>>41046779Won't ever happen. I am just a twink with AGP brainrot. And this too shall pass eventually.
>>41046779I wish. I don't understand why people say they'd feel aroused. I'd feel pure relief. But I can't look like that, ever.
>>41064619>tfw can't reach out to touch interested boysWould you? :(
>>41064682I'd give a 4chan chaser a chance if he was in a reasonable distance.
>>41064711my work is remote, i can move from place to place. but like i said, movin to bum fuck portland would be a big commitment. need to know if ur enough of a baddie inside and out to make such a move worth it. cuz im pretty big into turning my gf into a mindless girl who looks pretty for me all the time
>>41064741>im pretty big into turning my gf into a mindless girlI don't think we would work out, sorry :/
>>41064711Very reasonable of you. I respect that.As I said, I like flirting with trans girls makes my a bit bubbly inside. Besides how can a bi guy like me resist with all these cute anons on this board.
