QOTT: Are you a fascist?Last thread: >>41035243
live and let live
>>41054055qott: nah i've heard that's bad for your neck
>>41054055Can we just not do this question please
>>41054068>livenot possible for me
im cursing all passers btw
>>41054055what an odd question can we get another
>>41054055qott: i really hope noti suppose there are unspoken, unconscious biases to be aware of with these things but i try to be aware of them when i canrealistically that's probably more because of the fucking moral scrupulosity bullshit that i ended up stuck with
>>41054099>>41054200Yeah it's shitty. I propose a new thread activity.Post what you want to look like/dress like. Be as AGP as you want, I don't care. Just be honest.
>>41054453i literally just wish i was a normal woman
>>41054055I used to be as a cope but I realized that wanting other people to suffer because I'm envious of them is gay
>>41054453im mega agp sorry
>>41054453playing ttrpgs seems so funI wish I was a woman so that I could do that
>>41054453Argh this is so annoying because I saw a youtube short a couple of months ago that made me dysphoric as fuck and I can't find it anymore. I can hear the background tune in my head too but i cant find the song. She wore baggy blue pants, a blue crop top, had wavy light hair and was just dancing down the street
>>41054453Aoi Yuki. I've always despised being big and tall, so I want to be the exact opposite: tiny.
:^)
>>41054068Difficult concept to some
Thoughts on this movie?
>>41055141Hey quit banging those drums !
>>41052338do people not usually live for themselves, their partner, their children, their family, their friends, etc?
>>41055797yes and what happens when they lose those things? they become totally destroyed, like ok, enjoy having those things if you are lucky enough to have them, but dont become neurotic over it. you're going to lose it all anyway.
I cured my dysphoria tn ama
if i had sex my dysphoria would be cured, thats probably why i hate myself
>>41056171i wish it could be as simple as that
>>41056171doesn't work
>>41056171I also thought that when I was 20
>>41054520those are not normal women but i get what you mean
The 'epper that broke through the matrix https://youtu.be/KK9j0k77O2w
i wanna die
i wanna live (as a woman)
I'm most frequently dysphoric about my voice and what hurts is that I know I can have an agreeable one with training but you can't do that as a man
how does this make you feel?
>>41058963suicidal but im mef agp so its ok
>>41057193literally repper fueli will never be as feminine and visceral as herI will never be so connectedi will never existim old and rotting
>>41054453cringe grungy punk fashion tbhon though obviously not now that I'm old
I hate ejaculating sperm so much, I might go on hrt again just to avoid it
>>41058963They're beautiful and I wish I could be them, my life is a cruel joke lmao
>>41054453Simply just a midriff exposing tank top, or a nice dress. Rather than wearing my standard man uniform of t shirt and jeans
is there many women that would be happy to be with a guy who likes to crossdress?
>>41059510cis? notrans? probably
https://voca.ro/1hoWeve2Jk4v
I can't be a woman, so I'll erase the concept of duality and annihilate my idea of a "self" instead.
:p
>>41054055im just a boy that likes to be treated as a girl
>>41054453>what you want to dress likei would unironically switch between modern gender neutral garb like jeans and tees and dressing like a historical reenactor victorian maid uniforms with their floor length skirts appeal to me, not in a sexual way though, i just feel like they would be extremely comfortable to wear around the house
annoying that it's called /regen/ this time and not /repgen/
>>41060845nobody knows how to make threads since i made the last 5
>>41054055tek ur HRT, reetards
>Think I'll gaym for half an hour after a long day of work before going to bed>Spend that half hour playing dress up with my 3 characters (asian goth slut, blond white gal with runny makeup wearing a wedding dress, and a 2 metres tall dyke) instead of playing the game itselfFuck
>>41059938Update: My idea of being a singular entity has been erased, and I have accepted my true nature as part of Brahman/God. My body is an animal in which my true nature resides, and my mind is the filtering of Brahman via the lens of time and singular existence, but neither are "me".But now the problem is that I can't find a reason to not "ride the wave". Shouldn't I just enjoy the human experience without being attached to the emotions (shouldn't I troon out, knowing it is a desire as natural as breathing to me)? Is that not my nature as Brahman? I was expecting to have all the answers, but guess not...wat do, oh wise reppers?
>>41061489what are you playing and why do i know it's final fantasy xiv
>>41061559>it's final fantasy xivWRONG>what are you playingThe game is called "The Finals". It's an fps shooter with destructible environment. I really like the way everything on the maps can be absolutely destroyed and that casual matches take less than 15 mins before they are over. I just like being able to log in, play a match, then log out 15 mins later. If I had more free time I'd probably pay some singleplayer game rn, but if I can't spend at least 2 hours without having to pay attention to anything else, I rather not play those.
valerate vial or a 3-lp box set, questions, questions
>>41061624>WRONGit was worth a shot>fps shooterwish i could play those, honestly. every time i try i get incredibly stressed with the game in 10 minutes and ragequit lol
>>41061694>every time i try i get incredibly stressed with the game in 10 minutes and ragequit lolWhile I don't feel that way, yeah I can totally understand that.I checked out how ffxiv characters look like and ngl, I see how reppers can spend hours playing dressup with their characters.
>>41059938>>41061521shaktism is the most correct approach, we are one entity, future is past and past is future. you are me and me is you. you were me and will be again. ultimate bliss does necesarilly involve being a woman. mad goddess dreaming dreams. mkch love for all
fascists should be put down
>>41062007they should be shot (with estrogen)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SY1Js1KFt5w
>>41054055repping is so fucking evil the way I have to cope with every last change I notice in my body with>oh well, at least you didn't do the thing that would 100% bring you closer to a semblance of happiness. imagine how THAT would have turned outand it gets even worse when I see a troon irl and they pass somewhat well, only to find out they somehow had a worse starting point than I did.so now I play a game of sunk cost fallacy where I juggle continuing as the productive, loving son, brother, and coworker with john 50ing (no chance) or straight up suicide (basically guaranteed)I'm not even AGP I just want to pass and fucking live a normal life vghhhI have a vial of E in my room and every day I spend at least 30 minutes contemplating taking a dose.I'm such a fucking loser holy shit.
>>41062140If you have access to hrt right now and aren't taking it you kinda deserve to be miserable. Just take it, can always rope later if it doesn't work out
>>41054068extremely difficult concept here
very annoying how alcohol makes my insides feel like shit the next day
Regen
>are you a naziasking real questions
>>41058963I feel like I'm a prisoner who's been living in a shitty isolation ward for 20 years, and there are significant portions of my brain dedicated to counting the scratches on the wall, and someone just told me that iPhones were invented. I don't know what an iPhone is. I tell myself such a thing isn't a luxury, but a normality, but I can't stop myself from feeling a little bit of indignation, but I burry it with numbness and force my gaze back onto the scratches on the wall. Feeling emotions will do little for me, I can't forget the time I got so upset I banged my head on the door and gave myself brain damage.
>>41062140I'm so sorry, I know exactly what you mean. Feels similar anyway. Just stuck with some sunken cost fallacy where it's simultaneously too late to do anything (I feel way too old and male now) on top of all my other hurdles that make it seem impossible, combined with the knowledge that I'll see myself become more disgustingly male as time goes on as it has for some time now as I've fallen deeper into denial / repping. It's hard, don't beat yourself up, we're all doing the best we can with what we've been given. Maybe just try therapy? You can always stop HRT if you want in the future? Anyway you're not alone, and I hope you find some measure of peace with whatever you choose <3
pushed to-front-page
>slop
my roommate said it's creepy I watch a girl's show (Wednesday s2)it's so over
>>41063715kill themhide the bodycut the carpetsink it all deepand thank me later :D
>>41063715and watching some super violent power fantasy action slop would not be creepy? jfc
>>41063715Normalfags have brain rot.
I don't wanna take hrt is there a third option besides killing myself or transitioning
