i made this post yesterday. im pretty sure im trans its just really scary idk what tf to do
repping is scarier
>>41071475It's probably too late by now anyway
>>41071475it sounds like you're definitely atleast some what dysphoric and these feelings will only get harder to deal with if you keep repping. you should get on hrt asap
>>41071475after reading just the first 1/4 of this post if you really don't know then you need to do your best to accept that what you are observing about yourself is true. come on, nony.
>>41071576and don't be so scared :) there are so many people online to help you feel safe and resources to get what you need. DIY is very safe and effective and after just the first few weeks you'll probably realize you're never gonna stop. take a deep breath, one step at a time.
>>41071475Talk to a professional and seek help navigating these feelings, regardless of whether you transition or repress, you're gonna need help.
>>41071567its never gonna go away?
>>41071475How are people confused if they’re trans or not? Either you’re taking cross sex hormones and wearing clothes if the opposite gender or not. How do you suddenly wake up one day and realize you’re on estrogen?
>>41071823nope. it doesnt go away, ever. it just sits and eats away at you. thankfully, transitioning isnt too bad, all you needa do are to go on diyhrt.info and read up, then buy some online or if youre an american in a blue state go to planned parenthood. not too bad. if you need more info feel free to hmu on disc, mines naomimoder.
>>41071823No. You can bury these feelings for a while but eventually you'll snap and either transition anyways or kill yourself. You 100% sound like you're trans and despite what people here will tell you 19 isn't too late .
>>41071917If I were 20 again I'd start instantly but even starting at 20 I'd probably turn into a troon ogre and end up killing myself in a couple years. I think with repping I can make it to 40 or 50.
get on hrt ASAP!! No matter what you think you will not be able to repress this. The longer you wait the worse it will get. hrtcafe.net & diyhrt.wiki are good places to start
>>41071475PLEASE get on hrt immediately it will get significantly worse if you let it
>>4107213220 you may be a semipassoid to twinkhon. 40 or 50? you become a gigarapehon whos already aged too much for E to do anything, and youre brainbroken from repping so you'll prolly develop a gross sissy fetish or something and join a hons only polycule in portland. dont do that to yourself.
>>41073111I'm already too old. At this point I will kill myself rather than troon out. I will rep for as long as I can.
>>41072669thank you
>>41071823No it actually gets worse if you rep>>41073207How old are you?
>>4107320719-20 isnt too old retard youre just a pussy
>>41074116Let's just say I'm closer to 40 than 20.>>41074213I never said I was 20. I said if I were 20 again.
>>41071475Get hormones, voice train, grow your hair out, pick a new name, get your documents together to change your legal name/gender, get a new wardrobe, get a skincare/haircare routine
If you don’t have anyone trans in your life dont bother
>>41074315in that case you can always hrtrep. it can get worse. might as well at least prevent it.
>>41071475if you rep, you become a john50. eventually, repping becomes too hard and you'll suffer through a normie male life with a wife and kids, until one day you snap and become a boomerhon, because you can't spend another day pretending.i repped until i was 25 and every single day, i regret not starting earlier.here's what you need to do: slow down. stop. breathe. don't panic. transitioning is scary and comes with a lot of hurdles. you need to take everything in steps.start by looking into fashion and styles that fit your frame, wether you're fat or thin, have narrow or wide hips, are tall or short, have narrow or wide shoulders. spend a little time researching fashion. styles your attracted to, cis women you think are pretty and would like to emulate a part of. listen to cis women around you. understand them. don't tell anyone you're trans yet.buy some tops, jackets and feminine jeans you like. grow out your hair, and look at feminine hairstyles you like to set a goal. dress as a girl in secret when you're alone and see how you feel. see if it just feels natural, and not fetishy. you have a long way to go. the first thing you need to do is learn how to dress.try and find an lgbt community near you. ask other trannies for resources. look at HRTgen, and if you feel the same in a few weeks, start a HRT regimen. you can try it for a month to see how you feel and drop it without any effects that are obvious to anyone else. you need to surround yourself with and get involved with likeminded people, other trans people and women who will understand and support you. don't rush. lurk here, in hrtgen and read about the experiences of other trans women. try not to stress: get excited about your transformation. in a year or two of hrt and practicing fashion and makeup in secret, and getting laser or electro on any facial hair you have, you will be ready to come out, and then in six months to a year later, you might be ready to go full time and be a woman. good luck.
>>41074482I refuse to become some creepy thing that looks like a male but has weird estrogenized features. It's much easier to hide in plain sight as a man.
>>41074801>40 year old boomerhon hijacking a scared 19 year old girl's post
>>41074835I'm just replying to the people who replied to me.
>>41074512thanks for all the advice anon.
>>41075111it's okay. I'm here to answer anything you have in mind to the best of my ability
>>41075156<3
>>41071475thanks for all the help chatso um like how do i tell my parents
>>41077191pls
>>41077421PLEASE
>>41077191I waited as long as I could to come out and when it stopped being convenient to hide it I told my mom. I never came out to my dad but I think he probably knows something is up. There's no reason to immediately come out to them unless you think they'll react well and help you, you can wait until you're several months in.
>>41071848You have transgender confused with transsexual.
>>41079221OP it's late at night there's not gonna be much people in here to help you out
page 10 bump for op
>>41071475god this brought back memories of being like 12 and wanting w every ounce of my being to have born in a different body
