I feel bad for ranting here because i know most people omln this board are here just to spread shit and all that, last time i tried i just got called an attention-seeking afab bc I mentioned sh (i'm on recovery), I don't know i've been trying (not) so hard to find someone to just complete me in some way . Never had friends irl, kissed or anything (which is fair considering my age), right now i just started on antidepressants and i don't do much besides school and thinking maybe too much, i'm just waiting for someone new to enter my life but i don't know where to start, i try sometimes to chat with pedocreeps but knowing they're just trying to lust over me doesn't work . Tried frengen and I get very shyI'm not asexual or anything, more like the opposite, but i feel like there must be a specific person I want and need but don't met yet, and I need them now .. i'm actually pretty comfy with my online friends and love them very very much despite our circumstances right nowWhere do i Even start? I just don't want to think about mean people anymore
>>41080641…are you a kid. multiple things in this post signify being underage
>>41080641>never kissed which is fair considering age>school>acts like a teenage girl>can attract pedocreeps.gtfo minor
Just be nice and patient.
Hey lil man, you'll find love when the time is right. For now you need to focus on learning to love yourself. Take it easy, focus on your grades, and try to take out your feelings in a way that isn't self harm, okay?
>>41080641it gets better when you grow up and have the freedom to become who you want more, till then genuinely don't get brainworms from this site cus I wish someone told me to get off of here at your age and community/peer support from other trans people goes an insanely long way. good luck in recovery man
>>41080641You spend too much time on the internet + cant wait to see you detrans soon
>>41080664i'm trying to be, everytime i hear that phrase i feel even more sad but i know that it must be true somehow
>>41080641are you also pre-workout little bro? because i can smell the birch in you from a galaxy away and when i find you I. WILL. SAW. YOU. IN. HALF.without a fucking magical box
>>41080670yeahh okay, i'm gonna be trying that among some others things, i think i'm just desperate at this point .. but thank u
>>41080693thank You!! i said earlier that i'll try, but you're right, i'm already receiving the disgusting kind of replies that i imagined and that's probably one of the worst things to add to my situation
>im a little girl and mentally ill>im not asexual>i love my online friendshello, future rape Victim!!1
>>41080641I say this with the utmost respect anon, because it’s clear that you’re going through emotional pain and are youngish: PLEASE talk to your parents and see about therapy foryour whole family.99.9% of parents out there just want their kids to be happy. It can be awkward to bring it up.. and you might have to go through a few different therapists to find the right one. But once you do find the right one and get everything figured out.. things will be so much better.I say this as a gay cis dude, who took until he was like 25 to find the RIGHT therapist (and it was worth it) Your family love you.
>>41080774you're kind of late to that bruh
>>41080773yeah hopefully just avoid gross stuff on the internet in general though I get sh physically and sh psychologically go hand in hand. it's not something even adults deserve to be exposed to or handle so im not patronizing you here
>>41080787You're right, it is awkward, VERY !! but i'm just starting therapy, tomorrow is my second session with a psychologist who finally treats me like a human being .. so i'm quite glad for that . Thank youu
>>41080813i've been seeing a lot of that gross stuff here by now, i do feel very bad for whoever has to rant here like me and the guys that just reply meanly bc it's kind of pathetic of them lol
>>41080641Do you like boys or girls?
>>41080984uhhh maybe boys idk, why?
>>41081043why do you all ftms like exactly boys?>>41080641also why did you use the image with girl, if you wanna be a boy
