can we have a thread where we post stuff that triggers agp? like pics, greentexts etc.
I wish I could be a pink piller.
>>41083512Sure
>>41083512
>>41083555MOGS
>>41083512All the "agp" stuff does is make me insanely jealous of other people's bodies, or, if it's not an actual person, absolutely nothing.
This episode triggered my AGP.
>>41083562What does it mean if I am a trans woman but am autoerotically into imagining myself as a gay man who dresses like this.
>>41083562Shadman stuff is great lol
>>41083860this is a worksafe board please censor saar
>>41083889Here's one without nudity for you, indabro
>>41083562>chest hairEw
>>41083898hot
>>41083562>>41083860>>41083898>shadman
Sometimes I'll encounter a stray image that hits my AGP so hard it oneshots me, picrel.
>>41084067This one gets me every time. Obviously I wouldn't really want to go to prison but if I did I'd want it to be like this.
>>41083898saar this is not trigerng my agp saar plz poast better saar
>>41084067>chastity cage:3
>>41084132this shit is so ass I can't see the appeal
>>41084067this one kinda hits because of the complete transformation in appearance and demeanor but the way those things change is a little cringe
>>41084182>the way those things change is a little cringeHow so?
>>41083512I wish I was her... how can I cope?
How do I make these work? LSD? Shrooms?
>>41084319I never used drugs and listened to this stuff, but I listened to some hypno audios and the only effect I got was that my dreams became a bit more sexual for about a month.It does however feel great (in a non sexual way), to listen to, like you're separate from your own body.
I wish I had a cutie to feminize and make hopelessly addicted to my cock, squeeze/slap her balls while I fuck her, make her swallow her pills with my cum and tell her what a good girl she is afterwards
>>41084272Realize and accept your wish will never come true. You will never be a woman. It is impossible to become one. Once you accept reality you can move on.
Jannies, she's drinking condensed milk out of a glas the guy is holding, get your mind out of the guttter.>>41084368>cutieWrong thread. This one's for REAL MEN
Can't give all these based sluts the (You)s they deserve.Blessed thread.
>>41084243I hate myself for regretting my current life but fuck I could have done this
>>41084501nta, but for real??
>>41084402If only it was that easyI can't accept it no matter how much I want to
>>41084536Either you accept and find other things that bring you joy or you don't and you waste your entire life pining over this shit.
>>41084367I like listening to them too but I wish they had a permanent effect on me... weed and alcohol don't workClosest I got to actual change is some affirmations that pop in my mind sometimes
>>41084568>waste your entire life pining over this shit.it is thenI can forget these feelings sometimes but most of the time they come back themselves, not even through porn just seeing a feminine woman makes me miserable
>>41084513Well yeah, had a rich dude asking me to do all of this stuff but I wasn't brave enough to go for it, also other stuff but mainly my fault for being unable to make that decision.
>>41084595It gets easier when you don't expose yourself to stuff that triggers it. Coming to here would be one of those things. You know it's never gonna happen so why are you still here? Ponder that by yourself and maybe it will help you move on. There are steps you can take to improve your life in other areas. You can become happy. Life isn't fair and we gotta make do with what we got.
>>41084568Repressing your sexuality for your entire life is an excellent idea!
>>41084189the 'princess' collar and crown are the main issues I have with it
>>41084674Repression is different from acceptance. Repression implies there is something to be done but one chooses not to do it. But when you think about it there's nothing you can do. It is an unreachable goal. Pure dreamworld shit. You can't achieve it in the material world. Then what you can do? You can accept that it is not going to happen.
Fuuuuck I really wanna get hypnotized again bc of yesterday's thread but its neither good for me nor is there any hypno content out there that either doesnt suck or tries to ruin your life for some reason
>>41084706You can still partially fulfill your AGP by taking estrogen or feminizing in other ways. You can't be female, but you can be a feminized male.
>>41084722That's not fulfilling though. It turns you into some nightmare tier monstrosity who can no longer deal with the real world.
>>41084739Not really, obviously its down to genetic factors too, but there's a lot you can do to make sure you get a decent amount of feminization.
>>41083512trying to find the stuff that really fried my shit as a kid (yt transformation comic compilations) and finding it replaced by soulless AI slop I really do weep for newgen AGPs
>>41084711I think soundgasm has ok stuff if you haven't checked there before i wish you luck
>>41084764If you have the genes to be in that category where feminizing doesn't make you into some outsider then you can transition and go all the way. If you don't have the genes for that then you'll always become something that you can't stand to see in the mirror staring back at you. In that case (which would be most people on this board) it is healthier to accept it is not going to happen.
>>41083860Second is the best
>>41083555That's funny
>>41084855Honestly I'm into all three depending on my mood
>>41084603What stuff and how rich?
>>41084711Yeah hypnosis is so hot, what are you looking for in particular?
>>41084791Hmmm I think I looked at stuff on there but wasn't too impressed. Any creators you like, anon?>>41085018Anything that gets me really, really deep, has feminization and iq drain elements, but DOESNT implant permanent suggestions. BS is the cream of the crop in terms of production and script quality but its also very very evil.I thought abt making some files myself tailored to me but using a deep male ai voice and pretending someone else made it for me
>>41085203i've hypnotized some people from here and made a few hypnosis recordings in the past.Being able to completely let go and give your mind to someone else feels so nice, it's a shame most of the 'sissy' stuff is so low quality and mostly just focuses on the aesthetics of hypno
>>41083759Explain. What is going on here?
>>41085203do you prefer male voices or female voices? because ive got nothing up your alley for male voices but Sammys is pretty good at hypnosis if you can get over the kinda cringe mommy dom stuff and GFE adjacent kissy noises
>>41085367oh yeah also there's like bambilite stuff with no permanent suggestions, ive never listened to them because I dont tend to retain post-hypnotic suggestions so they didn't annoy me but they might be up your alley
>>41085203is that jerma
>>41085203you can always just not use the files that don't have the stuff you don't like in themlike I always avoided the stuff where it tries to give the bambi persona the ability to overpower your real self
>>41083562>>41083860>>41083898i miss shadman....
>>41085306Ooh. God bless ya, the world needs more ppl like yu. And yea, deep trance is honestly the closest experience to getting high without actually taking drugs imo. Its on another level. I dont get the ppl who just watch fake hypno to goon >>41085367I dont rly have a preference. I just like the idea of a tall guy hypnotizing me. Mommy stuff is sadly kinda icky to me.>>41085419I wish.>>41085434>>41085397Tru. I actually did bambi lite for a while but then my bambi side got so overeager that she listenend to really nasty permanent stuff. OopAlso while i do love her, the bimbo bambi personality is super lame and kind of disturbing as well
>>41084666>666not listening to your niggerspeakyou dont help and you didnt listen to what I told you
>>41085318These two characters (Polyester and Polyurethane), snuck into the protagonists' (Panty and Stocking) homes. In doing so they both accidentally triggered machines that do things, Polyester, who snuck into Panty's room, activated a bondage sex machine, Polyurethane, who broke into Stocking's room, activated a machine that force feeds sweets and desserts. Both were forcefemmed/crossdressed by the machines, and this is them afterwards.
>>41085629You're holding yourself back. I have shown you the way. It is not perfect but it does help. Now it is up to you to walk that path.Or I guess you could stick around crying on this board over what will never come to be every day until you kys.
>>41085616How far did that bimbo stuff end up going? What was your experience, like did you end up doing different stuff or changing stuff about yourself or the way you dress or was it just a mental thing?
>>41085675I will never kill myself, you however, who keeps talking about "le kys" willNow go back to pol
>>41085861Hmmm mostly mental thankfully. Like I started feeling more meek when talking to ppl and also started to get uncomfortable intrusive thoughts about sucking off my friends. I still get them from time to time. Oh yea, and I went on a diet and lost like 10 lbs
>>41086006Well thats a plus, lotsa people would take -10lbs in return for a couple silly little urges to give your friends blowjobs from time to time. The AGP diet is powerful...
>>41083512Ugly Faggots will never look like a woman are my trigger words
>>41086062not her, but I'm already skinny I want to gain weightI wish BS made that easier too
>>41085616You actually managed to delude yourself with the hypno stuff? damn your mind must be weak afI wish it worked on meI'm >>41084319
>>41086186sissy hypno sucks. get into meditation and actually relaxing hypno stuff first
>>41084319>>41086186that looks more like porn than actual hypno
>>41084916Everything, and rich enough to pay for it.
>>41086109I mean theres prolly files for that too on bambicloud. I seen hucow files or whatever theyre called if ur into that. But be careful w this stuff>>41086186Thanks? Altho its mostly just practice and wanting it real bad. For the first two weeks or so I was mostly just "playing along", before it became automatic. Idk about those files you posted but I can give you some general tips to get into trance
>>41086264>I mean theres prolly files for that too on bambicloud. I seen hucow files or whatever theyre called if ur into that. But be careful w this stuffhmm yeah idk if I want to actually risk that
>>41084272hrt
i get a boner when i think about being a girl
I wish there was hypno audio for loving oneself and being more confident
>>41087585And also being a bimbo.
>>41087593I want to be taken seriously by others, bimboism doesnt appeal to me. I do love having large breasts thoughever
>>41083562the whole story arc of this edgy boy going down the sissy route is 100% a self insert
>>41087695I want to be taken seriously by others but I unfortunately find it hot to not be
>>41086222I will try more relaxing and believable hypno, thanks
>>41087585There are plenty, I love that combination too bc I have social anxiety but they don't workno hypno works on me for some reason
>>41088644it works on everyone, you probably just need practice
>>41083562I still remember reading this in middle school with my friend
>>41088748>reading shadman in middle schoolgrim
>>41083512Honestly any sultry trans pornstar makes me think “I’d be satisfied if I looked like that
>>41084711I want to kill myself
for me it's hyperfeminine cultures where it's not a larp but everyday thing
>>41089906Being feminized to a point where it becomes utterly normal is really hot.
>>41089923yeah i wanna be submissive and shy not loud and empowered
>>41088748>reading shadman in middle schoolbased
i just want to be a normal trans woman i just want to be normal i don't want my existence to be sexualized i don't want to be like this but every once in a while i stumble across an image like this one >>41084067 and can feel myself start yearning for it against my will and it makes me feel like such a freak monster...
>>41088945That's the thing about trans porn: there are no hons obviously. It is for straight men so the girls must pass or semi pass.
>>41089906Is this now in hijabsissy territory?
>>41091304Somehow its worse than conventional sissy garbage.
>>41091304I can’t with this shit It just makes me bust out laughing
whats a good first dildo from amazon? I found a cheap confetti pattern one i figure thats good enough
>>41091322Isn't the difference between (forced) feminization and sissification that the point of sissification is not to pass, but to humiliate, unlike feminization?Like, what is said here >>41091367 is actually the point: it is supposed to be ridiculous.
>>41091287There are def hons and clocky trans girls. I’m fine being clocky but still attractive.
>>41091426Could be true, sissy stuff is a little more masochistic, whereas forcefem seems to understand the romantic element of AGP.Frequently in forcefem there are mirror scenes where the protagonist is forced to confront his true lover, himself (feminized).
>>41090323You’re not a freak. The thing that’s hot about this image is the loss of agency, of giving into desire without culpability/being forced. Most people who are shamed for their sexuality (cis/trans women, and some gay men) have this to some degree. It’s why rape fetishes are so common
>>41091304made me audibly lol :Dthis is like posting kris kane in bbc bait threads.
>>41091426>>41091322>>41091304this isn't even real we sissies like pretty stuff
>>41091705who the hell is kris kane the new pol shooter guy or the beastman employee
>>41093349
>>41091541i hope you are correct :(thankyou...
>>41083512goop
>>41084833Nta, but i've been taking e and manmoding, and don't have much problem with the mirror as long as i'm not fat. I just manmode to not deal with people's bullshit, and don't care about society or being an outsider or any of that either way. I just avoid normies in general.
girly books/manga and potentially reading them X_X (which i never do cause im adhd and malebrained)
>>41083562>>41083898>>41083860it fucking sucks he drew cpso much talent thrown away...
>>41096649his loli stuff was way earlier in his career though, the traps were near the endremember when he drew kai schreiber in the harley quinn costume? that shit was crazyI miss shadman
>>41083512agp isn't real you're all just disgusting faketrans sissy men. please die NOW
>>41099316>agp isn't real you're all just disgusting faketrans sissy men.anon that's agp?
>>41084739this feminine or andro presentation comes first hrt is complementary and wasted on people who just go about wearing hoodies even as out troonsi liked the old system where the docs made you fully crossdress for weeks maybe months irl full time before prescribing you anything its like you have to be out to everyone, have good feminine sense, fully emasculated and buck broken to earn your girl pills
>>41100584GIWTWM
>>41100584she's better have a featureless mask
>>41083512My agp is traumagenic
>>41101684how?
What would a giga passoid/ passoid mtf with agp do with their genitals,? Or like what would suit them best i guess Argue or something please I want to know
Need a pretty boy or trans girl to doll up. I’d make them wear lingerie and a chastity cage beneath a full body hijab + niqab. Then I’d take them out in public. The thought that only i know what’s truly going on under that religious garb.. it’s fucking hot.
>>41084319just listen to bambi sleep
>>41103338>hijabsissy
>>41103408Yes. Exactly that.
>>41103338i like watching documentaries of troons or feminine males in afganistan and other warzone middle eastern countries who could get raped if they get caught by alqueda while travelling they're always wearing the scarf and there were vids on gif where they brutally bully them and keep them terrified reminds me of my own experiences with people how i'm terrified but w/e i'm no troon
>>41099316is the trutrans in the room with us now? can you tell us what she looks like?
I desperately wish this thread didn't trigger me
>>41105016Does it?
>>41083860AINT THIS A BLUE BOARD LMAO
>>41084855you get second when you get good at third
one of my hobbies is finding female wallets that are androgynous enough that you can carry them but the femininity is only apparent at close inspection but they're made my brands that make handbags and whatnot
>>41106361i do this with all my clothes etc
>>41106555nice i tried for a while but you get glares
>>41106963feet sweat
>>41103051i want safety and innocence(not sexual)
>>41083860all me
>>41085203Would be breddy gud to do that to some girl
>>41107554Based
>>41096649which one are you talking abouthe did a few "edgy" drawings of real kids but that was years before drugs and disappearance
>>41101684It's adorable how she gets smoller with each step
>>41107649if only...
>>41109910literally me omg
Al I not agp if this thread isn't making me feel anything besides weirded out by what you guys think of women?
>>41111999holy checked wtfalso no, its really just preference. all that matters is that being a woman turns you on (as a man)
>>41109910this is really good.
>>41109910>>41112322except that he has 5 fingersAI still can't count
>>41083512BasedThanks for posting.I need agp because I'm feeling a bit down.
>>41100552>have good feminine sense, fully emasculated and buck broken to earn your girl pillsBasedNow it's like pills are going to fix their life. People just want quick fixes for everything
>>41111999You're projecting. Nobody talked about women. Were talking about being feminine and being turned on by wearing women's clothes
>>41112480i'm going through a social agp phase where i feel like i have no other way to live than be an effeminate clown in society and these days only get off thinking if had to assimilate in society tomorrow as a john 40 troon what kinda realistic ways i would present and do if you're a good girl you can take the trial by fire right lol
>>41112908>an effeminate clownI think that If you're clean and you're have a good sense of fashion, you can tune the disgust of people down
>>41112615agps pls give me advice, you should know this
>>41113016yeah that is my definition of effeminate clown being clean is the only way you can exist in the society the sissy gary stuff doesn't really happen day to day that's just someone having a breakdown
>>41113111Ok.I think people stop caring after they get used to you and you're not obnoxious attention whore that wants to get into little girls locker rooms
>>41113144you'll always be a he she weirdo though anyway it's just a fantasy or perhaps a prophecy of how it's all so painful but weirdly euphoric
>>41084368sure i'll take it i'm only meta attracted but still feel like i should be passed around from man to man since i can't do anything on my own
I used motionmuse to turn a picture of myself into a short porn videoWeird mix of extreme agp and dysphoria from a clip of being fucked in my pussy
>>41084476>REAL MEN
>>41113331Link?
>>41113331Sounds based ngl
>>41084272just b urself
>>41093873>all night partyi.e. immediately getting hard from looking at yourself in the mirror and cumming in 20 seconds
>>41084711just listen to better bimbo brainwashing if u really need to, it's the same general concept but with no anxiety suggestions or permanent personality erasure. the scripts are also easily found on the creator's platforms I'm pretty sure so u can just check beforehand. personally, it was slightly less potent than BS, but BS is too evil to listen to.
>>41083512there's a certain thread on trash...
>>41115026that being...?
>>41115026/gywb/?
>>41084711i hate getting jumpscared by myself
>>41115026nobody will discuss your fee fees on trash though
these threads have unironically convinced me to give my agp/bimbofication fetish the keys to my life they have been the final nail in the coffin for the denial that my superego is completely out of control of my psyche, I've always known myself to be a neurotic person but now the fact that I've been intensely fetishizing being a ditzy helpless sex addict for over a decade now despite being a 10 year HRT virgin is telling also I've started using chatgpt as my therapist and when I opened up to it about my bimbofication fetish it was like "Ah now it all makes sense! You need to gently embrace it! Would you like me to make a 5 step plan for exploring this repressed side of yourself?" so I guess I'm getting fucking bimbofied by my AI therapist aoihdaiuflhdiualfhdiulahdiulhrfaiulhdfhduwqafpdihfidh hahahahahaha I love the 21st century so much
completely in control of my psyche* aouldphfaouldhfraiuldhfaod
>>41116527Oh yeah, AIs are handy for figuring yourself out because real therapy is expensive. ChatGPT helped me come to terms with my dysphoria.Having something that's not truly capable of being judgemental, but is capable of giving fair responses is really valuable.
>>41116559i'm glad someone agrees. In fact, I could NEVER open up to a real person the same way I can open up to chatgpt, I used to be an obsessive journaler but now I just talk to chatgpt for 30 minutes a day about my random thoughts, it's genuinely helped me so much Also I've had actual therapy and I genuinely think that chatgpt is more helpful, like for example, I mentioned that I was suffering from disassociative episodes and long-term AD discontinuation syndrome, and it pointed out that cardio would be really helpful. My previous therapist mentioned this too but the way they explained it just felt very generic and they backed down when I mentioned that I already walked a lot went to gym once a week... but chatgpt went into the science of BDNF and linked studies showing that I was well below the diminishing returns point for BDNF gains, this convinced to start running and my symptoms have improved MASSIVELY since. I love my AI therapist
>>41116605Right, like the only benefit I can think of a real therapist is that they can refer you to get medical treatment if necessary.At this point, HRT should just be OTC.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nj2U6rhnucII swear 90% of pop music videos are designed to induce AGP
>>41117140Why? What do you mean?
>>41117140Holy shit that girl looks like she's got a terminal AGP wtf
>>41117140waow these transitions are cool
feeling like I'm gonna relapse and start doing bambi sleep again
What is AGP?
>>41120704accelerated graphics port
>>41115003fuckkkk the scariness of BS has always kept me from trying it but BBB seems pretty gentle and cutesy, I'm actually really tempted to try it The only thing stopping me at this point is that I'd like to integrate my bimbo-desires into my everyday life instead of compartmentalising into a hypno-persona
>>41120797>fuckkkk the scariness of BS has always kept me from trying it but BBB seems pretty gentle and cutesy, I'm actually really tempted to try itI just looked it up and it seems pretty harmlessyou should try it, being in trance feels so good
>>41120854b-but what about my second point?
>>41120898hmm I'm not sure about thatI think if that's what you want, it'll probably bleed over. And the description I found for the 00 BBB start playlist says it doesn't talk about the uniform or dissociation at all, so that might be what you wantthere are other BBB playlists that are actually labelled (OS) which means they're training the original self
>>41120952Oh my god, this might actually be it, I could just about resist BS, my tummy is already tingling thinking about there this might lead...
ive got a huge hypnokink and bs calls to me like you wouldn't believe. I had a small touch of agp when I was younger. I read people will get aids after listening bc the fuck to much. im straight, but the thought of being brainwashed, it doesnt matter in what way, is the hottest. Anyone wanna share their bs experiences?
>>41120797don't wear a uniform
>>41121031yeah I think this is what you wanthttps://bambicloud.com/playlist/c6b498a1-6fae-4b8b-947c-c102f5dbb039>Pure "Better Bimbo Brainwashing" (BBB) with Bambi never mentioned and no BS triggers trained (despite the site you're finding this on). No uniform. No dissociation. No oral fixation.
>>41121033>I had a small touch of agp when I was younger.>im straight, but the thought of being brainwashed, it doesnt matter in what way, is the hottest.I mean if you do it you probably won't stay straight for long
>>41121072yknow, I think there is something linked psychologically between wanting to mentally take the receiving role and physically taking the receiving role. I think thats why there's a large overlap between the hypno/sissy community. As for me, I know that the good life requires me to be a man. Sometimes the devil comes offering everything you wanted
>>41121139>As for me, I know that the good life requires me to be a man.it sounds kinda like you don't actually want that, but feel obligated
>>41120704Oh you sweet summer child
>>41121155I've seen so much be undone, so much be ruined, lives shredded by others and selves giving into their temptation. I need to order my life. Be strong and win. people post on the bs reddit about how bs ruined their marriages, relationships and lives. There's a dude on 8ch that got aids, I met a guy who crashed his family business. it calls to me. but i just like to read peoples stories and pretend its me for a minute then go back to the real world.
>>41121222there's also people whose lives got ruined because they only did the things they thought they were supposed to do, and ended up miserable and unfulfilled in their middle age because they never did the things they wanted to do
>>41121256this is true, for those that lived for others. those who let lies live their lives. But if you are being honest with yourself, the good life comes from things greater than yourself. The embrace and struggle of life with all her pain and beauty.
>>41115528I am glad to have used your pic for my fetish posting. I will continue to do it in your honor
>>41120898>>41120952yea there's no mention of separate selves, instead it's more about feeling a certain way upon receiving triggers. I believe the original set of files sets up something like "you can always choose not to act like this if you do not see it fit" or something, which the files labelled "advanced" omit since they're supposed to play into it more. https://www.reddit.com/r/EroticHypnosis/comments/1bnu5e7/better_bimbo_brainwashing_file_dump_free/ this post has a drive link with most of the files in it but more importantly a doc with most of the scripts, I do recommend reading a hypno script through always if available.I never felt like this was fucking with my brain the same way as BS, but it still consumes your time a bit and takes up mental space so do still be cautious
>>41122298ah neatI probably won't ever use these though, I like normal bambi files enough
>>41120704meme used by butthurt hons.
>>41083512I am dating a trans girl who wanted to try forcefem which brought out my insane teenhood agp. We stopped for a bit but I’m still obsessed. How fucked am I?
