I have a huge festish where I can only get off by imagining myself as a passing trans girl with a pornstar body bottoming for a man. I used to think I was straight but I have like zero attraction to women now. I haven’t watched porn in forever. My imagination does so much more anyway. The only way it subsides is if I coom. If I nofap even for a month or so it just comes back stronger. I’ll nofap and then I’ll see some passing troon and instantly think “tomorrow I’m getting on hormones and researching FFS surgeons.”I’ve gone out presenting as a woman before and dated men that way too. How do I legitimately fix this?
>>41102934By transitioning and accepting your AGP life
>>41102947Sigh I was worried this was the case
>>41103249FAG (fake and gay)
>>41102934You’re cooked. You could probably just get by just gaymaxxing but you’ll always have that call to transition. It’s like a vampire bite in a way.
>>41103566No. Very real i’m afraid. I wish you were right honestly.>>41103588Yeah it certainly feels like that. I don’t think I’ve gone maybe more than 3 days in a row without thinking about it and that’s with basically thinking about it at least once a day before those 3 days and after.
>>41102934same but I am disgusted by men and would be a transbian
>>41103682Wanna put on a dress & go on a date then? That could easily put your mind off it
>>41103682Have you bottomed for anyone at all? Probably the thing that will either make you love it and submit to it or hate it and lose the urges
>>41103700Yes for a man and it was like the best ever. Enough to do it again 15 min after.
>>41103726You’re so fucked kek. You tasted the forbidden fruit & now hooked
>>41103693With you? Tell me about you>>41103832I think I just repressed it subconsciously for so long. This is the first time it really seems the responses to an AGPer seem to all nudge towards trooning.>>41103690Well that can change. Have your first taste. Like I totally get how women I knew growing up felt now with guys. I don’t want to fuck every guy I see or anything. I have to actually feel something with them, not necessaril ‘this is going to be my husband’ or anything but building a decent rapport is important
>>41103930I’m alleged to go on 4chan & fuck passer trans girls, a little bit. Again, all of that is unconfirmed (also pay for any dinners in full, hypothetically of course).
>>41103972What’s your trans girl body count
>>411039854 but none were from here actually however. Still, my bad if the counts too low, or too high.
>>41103972do you do a little romanticism first
>>41104060What do you like to do with them in bed?
>>41104113Am I detecting a possibility for sex on the first date? From a bottom who fantasizes about it a lot?
>>41104137Oh it’s certainly possible lol but it’s not something I do regularly
>>41104197Fair enough, I wouldn’t be one to coerce either. Honestly I think it would be hot enough if you just wore a dress out & tried looking your best. Sex would just the the cherry on top.
>>41104211I mean are you top / vers top / vers bottom? I don’t mind a verse guy.
>>41104266Submissive top, the gold standard of sexual preferences really. I could probably also be vers but it depends. Never really done that, but would consider it. Thats if the outfit you wear is that stunning
>>41104300Would you get your face fucked and swallow?
>>41104383I can see myself giving it the ol’ college try if it feels right between us I guess. Is that something you want to do after a nice meal?
>>41104400Yes. I sat on the bed and thrusted into my dates mouth one time and came down his throat. he was a good boy and swallowed every last drop.
>>41104469I’m spent for the night but I could add you on something m if you want. We could hammer out the details more, you know, make sure we both know what could happen!
>>41102934>>I’ve gone out presenting as a woman before and dated men that way too.damm thats hot what do people say when they notice
>>41104580I don’t fully pass so I know plenty of people know. I guess in clocky but attractive at the same time in a way? But the way some guys look at me tells me there are far more closet chasers out there than you’d think not to mention there were two times men flagrantly tried to get my number in public in front of a bunch of people (we were near a certain type of club so I they knew what they were doing). I’m also in a major city so naturally they’re either open to seeing someone like me or they’ve seen enough crazy shit that ‘pseudo tranny’ doesn’t phase them. I spent enough time here to see numerous clocky but attractive girls walk around and just own it. Kind of like how some pornstars are hot but visibly trans at the same time. I know I need work but it still felt good being out and I didn’t run into any trouble.
>>41104483Where are you located?
>>41104654i have dreams like where i end up outside like a 'hon' and have to face ridicule and stuff to get back to my place and sometimes even depend on guys that flirt on me giving them sexual favors along the way
>>41105382Surprised this thread lasted a while after I passed the fuck out & did sleepinmaxxing. I’m an east coastie if that’s doable
Had a dream where I was fully trooned hanging with troon friends>>41106139Like multiple guys in one day? You little slut>>41107977I’m Midwest
>>41109356Oh, that sucks, I would’ve been a good boy
>>41103249no you weren't. you were hoping it was the case.
>>41109356yeah cause they see you as a helpless piece of meat you know the kind of dudes that just whip it out you find them more dependable cause their intentions are clear
>>41102934I have the same issue too. Normally I don't have an urge but if I see a hot tranny or passing one, I get the same urge. I even went as far as getting on hrt for 4 months but stopped because the urge went away
>>41111132I mean I guess in a way. But it means that the best course of action for me is something that will significantly uproot my life.
>>41111645>>41111645Too forward signals abundance / high supply and consequently low value >>41112094What was HRT like? What did you feel like that made you want to stop?
>>41112942yeah but it's about being in a crisis
>>41112942it was nice. i managed to get some puff on my chest and it's embarrassing knowing I have small boobs. my skin was a lot nicer too, my acne cleared up but its sort of back again now that I stopped
>>41114153Do you think you’ll get back on it?
